i find 2Cx's very more ish, i got through a g of 2C-I in a week and half a g of 2C-E in a week... firstly my tolerance has skyrocketed..... but ii love it so much i can't help myself from just taking more each time.. i love the state it puts you in..
anyone feel similarly?
A few years ago, when I was first introduced to RCs and tried 2ci for my first time, the first few months I was a good boy. I would trip every other month.
Then I had access to many other chemicals and I was tripping way too often. It got to a point where tripping became more of a priority than other things. Once I noticed this I wasn't exactly happy with myself. It took a while to stop doing it.
For me, psychedelics were incredibly psychologically addicting. I believe that this is because I have bipolar disorder. People living with bipolar disorder tend to self-medicate. We know something isn't "right" with us so we end up self-medicating without realizing what we are doing.
I didn't know that I had bipolar disorder when I was experimenting with drugs (primarily psychedelics) and it seems that the lack of sleep from tripping so often triggered problems and my symptoms became much worse. The lack of sleep on its own was very dangerous for me -- people with bipolar disorder need to get very regular sleep or a manic or depressive episode could happen. It all culminated in a terrible manic episode that I was lucky enough to walk away from.
Just to be safe, I would really advise you to try to limit the amount of times that you trip. Once a month is a lot, but more than that is definitely not a good sign. I was still balanced when I would just trip every other month or so, but when I started dosing as many as 4 days out of the week, well, problems happened.
It was especially difficult for me to resist tripping so often because, I mean, I had a gram or two of different substances. Considering that you don't need a lot of material to have a powerful trip, well, it seemed like I would never run out so I kept doing more and more until one day, I got fed up, dumped all of the powder into the garbage and sprayed the shit out of it with Windex and furniture cleaner so I wouldn't go back in there.