Pretty_Diamonds
Bluelight Crew
This is actually really, really long. I don't know if anyone is actually going to want to read this, but you can just skim through it. I really wanted to write this just so I never forget this experience.
Me and my friend had two 25mg capsules of 2c-b. Before we dosed my friend freaked out a bit and worried that it was too much, since this was only our second time. And well, the first time I had no effects while my friend went into some weird psycho, paranoid faze. SO this was technically, my first 2c-b experience with effects. So anyways, we split up the powder evenly (or at least attempted to, so I can't say for sure we much we actually took.)
At around 2pm we took half of the 25mg capsule at my place. Then we left and went to this hotel (that we always hang out at), and got comfortable in the lobby. Everything got really loud, so we decided to leave and find somewhere more quiet. This was around 2:30pm. We went into the bathroom and sat in there for a bit till I noticed patterns all over the walls and table. It was kicking in and people started looking at us weird (or at least that's what I thought). So, we saw some escalators and decided to see what was upstairs. There were lines everywhere, colorful lines started appearing on the glass part of the escalator. We went upstairs in this huge room and it was completely empty. So we sat on the sofa-benches at the far end. For some reason we each sat on our own separate bench. I sat right in the middle of mine, then all of a sudden I felt incredibly uncomfortable.
"I feel very....awkward. Uncomfortable.", I say to my friend.
"Me too....", my friend replies.
I get up and I feel so hot, I feel sweat just dripping all over my body. I felt like I was just going to melt away with my sweat. My slippers just slide off and I wipe my feet on the carpet, but I'm just getting sweatier and sweatier. I look over at my friend and she's doing the same thing.
"I'm so hot, my butt is sweating!"
After that, things seemed to have calmed down so we went and sat down again. On our own bench. I look around the room and the picture frames start waving. They look like cloth. Flags almost. The don't even look like the are touching the wall. Now everything looks like it's breathing. Faces appear on all the doors. They looked like chinese men with their eyes closed. At peace.
"There's faces all over the doors", I say.
"Yeah, I see them too."
"Mine look like Chinese men"
"So do mine!"
"Cool, mine are so peaceful, they look so happy."
"Really? Mine look mad.......I think they are mad."
I feel very uncomfortable again. I shift positions and place my purse at the very end of my bench. It's staring at me. Looking mad....
*Buzzzzzzzzz*
"What's that? A fly?", I jump up in surprise.
BUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!
"Ahhhhhh!", I scream and grab my ear and attempt to rip it off and fall to the floor.
My friend gets freaked out, "It's soo loud!!! Where is it?!?! Are you okay?!?"
"No, you don't understand! That kind of fly isn't suppose to fly!!!!!", I say.
She bursts out laughing and so do I. Wtf did I just say??
"What time is it?", I ask my friend.
"It's 3:57". "It's 3:57", she repeats in a louder voice. "Three. Fifty. Seven.", she says in a more deeper but clearer voice.
"What are you doing?", I ask laughing.
"I don't know......but I felt like I was in the matrix for a second there and I had to say my line correctly."
She moved her hand and it went in slow-motion. I read something about that, but I forgot what it's called. The next seconds or minutes we ended up moving our hands and watching it.
"I'm going to listen to techno music", I announce.
My friend gives me this sad face. "What? Do you want to listen to?" "Yes", she replies. "You mean.........you want to sit on the same........bench?" She came to my bench and sat on it. Awkwardness. We listened. It was awesome. The ear plug felt like it was melting in my ear. My friend took our her ear plug and said she wanted to just do it without the techno music. "Okay, I'll just put both ear plugs in my ears", I say. "No, you can't. You'll get lost in the world and I'll be alone.", she says and takes away my ear plugs. She returns back to her bench and lays down. I watch the walls, colors and patterns in a daze thinking about this new found reality where nothing matters and everything is possible.
"I have to pee", my friend exclaims and stands up.
"Okay, let's go downstairs."
As we reach the lobby, there is so many people. All of a sudden I feel embarrassed, awkward, uncomfortable. I get the feeling people are looking at me. People are talking about me. People are pointing at me. I walk a little faster but then I see my friend WAYY in front of me. Then gone. The bathroom is only a minute walk, so I pick up the speed. There are two people in front of me, a man and woman. They turn around and look at me. Whispering to each other. Talking about me. Calling me weird. The man stops me, "Do you live here?", "What?", I ask surprised, I notice the woman he's with, she looks young, like his sister? Girlfriend? Soon right before my eyes she start aging, her hair has turned gray and white, mother? "Do you live here?" He repeats. "Um...no. I don't know...." Where are you staying? "I don't know....." He laughs and says, "Are you just saying that to make me go away?" "I don't know", I turn into the hallway where the bathroom is, safe.
