Ekstasis-//7
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OK decided to skip a lot of the background crap I usually write at the beginning of my trip reports. Basically this was my 2nd time I really reached a trip on this substance and this happened back earlier this year so sorry if I forgot some details. My previous was a week before this and approx 150mg (http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=242602). That had just been a little home tester before I took it to this rave Id been waiting so long for. Some of the best trance DJ's and I was travelling interstate for it.
So I picked up some biccies (the dark blue DVD's I reported on pillreports.com) Really speedy and not that much MDMA.... didn't know that yet though... in the 40 degree heat I just thought my test kit was playing up a little... I'd been wanting to try a 2C-C and MDMA combo. Read that glowing report on erowid....
So I just got into the rave... went into the main arena. Fucking massive!!
amazing vibe!! Real deep progressive style Trance.. not too bad . Did a quick bathroom run and ate the approx 100mg of 2C-C.. Eeeeugh... tasted gross... washed that sucker down as quick as I could... headed back to the main arena... danced for a bit and just checked the place out... after maybe 40mins I am right up the front near the stage actually coz I wanted to my record signed from Marcus Schulz who was finishing. I was getting those usual yawns and weird sedated moments of introspection as on the come up of 2C-C before... but nothing had really happened too much yet. I look over and Armin is ducked down getting his shit ready... he pops his head up a moment later behind the decks and takes over... they crowd screams and goes nutz!!! He's like thank you, thank you and looks a bit taken back and humbled by all the attention. My head goes a little numb feeling for a few seconds and my eyes go unfocused slightly. I see 3 colour shadows coming off Armin's head. Like a green shadow then and behind it a yellow shadow and then a red shadow... (colours something like that). Some beats start up and a laser shoots off into the crowd from right above his head. At the same time I see the coloured shadows coming off his head I feel a profound feeling. He's in front of maybe 8000 or so people to play music which can change the way they feel. I get this feeling like he has a gift with music to take people on a good trip.
I wonder around and move back into the crowd. The opening track becomes obvious... Its the track Id just been listening to over n over a few days before... (Armin Van Buuren & Gabriel & Dresden - Zocalo). Amazing and so uplifting... I'm so high.. I can see so many cool ravers enjoying themselves in this massive arena... I call my friend back home so he can hear the rave!!... I see blue glow stick juice all tipped down the stars.... very cool!! %). I have to go coat check my records so I can go dance!!... I make my way out of the arena.. non stop dancing... as soon as I get out there is this dead silence and spins me out a little and as I walk every fucking person has these 3 colour shadows trailing off them!! Oh my god this is the first time I can say I've seen trails.. I find it hilarious that everyone has the multicoloured shadows trailing off them... and being by myself I try sooo hard not to laugh as everyone would not see what I was laughing at... I do the coat check (that was kinda difficult actually) bump into some friends and randoms... realise I feel really chatty and off my head even though I haven't dropped any pills yet. There is definitely some weirdness and headfuck going on too. I go to the bathroom to take my first pill. Damn I feel really weird and uncomfortable like sometimes I've had on a high dose of mushrooms. The water in the toilet bowl looks like its going up and down.. I think I hear cops in the bathroom and they might be checking if people are taking drugs. I realise I am just freaking out a bit and tripping. I have my pills out and it has sketched me out worrying about getting busted... I take one.
It has been maybe 1 hour since I took the 2C-C and it's pretty much in full force. It seems to me stronger than the roughly 150mg trip I had the week before... Like those trails coming off everyone was crazy!! Probably the approx 150mg dose from the week before felt weaker coz it was taken in 2 doses and because of tolerance from taking approx 75mg the night before. It's also possible the setting of being in a massive rave compared with tripping at home amplified the intensity it too.
