DoubleTrouble
Bluelighter
9:30 (T+0:00) Swallowed 2 capsules containing 16mg of 2C-E each. I’ve never tried any research chemical let alone 2-CE before, and I am aware this is a hefty dose for a first-timer, but I thought I would try to make the most out of the experience.
10:20 (T+:50) I definitely feel that my perception has been altered somewhat, but it’s hard to say exactly how. I feel a little bit ‘floaty’ but very alert and attentive. I’m also fighting back a little nausea, I might need to lie down pretty soon here. Just swallowed 3 pills of MDMA.
(After this point I lay down on my bed and lose track of time, so the following are just estimates...)
11:00 (T+1:30) I feel sickenly nauseated. There seem to be "waves" of air moving about my room and my walls are starting to melt. I feel overheated. I keep getting stuck in thought loops and am feeling very anxious and paranoid. I don't feel any emotional warmth or empathy from the MDMA yet. I feel extremely sensitive to light, I make it pitch black in my room and listen to some music to try to calm myself down.
11:30 (T+2:00) The nausea has gotten worse and worse. Suddenly I feel the urge to throw up and make it to my sink and spew the contents of my stomach (a piece of toilet paper containing the powderized MDMA pills, not yet completely dissolved). My nose and throat burn and my reflection terrifies me. My face is beat red and my pupils are gigantic. The visuals are getting more intense, it seems like everything around me is moving and swaying with the "waves" of air I mentioned before. I feel this trip is still picking up strength and I am scared to where it may lead. I lie back down in my bed, relieved of nausea, but nonethelss experiencing intense dysphoria. I never really felt much of the MDMA kick in, and even if it was all digested, I think perhaps it was merely overpowerd by the 2C-E.
12:30 (T+3:00) I feel like I am either overdosing or belong in a psych ward. I doubt I will every be sane again. Everything I can see is terribly blurred and moving about. I feel extremely overheated and turn my ceiling fan on high. I hear a loud ringing sound in my ears and it seems logical that this is an ambulance coming to get me. Despite aleviating my nausea by throwing up, I am still experiencing a strong "body load" so to speak. Panicked, I get on my computer to see if there is anyone I can talk to who can help calm me down. I start up a few conversations on AIM but I feel so retarded that I can barely construct intelligible sentences. Paranoa and anxiety have increased tenfold. I feel I either am doomed to either get caught by my parents or overdose and die. Any form of communication seems nearly impossible. No closed eye visuals are present but when I open my eyes everything is chaos. My thoughts are even in a state of chaos. I try to reassure myself that everything will be okay but I can't reason with myself in this state. This is hell. I contemplate waking my parents and having them rush me to the hospital but decide to try to wait this out.
2:30 (T+5:00) Things are finally calming down, although I still feel severely altered and my pupils are still gigantic. I now feel confident I will survive the trip but am still experiencing extreme dysphoria.
4:00 (T+6:30) I wash down 3mg melatonin, 200mg 5-HTP, a multivitamin, 1000mg Kava Kava, and another herbal sleep aid with a glass of orange juice in an attempt to fall asleep. I have been listening to music in my bed and time seems to be passing much more quickly than before (thank god). I am still experiencing some minor visual distortions but nothing compared to before. Sanity shall prevail...
5:30 (T+8:00) Sometime around here I am finally able to fall asleep. I wake up at 11:00 feeling completely baseline but do have a bad hangover and feel emotionally and physically drained. I'm never touching "research chemicals" again and I hope others can learn from my difficult and irresponsible experience.
10:20 (T+:50) I definitely feel that my perception has been altered somewhat, but it’s hard to say exactly how. I feel a little bit ‘floaty’ but very alert and attentive. I’m also fighting back a little nausea, I might need to lie down pretty soon here. Just swallowed 3 pills of MDMA.
(After this point I lay down on my bed and lose track of time, so the following are just estimates...)
11:00 (T+1:30) I feel sickenly nauseated. There seem to be "waves" of air moving about my room and my walls are starting to melt. I feel overheated. I keep getting stuck in thought loops and am feeling very anxious and paranoid. I don't feel any emotional warmth or empathy from the MDMA yet. I feel extremely sensitive to light, I make it pitch black in my room and listen to some music to try to calm myself down.
11:30 (T+2:00) The nausea has gotten worse and worse. Suddenly I feel the urge to throw up and make it to my sink and spew the contents of my stomach (a piece of toilet paper containing the powderized MDMA pills, not yet completely dissolved). My nose and throat burn and my reflection terrifies me. My face is beat red and my pupils are gigantic. The visuals are getting more intense, it seems like everything around me is moving and swaying with the "waves" of air I mentioned before. I feel this trip is still picking up strength and I am scared to where it may lead. I lie back down in my bed, relieved of nausea, but nonethelss experiencing intense dysphoria. I never really felt much of the MDMA kick in, and even if it was all digested, I think perhaps it was merely overpowerd by the 2C-E.
12:30 (T+3:00) I feel like I am either overdosing or belong in a psych ward. I doubt I will every be sane again. Everything I can see is terribly blurred and moving about. I feel extremely overheated and turn my ceiling fan on high. I hear a loud ringing sound in my ears and it seems logical that this is an ambulance coming to get me. Despite aleviating my nausea by throwing up, I am still experiencing a strong "body load" so to speak. Panicked, I get on my computer to see if there is anyone I can talk to who can help calm me down. I start up a few conversations on AIM but I feel so retarded that I can barely construct intelligible sentences. Paranoa and anxiety have increased tenfold. I feel I either am doomed to either get caught by my parents or overdose and die. Any form of communication seems nearly impossible. No closed eye visuals are present but when I open my eyes everything is chaos. My thoughts are even in a state of chaos. I try to reassure myself that everything will be okay but I can't reason with myself in this state. This is hell. I contemplate waking my parents and having them rush me to the hospital but decide to try to wait this out.
2:30 (T+5:00) Things are finally calming down, although I still feel severely altered and my pupils are still gigantic. I now feel confident I will survive the trip but am still experiencing extreme dysphoria.
4:00 (T+6:30) I wash down 3mg melatonin, 200mg 5-HTP, a multivitamin, 1000mg Kava Kava, and another herbal sleep aid with a glass of orange juice in an attempt to fall asleep. I have been listening to music in my bed and time seems to be passing much more quickly than before (thank god). I am still experiencing some minor visual distortions but nothing compared to before. Sanity shall prevail...
5:30 (T+8:00) Sometime around here I am finally able to fall asleep. I wake up at 11:00 feeling completely baseline but do have a bad hangover and feel emotionally and physically drained. I'm never touching "research chemicals" again and I hope others can learn from my difficult and irresponsible experience.
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