I walk into the bathroom and wash my hands. There is a cleaning lady inside there cleaning the sinks. I look to my left, there are twenty sinks and twenty cleaning ladies now. I look to my right. Same thing. I wonder how big the bathroom is......(In reality there's only like 5 sinks. -_-). I go into the bathroom stall to get some toilet paper to blow my nose. My boogers felt extremely slimy and I felt they were dripping all over my face, my nose felt like it turned into slim as well.
I called out to my friend who was still in the stalls. She came out. I felt like the people in the bathroom knew we were on something, so I tried to have a conversation with my friend.
"Hey, omg, do you know what happened? This guy came and asked me if I stayed here and started randomly talking to me....."
"Call security", this lady says as she's leaving.
"What?" me and my friend say, both in shock. Omg, she KNOWS.
"It's because you're pretty. So next time, tell them you'll call security."
"Oh!" She was listening to my story. *big sigh*
We took the rest of the powder, we had. It was around 5pm, I believe. My nose started running again, so I went back into the bathroom stall to get some more toilet paper. "Omg, I look like Micheal Jackson!", my friend says. "We have to get out of here!", We both leave. As I'm leaving the bathroom, I realized I'm carrying a foot long piece of toilet paper and I'm just holding it out, arms spread. "Omg, what am I doing!?" My friend grabs me and pulls me back into the bathroom. Talk about embarrassing! I fold it up and place it in my bag.
We started walking back to the escalators when I noticed a police officer pointing at me. Right at me. I freaked out and hid behind this wall. I felt nauseous. I coughed. And coughed some more. My friend told me, we looked weird. I calmed myself down and asked her if we were going back upstairs. She said, yeah. As we rode the escalators, I had a bad feeling. I felt incredibly uncomfortable again. I look into the room and it seemed so small. I didn't want to go in. So I went back on these back stairs and asked if we could stay there. My friend got upset because she said the visuals weren't as strong outside. I eventually gave in and went back inside.
"I want to skip", my friend said.
"Skip then."
"I don't want to skip alone."
"I don't want to skip with you, I said."
"Fine. I'll skip but you can't watch me. Walk faster."
"Okay" and she skipped the rest of the way.
She got comfortable on the bench and laid down. I laid down as well and looked up at the window. There was an ant crawling on the outside of the window far, far above. The ant multiplied till there was a whole trail. And now it wasn't on the outside anymore, they were all inside. Crawling. Everywhere. I freaked out and fell on the floor. The floor felt squishy and patterns were everywhere. The red parts of the carpet looked like they had lights underneath them. I got up and walked to the very end where this big window was. I turn to my right and there were these two machines (I don't know what they were originally), but they turned into robots. The were coming to get me. I just walked away and sat back on my bench.
I closed my eyes and I saw all these beautiful colors and designs. It was so amazing, I remember thinking I had to write a trip report and tell you all about it. I was trying to figure out how to describe it. Technical. I thought. That's perfect! This is Technical. Tech-ni-cal. Ni-cal-tech. Cal-ni-tech.
.
*GASP*, I open my eyes and my friend looks surprised. "What happened?", I ask her. "I couldn't breathe", she says. "I forgot to breath"...after a pause. "Remember to breath......", she tells me. "Okay...."
I opened my eyes and my friend said she felt like she was in a canoe, on the river. I look over at the other wall and the whole wall turns into a big window. Dong king kong is outside! His face was as big as the wall/window.
"I see that giant monkey from that movie"
"You mean, dong king kong?"
"Yeah!!"
Soon he start growling and looking very mad.
"Uh no, he's mad. He's growling."
My friend laughs, Do monkeys even growl?
I laugh, "I don't know. Maybe they roar."
*chronic laughter*
"It's so cool, when I talk to you. It's like only your face is in focus and the rest of the room is just spinning around you.", my friend says.
"Whoa, That sounds cool. I wish that happened to me."
"But you got the giant gorilla! He sounds way cooler."
I remember talking seemed really hard at that time. Because it was hard to say the words. I also remember taking huge puffs of air in fear of losing all my oxygen....
My friend started getting hungry at around 8pm. She wanted to go eat, but I had no appetite at all. We started heading to McDonalds at around 8:30 anyways because she was really hungry and would just buy me food. I order a double cheese burger. As we sat down to eat our food, I looked at my burger. I think it was trying to speak to me as I stared as it for a good 5 minutes and patterns appeared all over my burger. "Bite it", my friend said. "Oh." I bit into my burger and it felt SOO SOFT. Like it would just melt in my mouth. I held the bite in my mouth waiting for it to melt. I'm suppose to chew this, I thought to myself. That's right. So I started chewing. Chew. Chew. Chew.
Hehe, I'll just end this right here. Time was everywhere and I wish I recorded my thoughts. It felt like the state of mind I was in was......out of this world. It's like, nothing mattered. Time didn't matter and you could just get completely lost in it. Some events probably happened in different order than I put them in since it's really hard to remember the times for everything.