I went back into the main arena and only maybe 5-15mins later decided to take more pills. I took them out in the crowd and dumped another 2... So like Id just pretty much triple dumped. I got paranoid when I took the pills out. I kept thinking there where cops all around and I could see red an blue police lights, this is on the dance floor of a massive arena... hehe.. so I calmed down and realised I was just over worrying. Soon after I felt kinda weird maybe the speed from the pills coming on or what I dunno... felt kinda strong and a bit aggressive... went and danced for a while and sweated like crazy. Chilled out and chatted to randoms for a bit then later just realised I felt so down and uncomfortable that I just wanted to sit down. The music Armin was playing wasn't too uplifting... I felt shitty and a cold uncomfortable feeling had overridden everything else for the last half hour or so. The visuals and being in this amazing arena didn't matter any more. I didn't know if I would reach a peak from these pills or not... I hoped something good would happen. I sat down on the floor near the back of the arena closed my eyes and and just zoned out and experienced it... With my eyes closed there were all kinds of visuals going on. I just experienced myself and my own trip. Whatever was going on inside me... unhappiness and feeling alone Id had to deal with for so long now. It was good I didn't give a fuck what anyone else thought for a change and could just sit down and zone out and experience the trip just like the Asian guys do in the club when they are really high. After I'm not sure how long maybe an hour or 40mins I started to feel a little more relaxed. The uncomfortable 2C-C trippiness had died down and I just wanted to be in the crowd. Took some photos and videos and sat down on the dance floor to chill for a bit. 2C-C pretty much over. Started to feel small and a good ego loss I normally feel when MDMA starts to come up. I realise I don't have much confidence but am not pissed off or too uncomfortable by that any more... A really attractive looking girl sits down next to me. I feel a little intimidated and want to look away. Somehow I manage to actually just relax and chat like I would with a friend... I am really amazed that I sayed hi. I can hear myself talk and its sounds different (just like on MDMA before). I'm definitely starting to feel the MDMA and its relaxing me. I feel much more comfortable with myself and find I am no longer really nervous talking with this girl as I would normally. We are sitting on the dance floor at a massive rave listening to Armin DJing and lasers going around us while we are lookin at videos my camera from another rave I went to in Sydney. :D good times
The 2C-C trip had ended and I felt good that the MDMA had really taken over in effects. Sorry there isn't much of a time line here... It was too long ago for anything accurate. I think most of the most part of the trip lasted roughly 2 hours with only residuals lasting into the 3rd or maybe fourth hour. I found there were definitely moments of introspection and I realised some things about my present life. It was uncomfortable for the most part though. Unfortunately I didn't manage to get a good synergy with MDMA.. I'm guessing, but I think the uncomfortable feeling of 2C-C too easily overrides it or delays me the happy, relaxed feeling of MDMA. There was probably more insights with than I experienced with the roughly 20mg trips of 2C-I I've had. 2C-C kind of highlighted problems with my present state and made me aware of things that I do or think that weren't really honest or healthy for me. It's not uplifting for the most part though. It isn't the positive constructive insights that MDMA gives. That's why always think of the C in 2C-C stading for "cold" now. Yeah it is many ways a mellow trip not so sharp or sketchy feeling as other hallucinogens I've tried I don't think it has same level of profound mystical experiences that psilocybin mushrooms can bring. It does seem very focused on the internal day to day world and could be good for a relaxed trip at home for understanding and bettering yourself.
Cool. Hope this gives a little more insight into this substance.
So I picked up some biccies (the dark blue DVD's I reported on pillreports.com) Really speedy and not that much MDMA.... didn't know that yet though... in the 40 degree heat I just thought my test kit was playing up a little... I'd been wanting to try a 2C-C and MDMA combo. Read that glowing report on erowid....
So I just got into the rave... went into the main arena. Fucking massive!!
amazing vibe!! Real deep progressive style Trance.. not too bad . Did a quick bathroom run and ate the approx 100mg of 2C-C.. Eeeeugh... tasted gross... washed that sucker down as quick as I could... headed back to the main arena... danced for a bit and just checked the place out... after maybe 40mins I am right up the front near the stage actually coz I wanted to my record signed from Marcus Schulz who was finishing. I was getting those usual yawns and weird sedated moments of introspection as on the come up of 2C-C before... but nothing had really happened too much yet. I look over and Armin is ducked down getting his shit ready... he pops his head up a moment later behind the decks and takes over... they crowd screams and goes nutz!!! He's like thank you, thank you and looks a bit taken back and humbled by all the attention. My head goes a little numb feeling for a few seconds and my eyes go unfocused slightly. I see 3 colour shadows coming off Armin's head. Like a green shadow then and behind it a yellow shadow and then a red shadow... (colours something like that). Some beats start up and a laser shoots off into the crowd from right above his head. At the same time I see the coloured shadows coming off his head I feel a profound feeling. He's in front of maybe 8000 or so people to play music which can change the way they feel. I get this feeling like he has a gift with music to take people on a good trip.I wonder around and move back into the crowd. The opening track becomes obvious... Its the track Id just been listening to over n over a few days before... (Armin Van Buuren & Gabriel & Dresden - Zocalo). Amazing and so uplifting... I'm so high.. I can see so many cool ravers enjoying themselves in this massive arena... I call my friend back home so he can hear the rave!!... I see blue glow stick juice all tipped down the stars.... very cool!! %). I have to go coat check my records so I can go dance!!... I make my way out of the arena.. non stop dancing... as soon as I get out there is this dead silence and spins me out a little and as I walk every fucking person has these 3 colour shadows trailing off them!! Oh my god this is the first time I can say I've seen trails.. I find it hilarious that everyone has the multicoloured shadows trailing off them... and being by myself I try sooo hard not to laugh as everyone would not see what I was laughing at... I do the coat check (that was kinda difficult actually) bump into some friends and randoms... realise I feel really chatty and off my head even though I haven't dropped any pills yet. There is definitely some weirdness and headfuck going on too. I go to the bathroom to take my first pill. Damn I feel really weird and uncomfortable like sometimes I've had on a high dose of mushrooms. The water in the toilet bowl looks like its going up and down.. I think I hear cops in the bathroom and they might be checking if people are taking drugs. I realise I am just freaking out a bit and tripping. I have my pills out and it has sketched me out worrying about getting busted... I take one.
