malfunkshun
Bluelighter
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- Nov 4, 2003
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my god my god, the hellish, fantastic, incredible absurdities... if you've been to THIS level with this shit then you'll have a glimpse of what this crazy chemical is doing to your brain cells...
edit: and apparently slight dosage increases can equal catastrophic results as i have discovered tonight by increasing 40mg, from my last trip which was merely extraordinary, to 50mg which is adequately indescribable
also, i feel obliged, now that i'm in a 'somewhat' coherent state, to attempt to describe exactly what happened to me tonight. at about 8:30 (Friday evening) i'm pretty buzzed on about 6 beers, so i decide to take that last bit of 2CI i have left over from last time, its about 50mg more or less, i really don't know the exact dose... it is a little higher than my last trip, i'm pretty sure at the time. so, i'm expecting something just as fantastic. anyway...
this trip borderlined on insanity. i found myself at times extremely lost and wandering around in hallucinogenic confusion. i would almost start to worry at times but then i would have the presense of mind to pull myself back and get a grip on reality. i would have to actually tell myself this... GET A GRIP ON REALITY ASH... as i'm looking at my hands grasp the countertops, as i realize i'm standing in the kitchen... i remember once being stuck in a corner of my pitch black room and really really being lost
at the peak of this hellish, surreal, fantastic trip, i can only describe extreme confusion. not in a bad way. just choas. disorder. confusion. hallucinations. no meaning at all. frightening at times but only in little nips. mostly just overpowering chaos.
this lasted for several hours with me catching a glimpse at the clock now and then... its 9:00, its 11:30, its 2:45
and during this time i found myself reading an absurd hypothetical dissection of the lord of the rings by noam chomsky in on of my brothers books (he's got tons of this kind of stuff, all of it absurd, most of it russian) so a large part of my trip went THERE. i must have lost at list a pint of body weight just in the tears of laughter i spent during those few hours
and after 8 hours, i see no end in sight to this trip... the confusion and ubiquitous chaos are form the most part gone, but the pretty heavy body load and the extreme hallucinations are still very HERE ya know. so, as soon as this feels like its tapering down to quasi baseline, i'll post it (3:30 am)
so... it all started around 8:30 pm last night, and its 5:30 am the next morning, and the whole feel of the trip is on the way down, but still very hallucinogenic and a lethargic tense body buzz. i just took 2 neurontin, hopefully that'll send me to snooze land
edit: and apparently slight dosage increases can equal catastrophic results as i have discovered tonight by increasing 40mg, from my last trip which was merely extraordinary, to 50mg which is adequately indescribable
also, i feel obliged, now that i'm in a 'somewhat' coherent state, to attempt to describe exactly what happened to me tonight. at about 8:30 (Friday evening) i'm pretty buzzed on about 6 beers, so i decide to take that last bit of 2CI i have left over from last time, its about 50mg more or less, i really don't know the exact dose... it is a little higher than my last trip, i'm pretty sure at the time. so, i'm expecting something just as fantastic. anyway...
this trip borderlined on insanity. i found myself at times extremely lost and wandering around in hallucinogenic confusion. i would almost start to worry at times but then i would have the presense of mind to pull myself back and get a grip on reality. i would have to actually tell myself this... GET A GRIP ON REALITY ASH... as i'm looking at my hands grasp the countertops, as i realize i'm standing in the kitchen... i remember once being stuck in a corner of my pitch black room and really really being lost
at the peak of this hellish, surreal, fantastic trip, i can only describe extreme confusion. not in a bad way. just choas. disorder. confusion. hallucinations. no meaning at all. frightening at times but only in little nips. mostly just overpowering chaos.
this lasted for several hours with me catching a glimpse at the clock now and then... its 9:00, its 11:30, its 2:45
and during this time i found myself reading an absurd hypothetical dissection of the lord of the rings by noam chomsky in on of my brothers books (he's got tons of this kind of stuff, all of it absurd, most of it russian) so a large part of my trip went THERE. i must have lost at list a pint of body weight just in the tears of laughter i spent during those few hours
and after 8 hours, i see no end in sight to this trip... the confusion and ubiquitous chaos are form the most part gone, but the pretty heavy body load and the extreme hallucinations are still very HERE ya know. so, as soon as this feels like its tapering down to quasi baseline, i'll post it (3:30 am)
so... it all started around 8:30 pm last night, and its 5:30 am the next morning, and the whole feel of the trip is on the way down, but still very hallucinogenic and a lethargic tense body buzz. i just took 2 neurontin, hopefully that'll send me to snooze land
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