jimmyblaze1
Bluelighter
(first off this is a first draft...but I'm putting it up here til I can come and make it more eloquent, this is it in it's RAW stage).
OK sniffed approximately 8mg last night as a tester - starts off with the whole room pulsing, vibrating literally about 2 minutes after sniffing, "fuck!" I think, "this is gonna be one helluva ride" - I had no idea...
Soon the colours start coming on whirling round & round, and out of the whirling colours come words (if only I could read them!) of psychedelic poster fonts, all in neon colours, the most predominant being hot pink mmm...
Then faces start coming out the woodwork, my room turns into a whirling playground & it's so exciting I can't stop smiling and I feel rushes up my whole body - very different from mdma rushes.
The whirling fairground morphs into more faces & words and my whole room is covered from floor to ceiling in them...
Then the introspection comes in, and I'm shown what I'm doing wrong in my life - exactly what parts, and it tells me I can't do anymore drugs til I'm closer to what I want, no more, not for a month or two...so I laugh and half-listen, and go back to the sensations up my body and the insane visuals for a while, starting to feel orgasm-like sensations,
OMG I'm INSANELY HORNY!! I've never had this on a drug...and everything is racing nicely...wow
Suddenly the room gets brighter and I close my eyes completely and it's like I can see heaven, white lights shines from the corner of my room and I must have my eyes shut, curled up, huggin my pillow and seeing the light, the light turns into a neon heaven with pinks & baby blues softly whirling all over the place, getting faster and faaster until -
I'm seeing what's I'm doing wrong - all of a sudden I see myself in loads of different poses all over the room and I tell myself that drugs are not the answer,
there's a time & a place,
during the week is not one of them for THIS drug,
that I need to look up the names of carpentry companies and write them letters telling them I will work for less than minimum wage to learn the trade,
and that if I want to get [insert girl I'm after], then I need to change this, this, this & this...
coz she likes you, but if you don't sort them you'll go into the friend zone...
it SHOUTS at me, almost slapping me in the face in my visuals to get my shit straight for good this time.
All of a sudden I'm overcome with emotion, and almost crying, I love my family and I want to make them proud, I want to be more proud of myself.
No more drink and drugs until I am THERE.
My visuals start to fade a bit, and I see my clock which I've not been looking at for hours - it's gone from 10pm to 2:25 in the morning...I go downstairs and see my brother & get more water and pee - I still see images creeping all over the walls near the ceiling but they're trying to hide from me, the time for tripping is over...it's bedtime...
I reckon it takes me about another 2 hours to get to sleep, and when I wake up I have no ill after effects at all...
I am keeping this one in my possession for as long as I live - it is truly the most introspective, visual thing I've laid my hands on...very therapeutic, I remember feeling at one point I really wanted my mum to be there and share it with me, I think she could use something like that to snap her out of where she is.
substancecode_2ce
substancecode_phenethylamines
explevel_firsttime
roacode_oral
exptype_positive
exptype_glowing
exptype_lifechanging
OK sniffed approximately 8mg last night as a tester - starts off with the whole room pulsing, vibrating literally about 2 minutes after sniffing, "fuck!" I think, "this is gonna be one helluva ride" - I had no idea...
Soon the colours start coming on whirling round & round, and out of the whirling colours come words (if only I could read them!) of psychedelic poster fonts, all in neon colours, the most predominant being hot pink mmm...
Then faces start coming out the woodwork, my room turns into a whirling playground & it's so exciting I can't stop smiling and I feel rushes up my whole body - very different from mdma rushes.
The whirling fairground morphs into more faces & words and my whole room is covered from floor to ceiling in them...
Then the introspection comes in, and I'm shown what I'm doing wrong in my life - exactly what parts, and it tells me I can't do anymore drugs til I'm closer to what I want, no more, not for a month or two...so I laugh and half-listen, and go back to the sensations up my body and the insane visuals for a while, starting to feel orgasm-like sensations,
OMG I'm INSANELY HORNY!! I've never had this on a drug...and everything is racing nicely...wow
Suddenly the room gets brighter and I close my eyes completely and it's like I can see heaven, white lights shines from the corner of my room and I must have my eyes shut, curled up, huggin my pillow and seeing the light, the light turns into a neon heaven with pinks & baby blues softly whirling all over the place, getting faster and faaster until -
I'm seeing what's I'm doing wrong - all of a sudden I see myself in loads of different poses all over the room and I tell myself that drugs are not the answer,
there's a time & a place,
during the week is not one of them for THIS drug,
that I need to look up the names of carpentry companies and write them letters telling them I will work for less than minimum wage to learn the trade,
and that if I want to get [insert girl I'm after], then I need to change this, this, this & this...
coz she likes you, but if you don't sort them you'll go into the friend zone...
it SHOUTS at me, almost slapping me in the face in my visuals to get my shit straight for good this time.
All of a sudden I'm overcome with emotion, and almost crying, I love my family and I want to make them proud, I want to be more proud of myself.
No more drink and drugs until I am THERE.
My visuals start to fade a bit, and I see my clock which I've not been looking at for hours - it's gone from 10pm to 2:25 in the morning...I go downstairs and see my brother & get more water and pee - I still see images creeping all over the walls near the ceiling but they're trying to hide from me, the time for tripping is over...it's bedtime...
I reckon it takes me about another 2 hours to get to sleep, and when I wake up I have no ill after effects at all...
I am keeping this one in my possession for as long as I live - it is truly the most introspective, visual thing I've laid my hands on...very therapeutic, I remember feeling at one point I really wanted my mum to be there and share it with me, I think she could use something like that to snap her out of where she is.
substancecode_2ce
substancecode_phenethylamines
explevel_firsttime
roacode_oral
exptype_positive
exptype_glowing
exptype_lifechanging
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