Epicurus
Bluelighter
I tried 2C-B for the first time yesterday... I am a healthy male in his early twenties...
The dose was 9 mg rectal.
And I fall in love with another phenethylamine.
This was as close to a bad trip as I have had in a while- but I am immensely grateful for this medicine, 2c-b. I had been struggling with the things I have seen on DMT lately, and was hoping to get some perspective and try a new chemical in my arsenal. After 30 minutes I was at a +2, being quite sensitive to light and with time distorting. I went for a walk and was startled by the fact that my experience seemed to be closer to an LSD experience than 2c-e. There were moving textures on surfaces, vague mandala patterns- the same sensitivity to the rainbow undertones of light, and a vague euphoria that was similar to that of 2c-e. Purples were dominant.
While my thoughts were definitely accelerated, this doesn't seem to be as much a thinking drug as 2c-e, though I remained more lucid than on LSD. I became very depressed at about T 1:30. 2c-b seemed to force me to take a look at myself- I realized that I was abusing psychadelics and that I need to be more respectful to these substances- that I need to take better care of my body, and that I've been drinking too much and not focusing enough on my work/school. I felt very lonely and called a friend, met up with him- we talked for a bit. His head seemed to be inflating and deflating like a balloon. After talking with him I felt better. I resolved to quit smoking, to stop drinking alone, and to stop smoking marijuana. I feel I will adhere to these resolutions, though I suspect I will continue to smoke socially while drinking. I don't believe I will ever smoke marijuana again- it is just not a constructive force in my life.
My loneliness and how good I felt when talking with my friend makes me think that 2C-B might be a very social drug- it definitely amplifies whatever you're feeling. With good friends having fun I'm sure it would amplify the fun. I really enjoyed music with 2C-B. I came down rather quickly- something I like about the rectal administration. I still didn't understand my DMT experiences- I am still quite confused- but I adjusted my smoking technique and tried again later that night. Possibly due to the calming after affects I experienced from 2cb, the short trip was incredibly beautiful. I found myself thanking god very sincerely for my contact with these wonderful chemicals.
Overall, I think I prefer 2c-e to 2c-b, though I would definitely rather use 2c-b with friends. I think that this chemical is slightly overrated- I think that illegal doesn't necessarily make a better drug- but as this drug gave me much clarity and desire to improve myself and be a better person, I can see where it would be threatening to the government. The best consumers/citizens are those who destroy themselves through purchasing products and sustaining the consumerist model. This may have something to do with it being illegal. I suspect the smart fellows at the top of the DEA actually understand psychedelics and their positive power quite well, and are smart enough to perceive them as a threat to their authority, which they certainly are.
I look forward to increasing the dose with 2c-b and further exploring the very interesting visuals and mental acceleration and appreciation of beauty that it provided!
The dose was 9 mg rectal.
And I fall in love with another phenethylamine.
This was as close to a bad trip as I have had in a while- but I am immensely grateful for this medicine, 2c-b. I had been struggling with the things I have seen on DMT lately, and was hoping to get some perspective and try a new chemical in my arsenal. After 30 minutes I was at a +2, being quite sensitive to light and with time distorting. I went for a walk and was startled by the fact that my experience seemed to be closer to an LSD experience than 2c-e. There were moving textures on surfaces, vague mandala patterns- the same sensitivity to the rainbow undertones of light, and a vague euphoria that was similar to that of 2c-e. Purples were dominant.
While my thoughts were definitely accelerated, this doesn't seem to be as much a thinking drug as 2c-e, though I remained more lucid than on LSD. I became very depressed at about T 1:30. 2c-b seemed to force me to take a look at myself- I realized that I was abusing psychadelics and that I need to be more respectful to these substances- that I need to take better care of my body, and that I've been drinking too much and not focusing enough on my work/school. I felt very lonely and called a friend, met up with him- we talked for a bit. His head seemed to be inflating and deflating like a balloon. After talking with him I felt better. I resolved to quit smoking, to stop drinking alone, and to stop smoking marijuana. I feel I will adhere to these resolutions, though I suspect I will continue to smoke socially while drinking. I don't believe I will ever smoke marijuana again- it is just not a constructive force in my life.
My loneliness and how good I felt when talking with my friend makes me think that 2C-B might be a very social drug- it definitely amplifies whatever you're feeling. With good friends having fun I'm sure it would amplify the fun. I really enjoyed music with 2C-B. I came down rather quickly- something I like about the rectal administration. I still didn't understand my DMT experiences- I am still quite confused- but I adjusted my smoking technique and tried again later that night. Possibly due to the calming after affects I experienced from 2cb, the short trip was incredibly beautiful. I found myself thanking god very sincerely for my contact with these wonderful chemicals.
Overall, I think I prefer 2c-e to 2c-b, though I would definitely rather use 2c-b with friends. I think that this chemical is slightly overrated- I think that illegal doesn't necessarily make a better drug- but as this drug gave me much clarity and desire to improve myself and be a better person, I can see where it would be threatening to the government. The best consumers/citizens are those who destroy themselves through purchasing products and sustaining the consumerist model. This may have something to do with it being illegal. I suspect the smart fellows at the top of the DEA actually understand psychedelics and their positive power quite well, and are smart enough to perceive them as a threat to their authority, which they certainly are.
I look forward to increasing the dose with 2c-b and further exploring the very interesting visuals and mental acceleration and appreciation of beauty that it provided!
