This is my second time taking 2c-e, first I took 5mg with some redosing witch did no good, this time i took 10mg. There aren't many trip reports for lower doses, and so I decided to start low on this one.
T+1.00
I feel it, but still coming up slowly. I'm wondering if 10mg was "enough". I wasn't going to redose though.
T+1:30-2:00
Feeling it good, keeps coming up.. nothing "special here" (after i experienced the good part of the trip haha, i'm typing this right after the trip)
T+2:40
I am loving the visuals and music euphoria/enhancement, and "unique" synthesia (mild, hard to explain right now). I went outside to "smoke a cig" (a reason to go outside in the fucking cold ass weather really) and just look around. I watched a couple cars pass by, noticing the headlights had a whole spectrum of colors around it, i guess that 'aura', all colorful though. I also noticed, something about 2c-e, and TIME, I dont know what it is yet, but hopefully at higher doses in the future i'll figure out what this substance is capable of when it concerns "time". At this level, I found I had mild control of my own time perception. Basically, I was watching clouds that were moving semi-fast, and i could even STOP them for a half second or so, or make them move faster, or slower. Then cars that passed by, I could slow them down, or speed them up. At one point it looked like a car was speeding down my street at double speed, but at the same time I knew I was making this happen. Also I guess i'm 'still there' lol, to know that I am not REALLY speeding up/slowing down the cars, i'm just able to somewhat control my perception of time. Its wierd!
T+2:50
Well so far I am damn impressed. Visuals are still going up I think, these visuals are just great - unique! "deep"? Things in my peripheral vision will suddenly shift downward/upward unexpectedly, or, in sync with the music that is playing. Shit, sometimes it looks like all those smilies and stuff right above where i'm typing this on the BL web site are all dancing with the music, "in sync" is all I can really say!
I am not sure if I am a little sleepy, but I notice it is extremely easy to just 'daze off' into this trance-whatever state, I've experienced this on other things many times before, and i'm not sure what it would be called..
Like body shocks/tingles/rushes that are pleasant, and a sense of 'vibrations', similar to sleep paralysis, or out of body experiences (which I just had last night, some of the best actually!, lucid dreaming at its finest)
Well I can snap right out of this 'trance' instantly, and i'm very focused on the screen, all the letters are multi-colored, and looking at a "bigger picture" of the writing on the screen, I see how the colored letters are grouping themselves in some sort of order. Then, there are a shitload of lines, connecting...well all sorts of shit all over the screen, to other parts, all perfectly curved in some "mathmatical" or "fractal" way.
Hmm hard to keep track of time, but lets see.
T+3:40
I'm getting a lot of these body sensations, the closest thing I can relate them to is my many life long sleep paralysis/out of body type stuff that happens all the time. Hell, I love it, last night I finally got sleep paralysis to turn into me "falling" into...whatever, anyway I was flying around here and there..typical OBE dream for me, although better than in a long time.
I'm wondering if i should lay down, and see what these body feelings do. I think I'll do that and see what happens, hell, it feels good!
I think i dosed off for a while, I remember dreaming about being awake in my room and being on the 2c-e, and packaging something to send or..whatever..wierd dream. All i know is when i got up, i got on the computer and continued writing at t+5:15.
