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Introduction
Participants:
"S"
Gender: Female
Age: 15
Previous Exp.: Lots of Psilocybin Mushrooms, Diphenhydramine (agreed to never to again
), Low dose of DXM, Cannabis
Dose: 25mg of 2C-B
"J" - Me
Gender: Male
Age: 16
Previous Exp. Ketamine, DXM, Nitrous, Mushrooms, 4-HO-MiPT, DMT, Salvia, 2C-E, Kratom, Hydrocodone, Cannabis
Dose: 25mg of 2C-B
Trip Sitter:
"A"
Gender: Male
Age:16
Miscellanous: Person that got me started on this long journey. Friends since 4th grade also our driver :D
Miscellanous:
2C-B has been one of my "dream drugs" I have always wanted to try. It is supposedly one of the best phenethylamines and I came across a nice connection which had it
Since I have tried 2C-E my social anxiety has gone down alot and I keep hearing about 2C-B being alot like MDMA or better! I wasn't trying to substitute for MDMA as it was its own unique drug which I was vastly interested in trying. Also since I just destroyed social anxiety that I battled for pretty much my whole life due to deep introspection from my 2C-E trip I decided to throw in a new factor make it *that* much better. There is this awesome girl I had been talking to lately who enjoys tripping, has awesome music taste, positive outlook on life, very creative, she totally destroys the societal norm around here and tries to be herself, how perfect. I love people like that 
. I felt I could learn alot from tripping with her and also kick the social anxiety further and further away. So I invited her to trip and we were both look way forward to it since everyone is all stressed out since some family problems and she was grounded so we had to pull a sneaking out and tripping move but it was fine since she was use to it. So that's a rough introduction.
I packed up a tripping bag equipped with: 4 boxes of Nitrous (24 packs), iPod (with lots of music), headphone splitter, heaphones, car tape lineoutput, nitrous bulbenator, nitrous cracker, balloons, pop rocks, vit. b12, razorblade,1 OC40, 9 7.5mg Vicodin ES, 3.5g of Hash Plant strain of cannabis from the local growers, bathing suit, towel, and my cell phone. Then I called my friend met up with him at this time it was about 9pm and S could not sneak out until at least 10pm. So we hung out at the local mall and talked with some people while I waited anxiously. Eventually 10pm comes around and I call and she goes to check if her mom is asleep/busy and it's a go. So we take off to go pick her up right after curfew (10pm here) being especially careful to watch the roads for cops and go the speed limit. Eventually we get there, pick her up, and head off to the local 7/11 to pick up a slurpee and some gatoraid (since our location was so not ideal for tripping, gotta keep hydrated). Friend stops by his house, sneaks back in to grab his swimsuit and mold a body out of clothes to put under his covers so he can sneak out. Eventually he gets back only to realise he doesn't have his swimsuit but decides to go anyway and just chill.
Initial Trip
So we go to my local community pool where it was suppose to be closed but no one cares if your quiet. Me and S dosed 30minutes before entering the pool area and no signs of coming up for either of us. S is already changed into her bathing suit I go change in the sauna where we drop off all stuff. I change real fast and go in the jacuzzi which someone put laundry detergent in so it was flowing with bubbles! Right as I enter the 2C-B starts to really kick in and I'm LOVING the bubbles. S hadn't hit felt it yet so I was just talking and totally loved-up and feeling great. Eventually S felt it and everyone was happy :D
Discussion topics we went through:
The anti-fun government and how we cannot experience such a state and instead we are suppose to get drunk and loose inhibitions and fuck some random person.
How great this is.
Family life and how parents view drug use and how responsible we use and how we can fix our lives for the better while sober life!
What we want to pursue in life.
It's our imperfections that make us who we are!
Bonding moments, I felt totally at ease, totally comfortable, totally perfect. THIS is what life is. Love, friendship, trust, security, responsibility, breaking down the bad and letting in the Good. I'm celebrating years of social anxiety defeated by these "horrendous" "evil" drugs. If I didn't try these "horroundous" drugs I don't think I would be where I am. I've matured, I've grown, I've improved and I will continue to do so. I learned alot about S's past and friends and where she wants to go in life and where I want to go. I'm going to help out all my friends, if I can rise to the top of what I enjoy and I enjoy helping others I will help everyone rise along with me. S wants to pursue a career in singing or fashion design and I think that's awesome expressing creativity and learning from it. 2C-B the empathy was overflowing and I love this feeling, I've sort of been numbed down in emotions and sort of didn't express them until I started using drugs and now I am sort of making up for lost time?. We eventually stepped outside the jacuzzi to do some nitrous, a few rounds of 2 bulbs each and then we went to get changed since A had to be home by 3am and we could chill in his car for the rest of the night. We went into the sauna and it was extremely warm! We all got dried off. A and S smoked a primetime (mini cigar) and we took off to the car because A had to be home.
