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2c-b-fly ~ First Time ~ not just another 2c!

Hypnic_JerK

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1800
+ unknown amount of 2c-b-dfly on empty stomach (after further trials I would estimate this between 5 and 15 mg)

1811 +/- First mild alert.

1830 +1
Mild but noticeable. Feels like my senses are heightened a little bit. Slight brain burn feeling, or as shulgin describes, “able to feel continuous firing of neural impulses”

1855 +1.5
Difficult emotional come up period typical for me of a full dose of psychedelics. This chem’s distinct qualities are becoming apparent. Very interesting and unusual. My palms are sweating lightly.
I start to think in loops, example: I am getting CEV’s of a videogame I was just playing, Far Cry Instincts, watching myself shoot a dude on the beach in front of the setting sun. Its beautiful, but after a couple iterations I notice more and more details, such as the guy drops his cell phone when I shoot him. Then on the next run through I’m just on a beach (and it’s a beautiful beach just like in the game) and there are 12 different alien looking cell phones glowing half immersed in the translucent sand, inviting me. lol

1907 +2
Tripping on how much I drank last night, and its making me sick. If I don’t break from this thought loop I’m gonna end up a tee toaler! Slight burps

1918 +3
The rest of my notes are the crazy ideas I had while tripping on this chem. They’re all pretty interesting to me right now, but I’m pretty much permafried so my opinion isn’t objective.

1930 +3 / 4?
This genius chick who has been calling me calls right after I hear the bangbros “banging the dreamworld” for the first time. The drug makes that song real, and I wonder who those bangbros are. Wild people for sure. Anyway I go upstairs to the girl’s room, and she is there with a roommate who is cuter but not as amazing mentally. In a state of oneness I keep them giggling and laughing among other things until 1am, when I return to my room, because this drug has taken me far enough to unsettle me. I am able to fall asleep.

Further Bullshit

The whole night I was blown away by Anne Shulgin calling this her favorite for sex. The Shulgins are fucking wild. I didn’t have sex.

The visual hallucinations I experienced on this drug were very interesting and I’m interested in trying higher dosages. Instead of fractals coming offa stuff, the visuals looked more like cylinders with an end pushed out or something. Very Cool. However, I feel that these fly compounds are pretty goddamn serious and I don’t want to waste my extremely limited supply unless I’m sure its gonna be in an awesome setting.

My dosage was unknown because I had dissolved the drug in water in a shot glass, made some sugar cubes, and somehow the amount of drops I had after dissolving shit into water didn’t equal the number of drops of water I initially put in, so I just drank the remainder because I felt like it.

As far as the unsettling nature of this experience: Some people may call what happened to me in the girl’s room a Myxtikal +4 reunion with God, but for me it was a psychotic break of some sort. This took place Friday Jan 27th, and for the rest of the weekend my personality was just ruined, although not even in a way I could tell. It was like I just didn’t want to talk to people, or even want to think; I’m pretty sure I just laid around drinking and getting high to cope.
Then on a Tuesday I was downtown coming back from class, waiting for the red line @ the Chicago stop, listening to some psy trance (Dude Wheres My Dignity - Hydraglyph), and the song peaked just as a train rolled in, and the noises took me to another level as I had taken some DOC earlier to see if it would sort me out.
Well I started shaking a little bit as this all happened, and I had been thinking about God as is my hobby (obsession?), and I sort of kneeled down and figured out how to put God into words (for me, of course). It was a pretty cool experience, and I think I’ll write it up in the though and awareness forum sometime. Ever since then I’ve been back to my usual self.

Now Peace off!

:)

substancecode_2cbfly
 
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I read everything brother, I just wanna know how much you injested. Did what I say to you mean anything?
 
Your reports are very interesting to read. You seem to have low self esteem. Forget saying 'I'm permafried' or 'I'm deluded'. The details are def better than nothing. Yeah nice not wasting since it's scheduled. What 'psychotic break' in the girl's room? Didn't you say oneness kept them laughing?
 
why would u doubt he had a +4.
the details of that period are left out. For all we know it could have been a +4.

Hypnic, you think you can give some details as to what happened in the girls room that was so amazing? thanks for the report.
 
Ah, you're right, I can be a real cynical asshole without realizing it sometimes. :X Sorry!

Anyway, yes, please do give us some details when you get a chance about that left-out time period.
 
Hypnoticzzz - Get used to it man ;)


Instead of low self esteem, which is a possibility, I'm pretty sure I'm just being realistic. I see permanent tracers on things, hence permafried. All the crazy revelations that come to me are pretty much unfounded in standard reality, hence delusional.

The only real magic effect I've gotten from any of these drugs that I actually can't help but believe in is the ability to read faces and sense emotional transfers, and that comes and goes and may just be something I could always do but i notice more tripping. My moms always talking about how sensitive i am and shit ;P

so my possible +4 was just my body talking and acting without 'me' there to fuck it up, although I did manage to intrude on whatever was working that way and prevent a threesome for some godforsaken bullshit reason that I now can't understand, like I wanted it to be more real or something I dunno. Memories are hazy.

Thinking about it now I don't have low self esteem but I am depressed, and a realist.
You should look into the correlation between the overconfidence bias and depression! I think I've actually got more self esteem than anyone else I know, and on another level I'm happier and more content than many people, too. I see the three or four things I gotta do in my life and all I need to do is make some fucking effort, then I'm gonna be set.
 
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Hypnic if you are happier than most ppl than you are probably not depressed. Also if you ask anyone who uses psychedelics they will tell you they see trails off things in their everyday lives (at least me and the ppl i know do) and not all of them are perma fried.

BTW, passing on a 3-some is a really stupid move.:p
 
while I'm glad that you guys can maybe see into my personality a little bit from this TR,

I have to say fuck the both of you ;)=D
 
Wow I just re-read this and yeah, I do have low self esteem. It only took people flat out telling me for about a year now before I figured it out.

I've cockblocked myself so many fucking times because it. Damn. I blame it on having an alcoholic parent.
 
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