Me and my friend had two 25mg capsules of 2c-b. Before we dosed my friend freaked out a bit and worried that it was too much, since this was only our second time. And well, the first time I had no effects while my friend went into some weird psycho, paranoid faze. SO this was technically, my first 2c-b experience with effects. So anyways, we split up the powder evenly (or at least attempted to, so I can't say for sure we much we actually took.)
At around 2pm we took half of the 25mg capsule at my place. Then we left and went to this hotel (that we always hang out at), and got comfortable in the lobby. Everything got really loud, so we decided to leave and find somewhere more quiet. This was around 2:30pm. We went into the bathroom and sat in there for a bit till I noticed patterns all over the walls and table. It was kicking in and people started looking at us weird (or at least that's what I thought). So, we saw some escalators and decided to see what was upstairs. There were lines everywhere, colorful lines started appearing on the glass part of the escalator. We went upstairs in this huge room and it was completely empty. So we sat on the sofa-benches at the far end. For some reason we each sat on our own separate bench. I sat right in the middle of mine, then all of a sudden I felt incredibly uncomfortable.
"I feel very....awkward. Uncomfortable.", I say to my friend.
"Me too....", my friend replies.
I get up and I feel so hot, I feel sweat just dripping all over my body. I felt like I was just going to melt away with my sweat. My slippers just slide off and I wipe my feet on the carpet, but I'm just getting sweatier and sweatier. I look over at my friend and she's doing the same thing.
"I'm so hot, my butt is sweating!"
After that, things seemed to have calmed down so we went and sat down again. On our own bench. I look around the room and the picture frames start waving. They look like cloth. Flags almost. The don't even look like the are touching the wall. Now everything looks like it's breathing. Faces appear on all the doors. They looked like chinese men with their eyes closed. At peace.
"There's faces all over the doors", I say.
"Yeah, I see them too."
"Mine look like Chinese men"
"So do mine!"
"Cool, mine are so peaceful, they look so happy."
"Really? Mine look mad.......I think they are mad."
I feel very uncomfortable again. I shift positions and place my purse at the very end of my bench. It's staring at me. Looking mad....
*Buzzzzzzzzz*
"What's that? A fly?", I jump up in surprise.
BUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!
"Ahhhhhh!", I scream and grab my ear and attempt to rip it off and fall to the floor.
My friend gets freaked out, "It's soo loud!!! Where is it?!?! Are you okay?!?"
"No, you don't understand! That kind of fly isn't suppose to fly!!!!!", I say.
She bursts out laughing and so do I. Wtf did I just say??
"What time is it?", I ask my friend.
"It's 3:57". "It's 3:57", she repeats in a louder voice. "Three. Fifty. Seven.", she says in a more deeper but clearer voice.
"What are you doing?", I ask laughing.
"I don't know......but I felt like I was in the matrix for a second there and I had to say my line correctly."
She moved her hand and it went in slow-motion. I read something about that, but I forgot what it's called. The next seconds or minutes we ended up moving our hands and watching it.
"I'm going to listen to techno music", I announce.
My friend gives me this sad face. "What? Do you want to listen to?" "Yes", she replies. "You mean.........you want to sit on the same........bench?" She came to my bench and sat on it. Awkwardness. We listened. It was awesome. The ear plug felt like it was melting in my ear. My friend took our her ear plug and said she wanted to just do it without the techno music. "Okay, I'll just put both ear plugs in my ears", I say. "No, you can't. You'll get lost in the world and I'll be alone.", she says and takes away my ear plugs. She returns back to her bench and lays down. I watch the walls, colors and patterns in a daze thinking about this new found reality where nothing matters and everything is possible.
"I have to pee", my friend exclaims and stands up.
"Okay, let's go downstairs."
As we reach the lobby, there is so many people. All of a sudden I feel embarrassed, awkward, uncomfortable. I get the feeling people are looking at me. People are talking about me. People are pointing at me. I walk a little faster but then I see my friend WAYY in front of me. Then gone. The bathroom is only a minute walk, so I pick up the speed. There are two people in front of me, a man and woman. They turn around and look at me. Whispering to each other. Talking about me. Calling me weird. The man stops me, "Do you live here?", "What?", I ask surprised, I notice the woman he's with, she looks young, like his sister? Girlfriend? Soon right before my eyes she start aging, her hair has turned gray and white, mother? "Do you live here?" He repeats. "Um...no. I don't know...." Where are you staying? "I don't know....." He laughs and says, "Are you just saying that to make me go away?" "I don't know", I turn into the hallway where the bathroom is, safe.