T+5:15
Wow, how do I explain what i'm experiencing! i mean. Whoa. A +++ touching +4? i guess? I'm watching the visuals, right after I smoked some good HQ mary jane, the expensive stuff that has that more hyper, psychdeclic high. Am I getting flat out hallucinations? I'm watching my brain, make an image, even animated, on the screen, JUST from the patterns the letters make up on the screen, my trip peport and all that, there are women..sex..faces, even 3-dimentional..wow, i think you all know where i'm at, a place that is too hard to explain, oh god! I feel like most if my doors of perception are open. I am open to anything right now, i feel great euphoria! My body feels...like i am connected to it in every way, connected to all the visions i am seeing right now, at first i felt a hint of fear, it suddenly went away, like "i know there's nothing to be afraid of let it in baby!" comes into my head, from previous experiences, all it does it bring euphoria and peace, emphathy. This is where I want to get down and serious about any problems I have in my life. What is this state? I am not on MDMA, it does not feel like a drug! I felt like I was climbing some mountain, by looking at my visual perception closely, and got to a point, where i'm welcome, and its my home...like i came back from a dream of 'real life', but know its real and must deal with it. Wow, a real version of the matrix. I feel like I just got unplugged out of that thing they stick their head in. Like going into 'real life' with something changed but you dont remember being unplugged or something. Am I meeting my unconscious? It feels familiar in a way. Immediately i KNEW, i had all control of how i felt, and knew, i wanted to feel open and honest about ANYTHING. And I can write down anything, so tomorrow when I am sober, I have received information from my unconscious, if i forget anything or whatever? (when, i'm "plugged back into" the ..head thing) Well, sex has been on my mind don't ya thing Mr. C (i'll call sober consiousness C for now), all those sex dreams lately, every weekend going out to the clubs, the wierd kinky girls oh hell yeah, the anything different people -----
I'll cut that off right there, anyway i didnt get into any great detail or anything, it eventually got too complex and i just sat and stared into deep thought for a while.
T+6:40
I just FINALLY toked up on some more of that weed. Its strong stuff, a couple puffs and its all good. I sat for, at least a half hour (edit: after trip, looks like over an hour haha) , in deep thought, forgetting to refill the pipe (stoned..). Ok, i did that a couple times now, hehe. I'm way way down, i was a high +++ touching on that ++++? not ego death, but somewhere where i felt a sudden confidence, nothing to be afraid of now because i have control of all that. Fear? bye bye! Total openness, no problem, way better than mdma, total dishinibition of all internal ..anything. It wasn't a drug thing, natural euphoria and that real 'joy' sensation.
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Wow, 2C-E at only 10mg!! It is already right up there with the best psychedelics for me. For a real TOOL, I dont know if its better than mushrooms or not. They both open different doors I guess. It definltely easily blew my lsd experiences away, but, i never had access to a HIGH dose of it, before it all vanished.
It could be my mindset, I know so much more about psychedelics/the brain, life..than when I first tripped hard. It used to scare the crap outta me. Never anymore.. maybe thats why I find so much use as I can out of whatever I try, the complexity and potential usefullness of 2C-E seem real deep and good. Doors into perception and the brain that I haven't experienced before, well not like that anyway, i always still had my "self", i never got a death/ego death experience, blah i've had tons of those, I dont really need/want it although i'm never scared of it, hell its fun too!
I think there's a lot past what I saw that would blow my mind. I remember 3-4 years ago taking 2c-t-2 and getting fractal visuals and just 'deep wierd shit' that really scared the crap out of me then! Well I guess I just never take 2c-t-2 because the side effects suck. Anyway, this shit is way better!
Yeah, i guess "not for fun", but, the two times so far, i've had WAY MORE FUN than on 2c-i, etc. You/someone take it, expecting fun (not saying this is what i did, its not), then get fun, more fun, and then, a real wow-ser. Something really fucking cool, ya know becoming your unconsciousness or something
Or becoming 'both', or, both being merged into consciousness? ahh.. Maybe more "fun" for people like myself, that get really 'into' the trip, and whats going on, rather than 'party' with most of these substances. All I know is for a short while, once that euphoria and 'instant' knowing (instant, having all the information) that I now have control of a lot more of myself..anxiety? fear? horny yes/no? like I was THE MAN, sitting at the controls with all the switches for all that unconscious shit, - during that short time I could let go of anything, I wrote down some deep shit, disinhibition 100%, only the 'right' disinhibition though. I felt like I could do a lot more things during that time, that I could never do sober (positive things). I could go up to anyone, and ..lets say, some girl i really liked, and said anything, confidently, tripping? That did not matter, once i got to this state, the understanding of the morphing, patterns in letters, blah blah everything seemed to come together, and ".....sdkflsdkjfsl" something 'r other, where I was where I liked to be (mindset wise) and it wasn't like i was tripping, i could 'act normal', 'act like whoever i wanted' during that time. It sucks it wore off too quick, probably smoking the pot earlier would have made it a little longer, but this was fine, there's always next weekend! Well whenever, i'm thinking...14..15mg next.