As we arrive at the car A notices he doesn't have his license, after curfew at 3am with a large amount of drugs in the car while we are tripping, oh what a typical scenerio. We decide to take a risk and follow traffic extremely careful. We arrive safely at his house and he takes off and tells me not to fuck with too much stuff or scratch anything. So now it's just me and S, I jump in the front grab the joint, turn on the music, and jump in the back with more nitrous bulbs. For the next few hours we keep hitting the bulbenator hyperventilating before everyhit and smoking a joint within that time. Cannabis sort of destroyed the empathy of 2C-B but it was alright since the 2C-B was dieing off. The Nitrous was great, S unconciously opened and closed the door! We also figured out how pop rocks pop! More Nangs and more fun. Eventually the 2C-B and Cannabis completely wear off and we get out the oxy which was wet because A dropped it in the pool! But it still worked, I cut the oxy in half and then powdered it an insufflated, then the same with the other half and gave it to S. S and My friend J calls and wants to chill and S needs a ride home anyway because A most likely fucked up his alarm. So J arrives and I take the car keys and grab my friends pipe, my weed, and jump in J's car to take S home and smoke on the way there with everyone. So the ride over J is in my catholic class and is super spun and we stop at S's house and smoke outside and she runs in before her parents are awake since she snuck out and that was the end of that.
Conclusion
I LOVE 2C-B and 2C-E for what they have done is remarkable after reflecting on sunday morning about the trip, I've planned out ways to make the bond / social anxiety even stronger. I also have changed my diet to vegeterianism since I dislike dealing with meat since I dislike the taste / concept/ and visible fat! So now I'm a vegeterian also I am going to start taking multivitamins daily and a protein shake and swimming a mile 2 days a week. I'm also going to trip with S alot more because she is just well perfect to trip with since we learn from each other so much. Also I seem to have a strong sense of motivation and happiness sober!
I'm also taking up dance lessons in a variety of styles so I can become creative and blend the styles to which way I enjoy. Got that planned for summer with S. 2C-B and this girl have oblittered by life that I came to know a week ago and for this I will never forget, it's a rebirth, a new start. I will succeed and stop at nothing that goes for my friends too!
Life is what you make it. Thank you too all who have helped me come into contact with these substances for you have changed my life in a positive way forever. I respect you more then you can ever imagine and I owe my gratitude to you.
I hope you enjoyed reading this, Words don't express what this has done, I was also brought to tears by the thought of people sneaking out to celebrate a defeat of 10 years of societal conditioning which helped to destroy my life. Everything is starting to fall into place. %)
Participants:
"S"
Gender: Female
Age: 15
Previous Exp.: Lots of Psilocybin Mushrooms, Diphenhydramine (agreed to never to again
), Low dose of DXM, CannabisDose: 25mg of 2C-B
"J" - Me
Gender: Male
Age: 16
Previous Exp. Ketamine, DXM, Nitrous, Mushrooms, 4-HO-MiPT, DMT, Salvia, 2C-E, Kratom, Hydrocodone, Cannabis
Dose: 25mg of 2C-B
Trip Sitter:
"A"
Gender: Male
Age:16
Miscellanous: Person that got me started on this long journey. Friends since 4th grade also our driver :D
Miscellanous:
2C-B has been one of my "dream drugs" I have always wanted to try. It is supposedly one of the best phenethylamines and I came across a nice connection which had it
Since I have tried 2C-E my social anxiety has gone down alot and I keep hearing about 2C-B being alot like MDMA or better! I wasn't trying to substitute for MDMA as it was its own unique drug which I was vastly interested in trying. Also since I just destroyed social anxiety that I battled for pretty much my whole life due to deep introspection from my 2C-E trip I decided to throw in a new factor make it *that* much better. There is this awesome girl I had been talking to lately who enjoys tripping, has awesome music taste, positive outlook on life, very creative, she totally destroys the societal norm around here and tries to be herself, how perfect. I love people like that . I felt I could learn alot from tripping with her and also kick the social anxiety further and further away. So I invited her to trip and we were both look way forward to it since everyone is all stressed out since some family problems and she was grounded so we had to pull a sneaking out and tripping move but it was fine since she was use to it. So that's a rough introduction.I packed up a tripping bag equipped with: 4 boxes of Nitrous (24 packs), iPod (with lots of music), headphone splitter, heaphones, car tape lineoutput, nitrous bulbenator, nitrous cracker, balloons, pop rocks, vit. b12, razorblade,1 OC40, 9 7.5mg Vicodin ES, 3.5g of Hash Plant strain of cannabis from the local growers, bathing suit, towel, and my cell phone. Then I called my friend met up with him at this time it was about 9pm and S could not sneak out until at least 10pm. So we hung out at the local mall and talked with some people while I waited anxiously. Eventually 10pm comes around and I call and she goes to check if her mom is asleep/busy and it's a go. So we take off to go pick her up right after curfew (10pm here) being especially careful to watch the roads for cops and go the speed limit. Eventually we get there, pick her up, and head off to the local 7/11 to pick up a slurpee and some gatoraid (since our location was so not ideal for tripping, gotta keep hydrated). Friend stops by his house, sneaks back in to grab his swimsuit and mold a body out of clothes to put under his covers so he can sneak out. Eventually he gets back only to realise he doesn't have his swimsuit but decides to go anyway and just chill.
