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Holy fuck is all I have to say about this drug. I got my order 2 days ago, and decided I would dose 18mg(oral). I'm pretty experienced with psychedelics and could always handle them no problem, maybe just a little anxiety on the come up, or some fucked up thoughts peaking, but nothing I couldn't stop.
But god f'n damn man I have never tripped so hard in my life (Besides Salvia, but at least that was only 5 mins). I can't even really explain wtf was going on. Everyone looked like a cartoon to me. If you played Team Fortress 2 then that's pretty much what everyone looked like.
I was only tripping with 1 other friend, and he took 10mg. But we were at our friends house with about 5 more sober friends. We dosed at about 5:00pm, and within about a half hour I started noticing brighter colors and minor visual distortions. That soon turned into some crazy weird ass type of fluttering in my vision.
The best way I could explain it I suppose is when your getting shitty reception on a basic tv with no cable box or nothing. You know how lines go up and down the screen? Well there was millions of lines moving at 400MPH vertically, covering my field of vision like I needed an antenna for my eyes. I was just saying "I can't fucking believe what I am seeing right now" It actually became pretty hard to see even a few feet in front of me. It was very cool though, but I remember thinking how it felt unnatural and a little weird. But still cool =)
By about 7 I thought I had to be peaking when I walked into the backyard and my whole world was just bending, melting, and spitting colors all over the place. It was still very enjoyable at this time, aside from the anxiety that always seemed to hang out in the background(which was a REAL bitch at times). At that time I was probably at ++. My peak didn't come to later.
Now I get the Come-up anxiety you get with all Psychs, but this one wouldn't fucking go away. It would fade to back for a little, but it would rear it's ugly fucking head and let me know it's still there. I also couldn't figure out wtf to do with myself. Walking back and forth, laying down, getting up moving around again. That went on for a while as well. So by about 8pm we finally smoked a blunt and that helped a bit. By this time I was most probably peaking, I was just sitting there saying "Holy fuck"
At this point I felt like no one could understand wtf is going on right now with me. I'm glad I had at least my 1 other friend tripping with me, cause I felt very out of place with all the non-trippers.
So by about 11 everyone leaves to go home, except me and my other tripping buddy. By this time he said he was coming down pretty good, but I was still fucking going strong. I was definitely way to scared to be myself. I would go into the backyard and smoke a cigarette, and just get crazy scary thought's. So he chilled with me till about 3am. I was so fucking nervous about walking home since I didn't know if I would freak out if I was by myself. But it had to be done some time. I was just saying since 1am "I wish this would fucking end already" I woulda traded 100mg for fucking 2mg of Xanax.
So I had to finally just face it and walk home, and that was pretty nerve racking as well. It was only a 10 minute walk, but I was still tripping and seeing stupid shit. Kept thinking I saw people peaking through their windows and weird shit like that. I saw an Opossum on the way and I think I was more scared of him then he was of me.
So I finally got home at like 3:10am and ate some Kratom and tried to go to bed. I layed in bed till about 6am I think just having crazy fucking images pop into my head. I seriously could not get pleasent images into my head. I kept seeing fucking rotting zombie faces with glowing eyes and shit. I would think of something nice and see it for a second, and then bam right back to another zombie face. Very Vivid images.
Everytime I trip I think about zombie's and how much it would suck for them to come while your tripping(Like holy shit can you think of a worst time?), but that's never happened where I keep seeing there faces while I'm trying to go to bed.
After a while it really started to become annoying and I was getting pissed.
Eventually I just fell asleep, and got about 6 hours sleep. I woke up still feeling a little weird. I was totally fried and didn't wanna do nothing today. Ended up going back to sleep for another 4 hours a little while after I woke up.
So anyway that's about it. I'm kind of 50/50 with it now, because it was pretty awesome, but the negatives were pretty bad. I don't understand how the fuck people are talking about taking 40+mg of this shit. It must be really impure, cause I think I would of went fucking crazy. I really had to fight myself last night.
I'm going to try a 10mg dose next time to ease myself back into it. So be careful people, I never expected to trip like that and thought I could just jump into a high dose since I've done plenty of tripping in the past. It sure taught me to show it A LOT of respect.
So Pros of it are
-Insane Visuals
-Music was great
-Cheap as shit
-Plenty of laughter
-Very Introspective, but don't know how real the thoughts were. Like if I was just being fuckin crazy or what, I do not know lol. I think it does teach you A LOT about yourself if you let it.
Cons
---ANXIETY!! Seriously, this was a big deal and I wanted it to stop so much.
---Body Temperature!!- Forgot about this one. It was a bitch to regulate my temp. I would be cold, then hot, then cold. That was kinda annoying to.
---The mind fuck could become to intense at some points. I couldn't stop thinking about how fake and stupid so much of the shit Human beings do. It was a little depressing.
I Know this turned out to be a real long report, but I hope it was a good read and made some sense.
BE CAREFUL WITH THIS ONE GUYS. I think I just hit that curve at 18mg, cause 2 other people who took 15mg(they didn't chill with us) said they didn't experience anywhere near what I did.
