hamhurricane
Bluelighter
I had just ended a ten month relationship with a girl who I was not in love with but I was wildly attracted to. I was in an awful mood, full of hate and despair. I had cheated on her with two different women, and for that reason I kept encouraging us to have an open relationship (to lessen my guilt) when she finally slept with someone else the relationship ended in a violent explosion.
That night I was in an awful mood. I took 30mg of 2C-D orally, and went to a party. It hit me with a mild warm euphoria, no flight of thoughts but very lucid calculated thinking. I wished for a bit more psychedelia so I supplemented with about 8mg of 2C-T-21. I could not stop smiling. Someone began talking to me about breast cancer and I found the topic so dysphoric, that I almost vomited on him. I flirted with a number of women and reminded myself that I am able to socialize easily, and that I will not be alone forever.
The visuals were like wishy-washy bleeding watercolors, sliding and seeping. A lot of sweat, and tremendous warmth (a bit too much warmth which is something that I experienced last time I took 2C-T-21. I begin to feel guilty for having forgotten to take Idebenone to counteract the oxidative stress. I wrote for a bit.
Is each love a different love, a different attraction - a separate emotional entity? or is love a fungible chemical reaction. The way dopamine release from every amphetamine tablet is the same, interchangeable. When I love another will I give her the love of the last love, or is it a new love? I wish every love was a different love, but I think all loves are the same.
That night I slept for over 12 hours, and was in total disbelief the next day when I looked at the clock. I felt groggy at first but after eating a meal I felt happy and healthy, if a bit unfocused. This was important for me getting over the break up, I rid myself of a lot of misplaced hatred. The synergy of the two drugs was fantastic (as I expected). And even though I generally think PEAs are useless, this trip reminded me that psychedelics are not just for interrupting normative thought patterns, but also for helping you regain them.
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That night I was in an awful mood. I took 30mg of 2C-D orally, and went to a party. It hit me with a mild warm euphoria, no flight of thoughts but very lucid calculated thinking. I wished for a bit more psychedelia so I supplemented with about 8mg of 2C-T-21. I could not stop smiling. Someone began talking to me about breast cancer and I found the topic so dysphoric, that I almost vomited on him. I flirted with a number of women and reminded myself that I am able to socialize easily, and that I will not be alone forever.
The visuals were like wishy-washy bleeding watercolors, sliding and seeping. A lot of sweat, and tremendous warmth (a bit too much warmth which is something that I experienced last time I took 2C-T-21. I begin to feel guilty for having forgotten to take Idebenone to counteract the oxidative stress. I wrote for a bit.
Is each love a different love, a different attraction - a separate emotional entity? or is love a fungible chemical reaction. The way dopamine release from every amphetamine tablet is the same, interchangeable. When I love another will I give her the love of the last love, or is it a new love? I wish every love was a different love, but I think all loves are the same.
That night I slept for over 12 hours, and was in total disbelief the next day when I looked at the clock. I felt groggy at first but after eating a meal I felt happy and healthy, if a bit unfocused. This was important for me getting over the break up, I rid myself of a lot of misplaced hatred. The synergy of the two drugs was fantastic (as I expected). And even though I generally think PEAs are useless, this trip reminded me that psychedelics are not just for interrupting normative thought patterns, but also for helping you regain them.
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substancecode_2ct21
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