I could see where a lot of things could be done, theraputic wise, at this dose or maybe slightly more, haven't tried it yet
Just not enough to blast your ego all over the universe.
^^ but that sounds like fun, i'm sure mg by mg i'll find a dose where i don't want to go higher, like MGS said 16mg blew him away, 20mg was the most he'd take. I like at the dose I took I always had that firm grip on reality, although being sleepy, almost like i could stare and induce dream like activity, coming out in some patterns that something in my vision forms, wierd , but cool!
Before this "euphoria" and knowingness of whatever happened, I was just staring at the letters as i typed, watching my brain pick out patterns here and there, and they are different patterns/visuals than other drugs in a LOT of ways. This is a good thing, as the 'oh so typical' patterning of 'layers' of 'connect the dots' that i'd usually see on not all but most psychedelics, don't get in the way of this experience. I seemed to see more "real" looking things come out of the patterns. Faces, people, whole entire scenes, eventually..they started becoming more colored, and, 3 dimentional (going in and coming out of the computer screen), looked at my hands typing on the keyboard, and my brain instantly focused on anything in my vision curvy i guess.. and my shirt i was wearing had a bunch of curvy shit and my brain arranged it in some perfect fractal pattern of course.., and whoa, then it hit (the euporia and sense of "ok" and sense of well being/comfort). Thats when I right away just continued typing away, but with total openness which I chose/knew was good somehow.
Well I wrote this whole thing while it happened basically, so, I am going to maybe edit it a little just to make sure it fits right, and get to sleep! It was a great trip %)
* when i get up later today I will look at this again to make sure it fits forum guidelines. Right now I am, uh, yeah, going out for "a smoke" LOL. Its T+8:15 so the sun should be coming up, and i'm seeing good visuals still, so I wanna, "check out the view" outside, then i'm off to sleep
T+1.00
I feel it, but still coming up slowly. I'm wondering if 10mg was "enough". I wasn't going to redose though.
T+1:30-2:00
Feeling it good, keeps coming up.. nothing "special here" (after i experienced the good part of the trip haha, i'm typing this right after the trip)
T+2:40
I am loving the visuals and music euphoria/enhancement, and "unique" synthesia (mild, hard to explain right now). I went outside to "smoke a cig" (a reason to go outside in the fucking cold ass weather really) and just look around. I watched a couple cars pass by, noticing the headlights had a whole spectrum of colors around it, i guess that 'aura', all colorful though. I also noticed, something about 2c-e, and TIME, I dont know what it is yet, but hopefully at higher doses in the future i'll figure out what this substance is capable of when it concerns "time". At this level, I found I had mild control of my own time perception. Basically, I was watching clouds that were moving semi-fast, and i could even STOP them for a half second or so, or make them move faster, or slower. Then cars that passed by, I could slow them down, or speed them up. At one point it looked like a car was speeding down my street at double speed, but at the same time I knew I was making this happen. Also I guess i'm 'still there' lol, to know that I am not REALLY speeding up/slowing down the cars, i'm just able to somewhat control my perception of time. Its wierd!
T+2:50
Well so far I am damn impressed. Visuals are still going up I think, these visuals are just great - unique! "deep"? Things in my peripheral vision will suddenly shift downward/upward unexpectedly, or, in sync with the music that is playing. Shit, sometimes it looks like all those smilies and stuff right above where i'm typing this on the BL web site are all dancing with the music, "in sync" is all I can really say!
I am not sure if I am a little sleepy, but I notice it is extremely easy to just 'daze off' into this trance-whatever state, I've experienced this on other things many times before, and i'm not sure what it would be called..