Important Note I did dose about 200mg of Meph about 3 hours prior to this. I was able to find a few people talking about Methylone and 2C so I didn't think much of it. So BE FUCKING CAREFUL with this combo.
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But god f'n damn man I have never tripped so hard in my life (Besides Salvia, but at least that was only 5 mins). I can't even really explain wtf was going on. Everyone looked like a cartoon to me. If you played Team Fortress 2 then that's pretty much what everyone looked like.
I was only tripping with 1 other friend, and he took 10mg. But we were at our friends house with about 5 more sober friends. We dosed at about 5:00pm, and within about a half hour I started noticing brighter colors and minor visual distortions. That soon turned into some crazy weird ass type of fluttering in my vision.
The best way I could explain it I suppose is when your getting shitty reception on a basic tv with no cable box or nothing. You know how lines go up and down the screen? Well there was millions of lines moving at 400MPH vertically, covering my field of vision like I needed an antenna for my eyes. I was just saying "I can't fucking believe what I am seeing right now" It actually became pretty hard to see even a few feet in front of me. It was very cool though, but I remember thinking how it felt unnatural and a little weird. But still cool =)
By about 7 I thought I had to be peaking when I walked into the backyard and my whole world was just bending, melting, and spitting colors all over the place. It was still very enjoyable at this time, aside from the anxiety that always seemed to hang out in the background(which was a REAL bitch at times). At that time I was probably at ++. My peak didn't come to later.
Now I get the Come-up anxiety you get with all Psychs, but this one wouldn't fucking go away. It would fade to back for a little, but it would rear it's ugly fucking head and let me know it's still there. I also couldn't figure out wtf to do with myself. Walking back and forth, laying down, getting up moving around again. That went on for a while as well. So by about 8pm we finally smoked a blunt and that helped a bit. By this time I was most probably peaking, I was just sitting there saying "Holy fuck"
At this point I felt like no one could understand wtf is going on right now with me. I'm glad I had at least my 1 other friend tripping with me, cause I felt very out of place with all the non-trippers.
So by about 11 everyone leaves to go home, except me and my other tripping buddy. By this time he said he was coming down pretty good, but I was still fucking going strong. I was definitely way to scared to be myself. I would go into the backyard and smoke a cigarette, and just get crazy scary thought's. So he chilled with me till about 3am. I was so fucking nervous about walking home since I didn't know if I would freak out if I was by myself. But it had to be done some time. I was just saying since 1am "I wish this would fucking end already" I woulda traded 100mg for fucking 2mg of Xanax.
So I had to finally just face it and walk home, and that was pretty nerve racking as well. It was only a 10 minute walk, but I was still tripping and seeing stupid shit. Kept thinking I saw people peaking through their windows and weird shit like that. I saw an Opossum on the way and I think I was more scared of him then he was of me.
So I finally got home at like 3:10am and ate some Kratom and tried to go to bed. I layed in bed till about 6am I think just having crazy fucking images pop into my head. I seriously could not get pleasent images into my head. I kept seeing fucking rotting zombie faces with glowing eyes and shit. I would think of something nice and see it for a second, and then bam right back to another zombie face. Very Vivid images.
Everytime I trip I think about zombie's and how much it would suck for them to come while your tripping(Like holy shit can you think of a worst time?), but that's never happened where I keep seeing there faces while I'm trying to go to bed.
After a while it really started to become annoying and I was getting pissed.
Eventually I just fell asleep, and got about 6 hours sleep. I woke up still feeling a little weird. I was totally fried and didn't wanna do nothing today. Ended up going back to sleep for another 4 hours a little while after I woke up.
So anyway that's about it. I'm kind of 50/50 with it now, because it was pretty awesome, but the negatives were pretty bad. I don't understand how the fuck people are talking about taking 40+mg of this shit. It must be really impure, cause I think I would of went fucking crazy. I really had to fight myself last night.
I'm going to try a 10mg dose next time to ease myself back into it. So be careful people, I never expected to trip like that and thought I could just jump into a high dose since I've done plenty of tripping in the past. It sure taught me to show it A LOT of respect.
So Pros of it are
-Insane Visuals
-Music was great
-Cheap as shit
-Plenty of laughter
-Very Introspective, but don't know how real the thoughts were. Like if I was just being fuckin crazy or what, I do not know lol. I think it does teach you A LOT about yourself if you let it.
Cons
---ANXIETY!! Seriously, this was a big deal and I wanted it to stop so much.
---Body Temperature!!- Forgot about this one. It was a bitch to regulate my temp. I would be cold, then hot, then cold. That was kinda annoying to.
---The mind fuck could become to intense at some points. I couldn't stop thinking about how fake and stupid so much of the shit Human beings do. It was a little depressing.
I Know this turned out to be a real long report, but I hope it was a good read and made some sense.
BE CAREFUL WITH THIS ONE GUYS. I think I just hit that curve at 18mg, cause 2 other people who took 15mg(they didn't chill with us) said they didn't experience anywhere near what I did.
Important Note I did dose about 200mg of Meph about 3 hours prior to this. I was able to find a few people talking about Methylone and 2C so I didn't think much of it. So BE FUCKING CAREFUL with this combo.
Tagged by Xorkoth
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