Splatt said:
It just came to my head.. I respect your patience man ;-) I am just too excitied too hold back sometimes to delve into a new psychedelic world.
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It's not easy. Ironically (and sadly) enough, I do have an addictive personality, but have never had a problem controlling my use of indole and phenethylamine psychedelics. I never really believed it until BL got really popular, and more and more "subcultures" started posting in greater numbers...but some people really do seem to exibit addictive behaviors with things like the 2Cs and other psychedelics. I guess there really were acid heads that took it every day that I always heard about. I thought I was "way out" when I was dosing LSD or mushrooms every weekend. I can't fathom binging on 2C-I for days at a time, but taking 50mg twice a night, three times a week, and then writing a post at bluelight asking "
why I feel a tolerance to 2C-I" is the fad of the week it seems. So many are. I would have just dismissed such a thing as an isolated incident. But I've seen more than one post about such behavior. And for every one who posts, I'm sure five or more people are represented. Roughly, but I'm obviously pulling that out of my ass. While completely unscientific and far from a true representation of any particular group of people, BL and other boards are great tools for looking at subcultures and their habits.
But anyway, I've been waiting so long for warmer weather to come to try out new compounds "buring a hole in my pocket." 2C-N, 2C-P, 2C-T-21, 5-MeO-alpha-ET, 5-MeO-DET, 5-MeO-DPT, 5-MeO-MiPT, MiPT (vaporized, not orally), PMEA, and prolly one or two I'm missing, are all on the list for the summer to be tasted. Sadly I doubt I'll get to try each more than once, but I'll at least have some impression of what they do.
I also want to revisit 2C-E and 2C-T-4, but take them at much lower dosages than I did before. 2C-T-4 was only taken once, and the dose (18mg) was
way to high for me to make any sense of it all, if that makes any sense.

I was just
floored. I feel at a lower level I can get a good feeling if 2C-T-4 is worth messing around with. For me anyway.
I've had 2C-E three times and I know that one is worthwhile, but all experience were with (for me) extreme dosages. I'd like to try a level where I can take a hike and really enjoy it. I did take a long walk the first time (at 16mg) but it was a heavily-traveled bike path and I was tripping so hard, I felt it best to just walk instead of stopping to smell the roses. That's why I like the mountains better; you don't see people if you know where to go.
I've learned in my almost 14 years of tripping that these things are best experienced at the right time and in the right place. So I wait for when it's right. If it's something like 2C-P that I'm only gonna take once or twice, no matter how good it is (because of the 16-hour part), then I want it to be as good a time as possible. And I know I would not enjoy it sitting in my apartment, restless, looking only at my walls wishing I was outside in the warm mountain sun. My chances for having a trip to remember are much higher if I save it for summer and take it in the endless wilderness of my backyard...the Front Range of the Rocky Mountains. You go to one of the many National Forests, you can camp anywhere and basically do anything. So that's how/why I wait.
Plus, I did my "
heavy" psychedelic use when I was a teen. Although "heavy" is defined differently by different people I guess. I don't see any use in tripping every weekend now and I did that when I was 17 and it lasted nearly a year. I'm just glad I did it with safe-as-milk
Delysid and mushrooms, and not something like 2C-I. Something where no one knows what it could do for those who do more than just "try it once or twice."
SOmetimes even smoking pot during the day gets my thought process going enough to want to explore certain subjects more, and that eggs me on to take a psychedelic.
Well cannabis is a psychedelic too, so no surprise. I get so tripped out on it, I ramble on like a mad fool as my mind goes from one topic to another, making the strangest associations. Just like this post (I just exhaled.

) It seems the older I get, the more cannabis effects me. I used to smoke and drive and be a typic idiot teen. I can't even think of that now. I hate driving stoned now and avoid it at all costs.
Do you practise meditation.. breathing, mantras or anything better etc.. ?
Not really.