It has been maybe 1 hour since I took the 2C-C and it's pretty much in full force. It seems to me stronger than the roughly 150mg trip I had the week before... Like those trails coming off everyone was crazy!! Probably the approx 150mg dose from the week before felt weaker coz it was taken in 2 doses and because of tolerance from taking approx 75mg the night before. It's also possible the setting of being in a massive rave compared with tripping at home amplified the intensity it too.
I went back into the main arena and only maybe 5-15mins later decided to take more pills. I took them out in the crowd and dumped another 2... So like Id just pretty much triple dumped. I got paranoid when I took the pills out. I kept thinking there where cops all around and I could see red an blue police lights, this is on the dance floor of a massive arena... hehe.. so I calmed down and realised I was just over worrying. Soon after I felt kinda weird maybe the speed from the pills coming on or what I dunno... felt kinda strong and a bit aggressive... went and danced for a while and sweated like crazy. Chilled out and chatted to randoms for a bit then later just realised I felt so down and uncomfortable that I just wanted to sit down. The music Armin was playing wasn't too uplifting... I felt shitty and a cold uncomfortable feeling had overridden everything else for the last half hour or so. The visuals and being in this amazing arena didn't matter any more. I didn't know if I would reach a peak from these pills or not... I hoped something good would happen. I sat down on the floor near the back of the arena closed my eyes and and just zoned out and experienced it... With my eyes closed there were all kinds of visuals going on. I just experienced myself and my own trip. Whatever was going on inside me... unhappiness and feeling alone Id had to deal with for so long now. It was good I didn't give a fuck what anyone else thought for a change and could just sit down and zone out and experience the trip just like the Asian guys do in the club when they are really high. After I'm not sure how long maybe an hour or 40mins I started to feel a little more relaxed. The uncomfortable 2C-C trippiness had died down and I just wanted to be in the crowd. Took some photos and videos and sat down on the dance floor to chill for a bit. 2C-C pretty much over. Started to feel small and a good ego loss I normally feel when MDMA starts to come up. I realise I don't have much confidence but am not pissed off or too uncomfortable by that any more... A really attractive looking girl sits down next to me. I feel a little intimidated and want to look away. Somehow I manage to actually just relax and chat like I would with a friend... I am really amazed that I sayed hi. I can hear myself talk and its sounds different (just like on MDMA before). I'm definitely starting to feel the MDMA and its relaxing me. I feel much more comfortable with myself and find I am no longer really nervous talking with this girl as I would normally. We are sitting on the dance floor at a massive rave listening to Armin DJing and lasers going around us while we are lookin at videos my camera from another rave I went to in Sydney. :D good times
The 2C-C trip had ended and I felt good that the MDMA had really taken over in effects. Sorry there isn't much of a time line here... It was too long ago for anything accurate. I think most of the most part of the trip lasted roughly 2 hours with only residuals lasting into the 3rd or maybe fourth hour. I found there were definitely moments of introspection and I realised some things about my present life. It was uncomfortable for the most part though. Unfortunately I didn't manage to get a good synergy with MDMA.. I'm guessing, but I think the uncomfortable feeling of 2C-C too easily overrides it or delays me the happy, relaxed feeling of MDMA. There was probably more insights with than I experienced with the roughly 20mg trips of 2C-I I've had. 2C-C kind of highlighted problems with my present state and made me aware of things that I do or think that weren't really honest or healthy for me. It's not uplifting for the most part though. It isn't the positive constructive insights that MDMA gives. That's why always think of the C in 2C-C stading for "cold" now. Yeah it is many ways a mellow trip not so sharp or sketchy feeling as other hallucinogens I've tried I don't think it has same level of profound mystical experiences that psilocybin mushrooms can bring. It does seem very focused on the internal day to day world and could be good for a relaxed trip at home for understanding and bettering yourself.
Cool. Hope this gives a little more insight into this substance.
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