Hello everyone, I wanna start by giving some info on myself, I'm a male 22 yo 170 pounds 5'11, I'm pretty experienced in drugs as far as psycodelic or hallucinations go ive done LSD, Mushrooms, 25I 2-cb and most recently 25d. I had one of the strangest experiences in my life when I took 25d. I'm gonna try to make this as understandable as possible.
I'll start off my report on friday, I was at a music festival and through the course of that day from 5pm-1am I had taken 3 blue cubic Mickey mouse x tabs and 1 Molly and my friend and I were looking for Lucy for Saturday and we ended up meeting a really cool guy who we saturday ended up meeting with. He didn't have actual lsd but he said he had 25d which rung a bell to me because I've done 25I several occasions and never had a bad experience with, that way he described it was the visuals were better with less of a body high which I was okay with. So fast forward a bit.
Around 4:30pm Saturday we head over to the festival and we each drop a strip at about 5pm, before we left the car we took a second one at abound 5:30pm and proceeded to wait in line with everyone else, the come up was smooth and not overwelming but I noticed that visuals were a lot stronger than 25i, so after about an hour when we finally got in and went straight to the portopotty to take the rest of the 25d out of my sock, well once I was in the portopotty I realized it was physically impossible to take it out of my sock, I was uncomfortable and feeling very claustrophobic, for some reason I could see everyone standing outside through the walls. I got out as fast as I could and went find my buddy as I was dying for water, at this point it was around 7:30 and my favorite dj was about to start his set, so we went to the main stage and starting watching, this is when things start getting very very strange, note: this was a Halloween festival so lots of masks and costumes! At this point I'm in a dream like state, from about 8:00pm until 11:30pm everything I'm experiencing is part reality and part of my trip. I'm heading the music but the stage, the crowd and the lights aren't exactly what I was experiencing, I kept repeating in my dream like state and in reality, "Water, Drugs, Girls, Alcohol, Music" over and over and over again, I kept seeing the girls I had gotten with the night before and I was still repeating those 5 words. It seemed like I was fading in and out of my trip, because my friend had noticed the way I was acting so he was defintely helping me out making me feel more comfortable.
Now this is where things get very strange, my friend rescued me from this bad trip and walked me to the car but to me I felt like I was walking with about 20 people, and surrounded by cops, and then I kindve blacked out for a moment, and then I was in the car all of a sudden, i kept seeing the girl I was with friday was in the car with us with all her friends but she really wasnt, at this point my friend is recording what I'm saying and its pretty scary, again I keep repeating those 5 words, and rapidly saying WATER WATER WATER WATER WATER, I don't know why but I felt like i was dying, eventually in my lucid state I was solely responsible for the end of the world and the faster i kept repeating the 5 words i talked about, more time was added onto my existence, I know it sounds goofy but I cannot stress to you how real this all felt, I started crying because I felt like I was letting everyone down. Well as this "timer" went down faster and faster I evetually gave up and stopped talking and was just accepting my fate for some reason, and right as I was going to die my friend woke me up both in the trip and in reality, but when I finally came out of it everything around me like my friends and the girls who weren't really there, Dissapeared. My buddy kept asking me and for some reason just like that I was out of it, I was lost and confused and wasn't sure if I was really in reality yet, it was 11:30pm(ish) and I had no recollection of leaving the festival or even being at the festival. Though I even recorded video while I was there.
I just have so many questions as to why this happened, it almost like I was sleep walking but tripping and dreaming all at once. I've never had any trip like that before. I'm sorry its not so clear its just hard to gather all of what happened. If you have any questions that could help you understand please ask away. I want to know if there was a deeper meaning to what happened or if I just took too much or what. It didn't change me emotionally or change the way I look at life or anything like that but it definitely left me puzzled.. Thanks guys
I'll start off my report on friday, I was at a music festival and through the course of that day from 5pm-1am I had taken 3 blue cubic Mickey mouse x tabs and 1 Molly and my friend and I were looking for Lucy for Saturday and we ended up meeting a really cool guy who we saturday ended up meeting with. He didn't have actual lsd but he said he had 25d which rung a bell to me because I've done 25I several occasions and never had a bad experience with, that way he described it was the visuals were better with less of a body high which I was okay with. So fast forward a bit.
Around 4:30pm Saturday we head over to the festival and we each drop a strip at about 5pm, before we left the car we took a second one at abound 5:30pm and proceeded to wait in line with everyone else, the come up was smooth and not overwelming but I noticed that visuals were a lot stronger than 25i, so after about an hour when we finally got in and went straight to the portopotty to take the rest of the 25d out of my sock, well once I was in the portopotty I realized it was physically impossible to take it out of my sock, I was uncomfortable and feeling very claustrophobic, for some reason I could see everyone standing outside through the walls. I got out as fast as I could and went find my buddy as I was dying for water, at this point it was around 7:30 and my favorite dj was about to start his set, so we went to the main stage and starting watching, this is when things start getting very very strange, note: this was a Halloween festival so lots of masks and costumes! At this point I'm in a dream like state, from about 8:00pm until 11:30pm everything I'm experiencing is part reality and part of my trip. I'm heading the music but the stage, the crowd and the lights aren't exactly what I was experiencing, I kept repeating in my dream like state and in reality, "Water, Drugs, Girls, Alcohol, Music" over and over and over again, I kept seeing the girls I had gotten with the night before and I was still repeating those 5 words. It seemed like I was fading in and out of my trip, because my friend had noticed the way I was acting so he was defintely helping me out making me feel more comfortable.
Now this is where things get very strange, my friend rescued me from this bad trip and walked me to the car but to me I felt like I was walking with about 20 people, and surrounded by cops, and then I kindve blacked out for a moment, and then I was in the car all of a sudden, i kept seeing the girl I was with friday was in the car with us with all her friends but she really wasnt, at this point my friend is recording what I'm saying and its pretty scary, again I keep repeating those 5 words, and rapidly saying WATER WATER WATER WATER WATER, I don't know why but I felt like i was dying, eventually in my lucid state I was solely responsible for the end of the world and the faster i kept repeating the 5 words i talked about, more time was added onto my existence, I know it sounds goofy but I cannot stress to you how real this all felt, I started crying because I felt like I was letting everyone down. Well as this "timer" went down faster and faster I evetually gave up and stopped talking and was just accepting my fate for some reason, and right as I was going to die my friend woke me up both in the trip and in reality, but when I finally came out of it everything around me like my friends and the girls who weren't really there, Dissapeared. My buddy kept asking me and for some reason just like that I was out of it, I was lost and confused and wasn't sure if I was really in reality yet, it was 11:30pm(ish) and I had no recollection of leaving the festival or even being at the festival. Though I even recorded video while I was there.
I just have so many questions as to why this happened, it almost like I was sleep walking but tripping and dreaming all at once. I've never had any trip like that before. I'm sorry its not so clear its just hard to gather all of what happened. If you have any questions that could help you understand please ask away. I want to know if there was a deeper meaning to what happened or if I just took too much or what. It didn't change me emotionally or change the way I look at life or anything like that but it definitely left me puzzled.. Thanks guys