Initial Trip
So we go to my local community pool where it was suppose to be closed but no one cares if your quiet. Me and S dosed 30minutes before entering the pool area and no signs of coming up for either of us. S is already changed into her bathing suit I go change in the sauna where we drop off all stuff. I change real fast and go in the jacuzzi which someone put laundry detergent in so it was flowing with bubbles! Right as I enter the 2C-B starts to really kick in and I'm LOVING the bubbles. S hadn't hit felt it yet so I was just talking and totally loved-up and feeling great. Eventually S felt it and everyone was happy :D
Discussion topics we went through:
The anti-fun government and how we cannot experience such a state and instead we are suppose to get drunk and loose inhibitions and fuck some random person.
How great this is.
Family life and how parents view drug use and how responsible we use and how we can fix our lives for the better while sober life!
What we want to pursue in life.
It's our imperfections that make us who we are!
Bonding moments, I felt totally at ease, totally comfortable, totally perfect. THIS is what life is. Love, friendship, trust, security, responsibility, breaking down the bad and letting in the Good. I'm celebrating years of social anxiety defeated by these "horrendous" "evil" drugs. If I didn't try these "horroundous" drugs I don't think I would be where I am. I've matured, I've grown, I've improved and I will continue to do so. I learned alot about S's past and friends and where she wants to go in life and where I want to go. I'm going to help out all my friends, if I can rise to the top of what I enjoy and I enjoy helping others I will help everyone rise along with me. S wants to pursue a career in singing or fashion design and I think that's awesome expressing creativity and learning from it. 2C-B the empathy was overflowing and I love this feeling, I've sort of been numbed down in emotions and sort of didn't express them until I started using drugs and now I am sort of making up for lost time?. We eventually stepped outside the jacuzzi to do some nitrous, a few rounds of 2 bulbs each and then we went to get changed since A had to be home by 3am and we could chill in his car for the rest of the night. We went into the sauna and it was extremely warm! We all got dried off. A and S smoked a primetime (mini cigar) and we took off to the car because A had to be home.
As we arrive at the car A notices he doesn't have his license, after curfew at 3am with a large amount of drugs in the car while we are tripping, oh what a typical scenerio. We decide to take a risk and follow traffic extremely careful. We arrive safely at his house and he takes off and tells me not to fuck with too much stuff or scratch anything. So now it's just me and S, I jump in the front grab the joint, turn on the music, and jump in the back with more nitrous bulbs. For the next few hours we keep hitting the bulbenator
hyperventilating before everyhit and smoking a joint within that time. Cannabis sort of destroyed the empathy of 2C-B but it was alright since the 2C-B was dieing off. The Nitrous was great, S unconciously opened and closed the door! We also figured out how pop rocks pop! More Nangs and more fun. Eventually the 2C-B and Cannabis completely wear off and we get out the oxy which was wet because A dropped it in the pool! But it still worked, I cut the oxy in half and then powdered it an insufflated, then the same with the other half and gave it to S. S and My friend J calls and wants to chill and S needs a ride home anyway because A most likely fucked up his alarm. So J arrives and I take the car keys and grab my friends pipe, my weed, and jump in J's car to take S home and smoke on the way there with everyone. So the ride over J is in my catholic class and is super spun and we stop at S's house and smoke outside and she runs in before her parents are awake since she snuck out and that was the end of that.Conclusion
I LOVE 2C-B and 2C-E for what they have done is remarkable after reflecting on sunday morning about the trip, I've planned out ways to make the bond / social anxiety even stronger. I also have changed my diet to vegeterianism since I dislike dealing with meat since I dislike the taste / concept/ and visible fat! So now I'm a vegeterian also I am going to start taking multivitamins daily and a protein shake and swimming a mile 2 days a week. I'm also going to trip with S alot more because she is just well perfect to trip with since we learn from each other so much. Also I seem to have a strong sense of motivation and happiness sober!
I'm also taking up dance lessons in a variety of styles so I can become creative and blend the styles to which way I enjoy. Got that planned for summer with S. 2C-B and this girl have oblittered by life that I came to know a week ago and for this I will never forget, it's a rebirth, a new start. I will succeed and stop at nothing that goes for my friends too!
Life is what you make it. Thank you too all who have helped me come into contact with these substances for you have changed my life in a positive way forever. I respect you more then you can ever imagine and I owe my gratitude to you.
I hope you enjoyed reading this, Words don't express what this has done, I was also brought to tears by the thought of people sneaking out to celebrate a defeat of 10 years of societal conditioning which helped to destroy my life. Everything is starting to fall into place. %)
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