Like body shocks/tingles/rushes that are pleasant, and a sense of 'vibrations', similar to sleep paralysis, or out of body experiences (which I just had last night, some of the best actually!, lucid dreaming at its finest)
Well I can snap right out of this 'trance' instantly, and i'm very focused on the screen, all the letters are multi-colored, and looking at a "bigger picture" of the writing on the screen, I see how the colored letters are grouping themselves in some sort of order. Then, there are a shitload of lines, connecting...well all sorts of shit all over the screen, to other parts, all perfectly curved in some "mathmatical" or "fractal" way.
Hmm hard to keep track of time, but lets see.
T+3:40
I'm getting a lot of these body sensations, the closest thing I can relate them to is my many life long sleep paralysis/out of body type stuff that happens all the time. Hell, I love it, last night I finally got sleep paralysis to turn into me "falling" into...whatever, anyway I was flying around here and there..typical OBE dream for me, although better than in a long time.
I'm wondering if i should lay down, and see what these body feelings do. I think I'll do that and see what happens, hell, it feels good!
I think i dosed off for a while, I remember dreaming about being awake in my room and being on the 2c-e, and packaging something to send or..whatever..wierd dream. All i know is when i got up, i got on the computer and continued writing at t+5:15.
T+5:15
Wow, how do I explain what i'm experiencing! i mean. Whoa. A +++ touching +4? i guess? I'm watching the visuals, right after I smoked some good HQ mary jane, the expensive stuff that has that more hyper, psychdeclic high. Am I getting flat out hallucinations? I'm watching my brain, make an image, even animated, on the screen, JUST from the patterns the letters make up on the screen, my trip peport and all that, there are women..sex..faces, even 3-dimentional..wow, i think you all know where i'm at, a place that is too hard to explain, oh god! I feel like most if my doors of perception are open. I am open to anything right now, i feel great euphoria! My body feels...like i am connected to it in every way, connected to all the visions i am seeing right now, at first i felt a hint of fear, it suddenly went away, like "i know there's nothing to be afraid of let it in baby!" comes into my head, from previous experiences, all it does it bring euphoria and peace, emphathy. This is where I want to get down and serious about any problems I have in my life. What is this state? I am not on MDMA, it does not feel like a drug! I felt like I was climbing some mountain, by looking at my visual perception closely, and got to a point, where i'm welcome, and its my home...like i came back from a dream of 'real life', but know its real and must deal with it. Wow, a real version of the matrix. I feel like I just got unplugged out of that thing they stick their head in. Like going into 'real life' with something changed but you dont remember being unplugged or something. Am I meeting my unconscious? It feels familiar in a way. Immediately i KNEW, i had all control of how i felt, and knew, i wanted to feel open and honest about ANYTHING. And I can write down anything, so tomorrow when I am sober, I have received information from my unconscious, if i forget anything or whatever? (when, i'm "plugged back into" the ..head thing) Well, sex has been on my mind don't ya thing Mr. C (i'll call sober consiousness C for now), all those sex dreams lately, every weekend going out to the clubs, the wierd kinky girls oh hell yeah, the anything different people -----
I'll cut that off right there, anyway i didnt get into any great detail or anything, it eventually got too complex and i just sat and stared into deep thought for a while.
T+6:40
I just FINALLY toked up on some more of that weed. Its strong stuff, a couple puffs and its all good. I sat for, at least a half hour (edit: after trip, looks like over an hour haha) , in deep thought, forgetting to refill the pipe (stoned..). Ok, i did that a couple times now, hehe. I'm way way down, i was a high +++ touching on that ++++? not ego death, but somewhere where i felt a sudden confidence, nothing to be afraid of now because i have control of all that. Fear? bye bye! Total openness, no problem, way better than mdma, total dishinibition of all internal ..anything. It wasn't a drug thing, natural euphoria and that real 'joy' sensation.
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Wow, 2C-E at only 10mg!! It is already right up there with the best psychedelics for me. For a real TOOL, I dont know if its better than mushrooms or not. They both open different doors I guess. It definltely easily blew my lsd experiences away, but, i never had access to a HIGH dose of it, before it all vanished.
