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Opioids 2 year long opiate user. detoxed for 7 days and used one time.

Stay.Blazed.420

Stay.Blazed.420

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i've been iv'ing opiates every day since january and have been doing them for almost 2 years.

I went to jail and they threw me in the hole and refused to give me my dillys as well as my xanax.

i decided to do it one last time and my script was flushed down the toilet.

is that one use the reason why i feel extra shitty today? what's going on here?

I can't even write with a pen properly. i can't run. My joints are so sore. I feel like i'm dying. holy fuck i can't believe i went cold turkey that long :\
 
yeah if you've been banging d's and last dosed yesterday, you're gonna feel like shit today. im almost in that exact same boat, been banging d's for a year now, am 5 days off and a day off subs and I feel like shit right now. which really sucks cuz my mom needs me to help her with her stroke therapy and idk how the fuck im gonna manage more than 10 min out of the bed or off the toilet.
 
yeah. not. the only thing getting me thru right now is I know I can get off this hellish merry-go-round, i completely dried up for a trip to ATL back in June last year, no w/d over that wonderful weekend, and I have detoxed before. No sleep last night but I didnt wake up in a pool of sweat (that'll probably happen tonight and tomorrow and the next day...) so I call it a draw.

Its kinda amazing how fast track marks disappear when you stop poking holes in yourself.
 
Kid Amine said:
yeah. not. the only thing getting me thru right now is I know I can get off this hellish merry-go-round, i completely dried up for a trip to ATL back in June last year, no w/d over that wonderful weekend, and I have detoxed before. No sleep last night but I didnt wake up in a pool of sweat (that'll probably happen tonight and tomorrow and the next day...) so I call it a draw.

Its kinda amazing how fast track marks disappear when you stop poking holes in yourself.
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ha... you musta not been as rank as i was into it *sigh* (not saying this is in anyway a good thing fyi)

i notice my arms arent as red and scabby buy my track marks are four inches long on each arm, and on two different veins on each arm as well. I always needa wear long sleeved shirts now
 
Stay.Blazed.420 said:
ha... you musta not been as rank as i was into it *sigh* (not saying this is in anyway a good thing fyi)

i notice my arms arent as red and scabby buy my track marks are four inches long on each arm, and on two different veins on each arm as well. I always needa wear long sleeved shirts now
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I have similar battle scars, but not the point that I cant wear a short sleeve shirt. The only reason is cuz I typically hit veins that most junkies dont, so my marks are not in 'typical' locations (crook of the arm, etc).

I had one that was literally like a train track, a whole bunch of holes in a row, and it was obvious what it was. I took a knife and sliced thru all of it, so it would be one big fucking scar, something that was more explainable than a bunch of tiny marks. To this day I still have that scar, but at least it doesnt look like track marks. :|

I also kinda lucked out in that my scars heal close to the color of my skin, so they dont stick out so badly.
 
i allways wondered if you allready been a addticted to a drug once, will you tolerance will grow faster as your body are "trained" if you will for that drug?, i think my tolerance got very big much faster at my second run even tho i started will lesser amount then i used before

sorry for hijacking the thread, just i wondered maybe thats why you fell ill so quickly? or people seems to faster get right back to start tolerance wice even tho you dont do it as much as before the pause/clean time
 
emingos said:
i allways wondered if you allready been a addticted to a drug once, will you tolerance will grow faster as your body are "trained" if you will for that drug?, i think my tolerance got very big much faster at my second run even tho i started will lesser amount then i used before

sorry for hijacking the thread, just i wondered maybe thats why you fell ill so quickly? or people seems to faster get right back to start tolerance wice even tho you dont do it as much as before the pause/clean time
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your wording is quite confusing but i'm assuming your question is 'if you've already been hooked once, and then you start up again, does your tolerance grow even faster the second time since your body is used to having the drug in your system'

as for this question i can say as for tolerance - yes it does seem to get higher exponentially faster if you've already been hooked once; i detoxed once before off of a daily habit of IV'ing 24mg daily and when i started up again a week later I used only 12mg for two days and after that i needed to go back to the full dose.
 
yeah, once you have that tolerance, it comes back very quickly. but, it does drop, and this is where a lot of people OD - that first time back, doing what they did when they left off. Im pretty sure that 48mg dilly IVed wouldnt even nod me out right now, but if I was clean for a month... probably be in the ground. That shit is very fiendish for an opiod... no half life really, so I wanna redose in hours. I try to stick to 8mg or less shots, but let me get ahold of a 3ml+ rig... tolerance beyond belief.
 
stay.blazed.420 sorry for the spelling, english is my second langue but that was exactly what i ment to say :)

i blame it all on a few nitrazepam and a joint(the spelling that is) hehe
 
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