Winchester77
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Alright guys, this is more of a vent I'm guessing than anything, but knowledge is always appreciated.
I took 25i-nbome under the assumption it was lsd, goddamn drug dealers, dirty fucks, he'll get his (also my fault for not testing but I've known the guy for a while, never thought he'd do me dirty.)
Took two hits (sugar cubes) because I thought each hit was half hits of lsd, ended up being a full dose hit (from my best educated guess due to the event that follows). So 15 minutes in I can tell "ah shit I'm fucked." Luckily I'm able to contact a friend who's able to pick me up and get me to an emergency room. By then my hands and arms are shaking uncontrollably, dystonia/seizure/clonus symptoms are running rampant though I'm doing my best to control them.
I feel like passing out and like my body is filled with poison and that I'm going to die, my body felt like giving up and my mind felt like it was caving in on itself. I forced conversation on the security guy in order to not get lost in this disgusting, bastardized, poor wannabe excuse of a psychedelic trip. I can barely speak the best way I can describe it is a forced, hammered stutter due to your thoughts continually being forced upon themselves.
Eventually I get put on valium to stop the spastic jerking movements (valiums awesome) which is great because it can't be good for your mind/body to be constantly jerking your arms and body in an uncontrollable fashion for 5+ hours. Anyway proceed with everything get home do whatever, walk around cause I think well since the valium is reducing the amphetamine like effects of this shit drug I'm still on lsd so I'll enjoy best I can, since I was under the impression that it was still lsd though maybe laced with an amphetamine or something like that.
Next day do my research find it out its 25i (which I remembered reading about back in the day and why I picked up from this guy cause I thought I could trust him and had picked up pure lsd in the past from him, lifes funny like that) read about people dying go fuck, fuck drug dealers fuck shitty bastards fuck research chemicals and fuck fuck fuck.
Where I'm at now is it's been 3 weeks and I'm having heavy motor/mental function issues regarding in the moment things. My memory's fine more or less, but whenever I'm doing something my hand eye coordination is utterly destroyed, and my ability to speak has taken an absolute nosedive. And the front of my brain constantly feels like hell, overall I'm noticeably dumber than before. Because of all that my social skills (ability so speak interact) are really bad right now, which is frustrating for how long its been and I hate being a bummer around people.
So my question to you is, why. I've done my research best I can and I'm not expecting too many insightful answers not cause any of you aren't capable, but because the drug has only been around for like 10 years and the research just isn't there.
tl;dr Took 25i nbome thinking it was lsd (fuck drug dealers), had seizure/dystonia/clonus symptoms
Brain feels utterly fucked, fried, hand eye coordination and ability to speak has taken a nose dive (i'm dumber compared to before, and because of that my social skills are horrendously fucked, probably the worst part about all of this)
critical thinking skills don't seem to be effected. Only in the moment, quick acting type thinking or physical movements are very fucked.
wondering why and if theres anyway to counteract these dulling/dumbing effects on my mental acuity and physical hand eye coordination acuity.
Also as a sidenote I'll add that yeah I know some of you fuckers take this drug and are happy as hell and will defend this drug like the lack of perspective bastards you are. Fuck you.
Thanks in advance.
(Note this post was originally posted on reddit, reposting here for more perspectives)
I took 25i-nbome under the assumption it was lsd, goddamn drug dealers, dirty fucks, he'll get his (also my fault for not testing but I've known the guy for a while, never thought he'd do me dirty.)
Took two hits (sugar cubes) because I thought each hit was half hits of lsd, ended up being a full dose hit (from my best educated guess due to the event that follows). So 15 minutes in I can tell "ah shit I'm fucked." Luckily I'm able to contact a friend who's able to pick me up and get me to an emergency room. By then my hands and arms are shaking uncontrollably, dystonia/seizure/clonus symptoms are running rampant though I'm doing my best to control them.
I feel like passing out and like my body is filled with poison and that I'm going to die, my body felt like giving up and my mind felt like it was caving in on itself. I forced conversation on the security guy in order to not get lost in this disgusting, bastardized, poor wannabe excuse of a psychedelic trip. I can barely speak the best way I can describe it is a forced, hammered stutter due to your thoughts continually being forced upon themselves.
Eventually I get put on valium to stop the spastic jerking movements (valiums awesome) which is great because it can't be good for your mind/body to be constantly jerking your arms and body in an uncontrollable fashion for 5+ hours. Anyway proceed with everything get home do whatever, walk around cause I think well since the valium is reducing the amphetamine like effects of this shit drug I'm still on lsd so I'll enjoy best I can, since I was under the impression that it was still lsd though maybe laced with an amphetamine or something like that.
Next day do my research find it out its 25i (which I remembered reading about back in the day and why I picked up from this guy cause I thought I could trust him and had picked up pure lsd in the past from him, lifes funny like that) read about people dying go fuck, fuck drug dealers fuck shitty bastards fuck research chemicals and fuck fuck fuck.
Where I'm at now is it's been 3 weeks and I'm having heavy motor/mental function issues regarding in the moment things. My memory's fine more or less, but whenever I'm doing something my hand eye coordination is utterly destroyed, and my ability to speak has taken an absolute nosedive. And the front of my brain constantly feels like hell, overall I'm noticeably dumber than before. Because of all that my social skills (ability so speak interact) are really bad right now, which is frustrating for how long its been and I hate being a bummer around people.
So my question to you is, why. I've done my research best I can and I'm not expecting too many insightful answers not cause any of you aren't capable, but because the drug has only been around for like 10 years and the research just isn't there.
tl;dr Took 25i nbome thinking it was lsd (fuck drug dealers), had seizure/dystonia/clonus symptoms
Brain feels utterly fucked, fried, hand eye coordination and ability to speak has taken a nose dive (i'm dumber compared to before, and because of that my social skills are horrendously fucked, probably the worst part about all of this)
critical thinking skills don't seem to be effected. Only in the moment, quick acting type thinking or physical movements are very fucked.
wondering why and if theres anyway to counteract these dulling/dumbing effects on my mental acuity and physical hand eye coordination acuity.
Also as a sidenote I'll add that yeah I know some of you fuckers take this drug and are happy as hell and will defend this drug like the lack of perspective bastards you are. Fuck you.
Thanks in advance.
(Note this post was originally posted on reddit, reposting here for more perspectives)