I walk into the bathroom and wash my hands. There is a cleaning lady inside there cleaning the sinks. I look to my left, there are twenty sinks and twenty cleaning ladies now. I look to my right. Same thing. I wonder how big the bathroom is......(In reality there's only like 5 sinks. -_-). I go into the bathroom stall to get some toilet paper to blow my nose. My boogers felt extremely slimy and I felt they were dripping all over my face, my nose felt like it turned into slim as well.
I called out to my friend who was still in the stalls. She came out. I felt like the people in the bathroom knew we were on something, so I tried to have a conversation with my friend.
"Hey, omg, do you know what happened? This guy came and asked me if I stayed here and started randomly talking to me....."
"Call security", this lady says as she's leaving.
"What?" me and my friend say, both in shock. Omg, she KNOWS.
"It's because you're pretty. So next time, tell them you'll call security."
"Oh!" She was listening to my story. *big sigh*
We took the rest of the powder, we had. It was around 5pm, I believe. My nose started running again, so I went back into the bathroom stall to get some more toilet paper. "Omg, I look like Micheal Jackson!", my friend says. "We have to get out of here!", We both leave. As I'm leaving the bathroom, I realized I'm carrying a foot long piece of toilet paper and I'm just holding it out, arms spread. "Omg, what am I doing!?" My friend grabs me and pulls me back into the bathroom. Talk about embarrassing! I fold it up and place it in my bag.
We started walking back to the escalators when I noticed a police officer pointing at me. Right at me. I freaked out and hid behind this wall. I felt nauseous. I coughed. And coughed some more. My friend told me, we looked weird. I calmed myself down and asked her if we were going back upstairs. She said, yeah. As we rode the escalators, I had a bad feeling. I felt incredibly uncomfortable again. I look into the room and it seemed so small. I didn't want to go in. So I went back on these back stairs and asked if we could stay there. My friend got upset because she said the visuals weren't as strong outside. I eventually gave in and went back inside.
"I want to skip", my friend said.
"Skip then."
"I don't want to skip alone."
"I don't want to skip with you, I said."
"Fine. I'll skip but you can't watch me. Walk faster."
"Okay" and she skipped the rest of the way.
She got comfortable on the bench and laid down. I laid down as well and looked up at the window. There was an ant crawling on the outside of the window far, far above. The ant multiplied till there was a whole trail. And now it wasn't on the outside anymore, they were all inside. Crawling. Everywhere. I freaked out and fell on the floor. The floor felt squishy and patterns were everywhere. The red parts of the carpet looked like they had lights underneath them. I got up and walked to the very end where this big window was. I turn to my right and there were these two machines (I don't know what they were originally), but they turned into robots. The were coming to get me. I just walked away and sat back on my bench.
I closed my eyes and I saw all these beautiful colors and designs. It was so amazing, I remember thinking I had to write a trip report and tell you all about it. I was trying to figure out how to describe it. Technical. I thought. That's perfect! This is Technical. Tech-ni-cal. Ni-cal-tech. Cal-ni-tech.
.*GASP*, I open my eyes and my friend looks surprised. "What happened?", I ask her. "I couldn't breathe", she says. "I forgot to breath"...after a pause. "Remember to breath......", she tells me. "Okay...."
I opened my eyes and my friend said she felt like she was in a canoe, on the river. I look over at the other wall and the whole wall turns into a big window. Dong king kong is outside! His face was as big as the wall/window.
"I see that giant monkey from that movie"
"You mean, dong king kong?"
"Yeah!!"
Soon he start growling and looking very mad.
"Uh no, he's mad. He's growling."
My friend laughs, Do monkeys even growl?
I laugh, "I don't know. Maybe they roar."
*chronic laughter*
"It's so cool, when I talk to you. It's like only your face is in focus and the rest of the room is just spinning around you.", my friend says.
"Whoa, That sounds cool. I wish that happened to me."
"But you got the giant gorilla! He sounds way cooler."
I remember talking seemed really hard at that time. Because it was hard to say the words. I also remember taking huge puffs of air in fear of losing all my oxygen....
My friend started getting hungry at around 8pm. She wanted to go eat, but I had no appetite at all. We started heading to McDonalds at around 8:30 anyways because she was really hungry and would just buy me food. I order a double cheese burger. As we sat down to eat our food, I looked at my burger. I think it was trying to speak to me as I stared as it for a good 5 minutes and patterns appeared all over my burger. "Bite it", my friend said. "Oh." I bit into my burger and it felt SOO SOFT. Like it would just melt in my mouth. I held the bite in my mouth waiting for it to melt. I'm suppose to chew this, I thought to myself. That's right. So I started chewing. Chew. Chew. Chew.
Hehe, I'll just end this right here. Time was everywhere and I wish I recorded my thoughts. It felt like the state of mind I was in was......out of this world. It's like, nothing mattered. Time didn't matter and you could just get completely lost in it. Some events probably happened in different order than I put them in since it's really hard to remember the times for everything.
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