It could be my mindset, I know so much more about psychedelics/the brain, life..than when I first tripped hard. It used to scare the crap outta me. Never anymore.. maybe thats why I find so much use as I can out of whatever I try, the complexity and potential usefullness of 2C-E seem real deep and good. Doors into perception and the brain that I haven't experienced before, well not like that anyway, i always still had my "self", i never got a death/ego death experience, blah i've had tons of those, I dont really need/want it although i'm never scared of it, hell its fun too!
I think there's a lot past what I saw that would blow my mind. I remember 3-4 years ago taking 2c-t-2 and getting fractal visuals and just 'deep wierd shit' that really scared the crap out of me then! Well I guess I just never take 2c-t-2 because the side effects suck. Anyway, this shit is way better!
Yeah, i guess "not for fun", but, the two times so far, i've had WAY MORE FUN than on 2c-i, etc. You/someone take it, expecting fun (not saying this is what i did, its not), then get fun, more fun, and then, a real wow-ser. Something really fucking cool, ya know becoming your unconsciousness or something
Or becoming 'both', or, both being merged into consciousness? ahh.. Maybe more "fun" for people like myself, that get really 'into' the trip, and whats going on, rather than 'party' with most of these substances. All I know is for a short while, once that euphoria and 'instant' knowing (instant, having all the information) that I now have control of a lot more of myself..anxiety? fear? horny yes/no? like I was THE MAN, sitting at the controls with all the switches for all that unconscious shit, - during that short time I could let go of anything, I wrote down some deep shit, disinhibition 100%, only the 'right' disinhibition though. I felt like I could do a lot more things during that time, that I could never do sober (positive things). I could go up to anyone, and ..lets say, some girl i really liked, and said anything, confidently, tripping? That did not matter, once i got to this state, the understanding of the morphing, patterns in letters, blah blah everything seemed to come together, and ".....sdkflsdkjfsl" something 'r other, where I was where I liked to be (mindset wise) and it wasn't like i was tripping, i could 'act normal', 'act like whoever i wanted' during that time. It sucks it wore off too quick, probably smoking the pot earlier would have made it a little longer, but this was fine, there's always next weekend! Well whenever, i'm thinking...14..15mg next. I could see where a lot of things could be done, theraputic wise, at this dose or maybe slightly more, haven't tried it yet
Just not enough to blast your ego all over the universe. ^^ but that sounds like fun, i'm sure mg by mg i'll find a dose where i don't want to go higher, like MGS said 16mg blew him away, 20mg was the most he'd take. I like at the dose I took I always had that firm grip on reality, although being sleepy, almost like i could stare and induce dream like activity, coming out in some patterns that something in my vision forms, wierd , but cool!
Before this "euphoria" and knowingness of whatever happened, I was just staring at the letters as i typed, watching my brain pick out patterns here and there, and they are different patterns/visuals than other drugs in a LOT of ways. This is a good thing, as the 'oh so typical' patterning of 'layers' of 'connect the dots' that i'd usually see on not all but most psychedelics, don't get in the way of this experience. I seemed to see more "real" looking things come out of the patterns. Faces, people, whole entire scenes, eventually..they started becoming more colored, and, 3 dimentional (going in and coming out of the computer screen), looked at my hands typing on the keyboard, and my brain instantly focused on anything in my vision curvy i guess.. and my shirt i was wearing had a bunch of curvy shit and my brain arranged it in some perfect fractal pattern of course.., and whoa, then it hit (the euporia and sense of "ok" and sense of well being/comfort). Thats when I right away just continued typing away, but with total openness which I chose/knew was good somehow.
Well I wrote this whole thing while it happened basically, so, I am going to maybe edit it a little just to make sure it fits right, and get to sleep! It was a great trip %)
* when i get up later today I will look at this again to make sure it fits forum guidelines. Right now I am, uh, yeah, going out for "a smoke" LOL. Its T+8:15 so the sun should be coming up, and i'm seeing good visuals still, so I wanna, "check out the view" outside, then i'm off to sleep
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