prince albert
Bluelighter
2CE- second experiance- sunbathing and wondering
Ingested 25 mgs 2CE @ 11:30. .. . . writing report @ 3:30 pm same afternoon
I'm taking some time in from the sun this afternoon, and the scent of my somewhat burnt skin still lingers with me. I've just spent an incredible 4 hours thinking....that's about it...just thinking and watching the clouds and listening to music. Wondering why anybody anywhere does anything.
What have i gained? Insight? Perception? Awareness?... As i Type this i am still attempting to align my thoughts with my vision, as if i am viewing everything perpetually up-side-down.....could it be that i spent hours sunbathing on my back and facing one way, and now that i stand and interact that everything would feel so foreign?
Should I proofread this, too is suspect.... my fingers may not have the dexterity that they should, and my mind may be chemically blurred, but at question is still my perception....Why, Indeed, does anybody do anything...
So for a physical description.... i feel my jaws clenching, and my muscles a little quaking, and my fingers tremble a little... I feel uneasy in the stomach, and i wouldn't want to be in ANY kind of fight right now
Mentally? I think i'm doing allright....still hanging in there.... even though, reality was pretty much bamboozled a few hours ago. I'm still unable to catch equilibrium...I'm not really afraid of anything, and the whole expeiance so far has been me trying to fight my preceptions of which way is up...or ..down, or ath this moment, downhill sloping off to the right...
spiritually... now a little suspect, honestly. Laying in the sun for a few hours wondering why anybody does anything . a little strange, and i haven't really learned jack shit. but it sure was fun watching.
maybe that's what it all means after all.
peace
*3:50pm
*****
Well it's 8:40pm now, and i'm sobered up and I'm here to say folks- i did NOTHING today but get a little sunburnt and watch the clouds in the sky. I really like this substance- it's a bit more "playful" than say....5meodmt, or salvia. I don't know if it's really great for recreational use, because all the shifting of perceptions is pretty dramatic.
The breakdown of effects is pretty much what you might expect from a chemical like this. -I saw really nice CEVs and OEVs icluding serious tracers and ghosts, pixelization and patterning. Natural things appeared to have layers and layers of complex geometric structures. Some sound distrotion was percieved...some things sounded echo-ish but that is all. Thought and logic processes were impared but still functioning.... I knew where up and down were and yet the placement of up and down was mildly perplexing.
Anyway, i felt pretty floored. my brain is still recovering, and i need to put on some aloe for my sunburn. Enjoy this substance, if you choose, and happy tripping
peace
PA
Ingested 25 mgs 2CE @ 11:30. .. . . writing report @ 3:30 pm same afternoon
I'm taking some time in from the sun this afternoon, and the scent of my somewhat burnt skin still lingers with me. I've just spent an incredible 4 hours thinking....that's about it...just thinking and watching the clouds and listening to music. Wondering why anybody anywhere does anything.
What have i gained? Insight? Perception? Awareness?... As i Type this i am still attempting to align my thoughts with my vision, as if i am viewing everything perpetually up-side-down.....could it be that i spent hours sunbathing on my back and facing one way, and now that i stand and interact that everything would feel so foreign?
Should I proofread this, too is suspect.... my fingers may not have the dexterity that they should, and my mind may be chemically blurred, but at question is still my perception....Why, Indeed, does anybody do anything...
So for a physical description.... i feel my jaws clenching, and my muscles a little quaking, and my fingers tremble a little... I feel uneasy in the stomach, and i wouldn't want to be in ANY kind of fight right now
Mentally? I think i'm doing allright....still hanging in there.... even though, reality was pretty much bamboozled a few hours ago. I'm still unable to catch equilibrium...I'm not really afraid of anything, and the whole expeiance so far has been me trying to fight my preceptions of which way is up...or ..down, or ath this moment, downhill sloping off to the right...
spiritually... now a little suspect, honestly. Laying in the sun for a few hours wondering why anybody does anything . a little strange, and i haven't really learned jack shit. but it sure was fun watching.
maybe that's what it all means after all.
peace
*3:50pm
*****
Well it's 8:40pm now, and i'm sobered up and I'm here to say folks- i did NOTHING today but get a little sunburnt and watch the clouds in the sky. I really like this substance- it's a bit more "playful" than say....5meodmt, or salvia. I don't know if it's really great for recreational use, because all the shifting of perceptions is pretty dramatic.
The breakdown of effects is pretty much what you might expect from a chemical like this. -I saw really nice CEVs and OEVs icluding serious tracers and ghosts, pixelization and patterning. Natural things appeared to have layers and layers of complex geometric structures. Some sound distrotion was percieved...some things sounded echo-ish but that is all. Thought and logic processes were impared but still functioning.... I knew where up and down were and yet the placement of up and down was mildly perplexing.
Anyway, i felt pretty floored. my brain is still recovering, and i need to put on some aloe for my sunburn. Enjoy this substance, if you choose, and happy tripping
peace
PA
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