I'd love some formal instructions on meditation though. I know I need to learn to meditate, practice, and learn to control. Not just so I can "expand my mind" without psychedelics, but because I believe many of my problems with stress and dealing with the surprises life bring can be controlled if I became really proficient at controlling my body with my mind. Or learning how to relax without lighting a bowl of cannabis. I do use some basic breathing excercises to help me sleep, and to help me calm down during difficult trips. Other than that...no. I can't say I do any kind of meditation. Actually I really want to learn Yoga, and learn to relax without having to use cannabis or worse things.
And about 2C-I.. I have noticed how different it can be to people. One guy had less than 10mg, and in a social setting, had what he called "An Introspective Nightmare". I should get him to report it
If I'd not seen it with my own eyes, that is years ago when my best friend was wigging out on just 8mg of 2C-I, I never would have believed it. This was 2C-I weighed out on a very accurate scale using good weighing technique.
Now, 2C-I comes from so many places...often from various chemists in China or Asia. So quality is always unknown. And few people use a scale, so who knows how much they are taking? Not them. Not us. I take the dosages listed with a grain of salt unless I know the person and what they did. There are so many variables that trip reports are becomming less and less of an accurate means of gaguing what these psychedelics do as more people, besides the "psychonauts", use them as they make the rounds in the black market.
2C-D does sound like a special material. I know we know fuck all about pretty much every RC, but pharmalogically, do you think this would be as safe as MDMA or more safe?
Who says MDMA is safe? I know the major study touted saying why you should not take MDMA turned out to be bunk, as a lab "accidently" sent N-methyl-A so the wrong substance was tested. But still, we don't know one way or another. Maybe MDMA is safe. Maybe it isn't. I'm sure though, MDMA or MDA once or twice a year is safer than drinking. Alcohol is a known carcinogen. But which is worse? Right now that is all opinion there. I will say though that I know alcohol is bad for the body. And my body rejects alcohol and I can not ever drink it. And the one time I tried 1,4-BDO, I got so sick I nearly had someone take me to the hospital. These are things we know are bad.
I felt 2C-D to be completely non-toxic. What does that mean? Jack shit. But many of the "studies" and surveys touted by NIDA and such on cannabis and MDMA are bad science, and done with little regard for the scientific method and uncontrolable variables. Anyone who studies this knows, surveys are completely worthless for gaguing what a drug does, as there is no control. Yet surveys, on people that abuse multiple drugs, are what is usually sold by anti-drug organizations on why such and such is "bad."
So the fact that 2C-D "felt safe" to me is just as valid in my opinion as the surveys used by NIDA to show MDMA is "bad" for you. The answer is not known, but
I felt 2C-D to be non-toxic in nature. No worse than LSD or psilocybin anyway.
I am no chemist, but I always hear people saying how some 2C's or other phenethylamines (pma, meth) and tryptamines (*amt) are toxic because of their structure/placements?
What people? Serotonin, melatonin, DMT, 5-MeO-DMT are all tryptamines that the body makes and they are not in any way toxic. Adrenalin, noradrenalin, dopamine are all PEAs (I think

) produced by the body and vital to life.
5-MeO-T protects the body from radiation. High dosages of 5-MeO-DET may be very toxic and possibly poisonous/deadly going by what TIHKAL suggests. In the least, 10mg of 5-MeO-DET would be a means of torturing someone. Yet, both are very close in structure.
MPPP is a very powerful narcotic. However, if you are cooking it and the pH is too low or the temperature is too high, the closely related MPTP is produced which causes instant and unreversable Parkinsonian-like action and the person's life is effectively over.
You can not tell if a molecule is toxic or not by just looking at it.
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[B]another thing i'd like to ask to mgs : i am under the impression that 2c-x drugs must have (too) much similarities between them (like they will be too close in their chemical structures) to really have to feeling to discover something when you've taken one of these material...but i've only tried the 2c-i so it's surely a stupid impression.
in fact i need that somebody who has tried some differents 2c-x say to me "no said:
I feel 2c-d is for make u a zombie . Not a bad chimical , maybe for relaxing .
Not in my experience. I found it stimulating, though not annoyingly so. And it promoted an incredible state of intellectual lucidity. I had such a deep and insightful talk with my friend when I tried it. The dose was 40mg.
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