Hi there!
After my first trial I threw this stuff away since my girlfriend did not appreciate having me around in that state. She quickly realized that it's not a good idea to take the one thing away from me that has helped me to distance myself from reality and pull me out of my depressive holes (I'm bipolar) every couple of months.
Since I can't reliably get ahold of RS-Ketamine (s isomer blows) anymore and having a 2-Oxo-PCE letter held by German customs, I had to reorder a small amount and was eager to dive into the great beyond once more. I had already used 25mg intravenously, bumped up by another 25mg IM two days before, had also used 50mg intramuscuarly in the morning hours and I decided to dose another 100mg once my girlfriend was asleep - which she agreed to. When she was busy cleaning up the place for several hours and felt I was looking forward to the experience, it was her who suggested that I could dose but needed stay the fuck away from her until she went to bed.
Since the IV dose I administered two days earlier didn't really produce a rush like ketamine would, I IM'ed 100mg dissolved in 2ml water at 8:30pm, one ml to the shoulder and another to the quads and waited to blast off. It took some time to hit me (over 5 minutes) and when it did it really wasn't that spectacular. Boring and uneventful actually, but it did the trick. Two hours later she asked me to roll a joint for her after not having smoked pot for over two weeks. I dragged myself out of bed and even managed to walk over to the living room, holding onto the walls on the way.
I know this may seem unllikely to most, but despite not being able to see much I did manage to roll a joint made of pot and hash. I did actually forget to throw tobacco into the mix but it was fine. After smoking half the joint with her I tried to get back into the bedroom, which I somehow achieved in a crawling manner (not on all fours but actually crawling flat on my stomach, dragging myself up into bed with all my power). I stayed there for the remainder of the trip, occasionally shouting things over to her in the living room about how I was "wide awake on a cognitive level" (bullshit), or how I was "the wolf on wall street minus the money", giggling at the things I did to myself to get a break from reality.
When I woke up in the morning at around 9am some slight motor skill impairment remained, but I was back to baseline within 2 hours. It seems no matter how long I sleep after dissociative experiences, I will always see some lingering effects upon awakening which usually vanish within the first few hours.
I didn't gain any deep insights, travel to the places I would have loved to see and did not get all that enjoyment out of the whole ordeal, but my emerging depression is gone now and I feel like the person I'd probably be if I weren't bipolar.
Do not take 100mg IM as a dosage recommendation, most people will be overwhelmed by anything past 30mg IM and there have been reports of hospitalizations at such doses. I personally would not dose less than 100mg IM again. I had no tolerance at the time and have never really developed any tolerance to dissociatives, not dosage wise anyway.
It did the job and I'm very glad I did it, but it wasn't particularly psychedelic or enjoyable. Still I am surprised to see so few after effects which is a good thing!
EDIT: God i felt fantastic today, no hint of mania whatsoever, very calm, all symptoms of depression gone, good appetite, no motor skill impairment. I love it.
EDIT2: Couldn't see any mania developing, nor did the depression bounce back.
EDIT3: A massive decrease in tolerance to pot, booze and stimulants was observed in the following the days.
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After my first trial I threw this stuff away since my girlfriend did not appreciate having me around in that state. She quickly realized that it's not a good idea to take the one thing away from me that has helped me to distance myself from reality and pull me out of my depressive holes (I'm bipolar) every couple of months.
Since I can't reliably get ahold of RS-Ketamine (s isomer blows) anymore and having a 2-Oxo-PCE letter held by German customs, I had to reorder a small amount and was eager to dive into the great beyond once more. I had already used 25mg intravenously, bumped up by another 25mg IM two days before, had also used 50mg intramuscuarly in the morning hours and I decided to dose another 100mg once my girlfriend was asleep - which she agreed to. When she was busy cleaning up the place for several hours and felt I was looking forward to the experience, it was her who suggested that I could dose but needed stay the fuck away from her until she went to bed.
Since the IV dose I administered two days earlier didn't really produce a rush like ketamine would, I IM'ed 100mg dissolved in 2ml water at 8:30pm, one ml to the shoulder and another to the quads and waited to blast off. It took some time to hit me (over 5 minutes) and when it did it really wasn't that spectacular. Boring and uneventful actually, but it did the trick. Two hours later she asked me to roll a joint for her after not having smoked pot for over two weeks. I dragged myself out of bed and even managed to walk over to the living room, holding onto the walls on the way.
I know this may seem unllikely to most, but despite not being able to see much I did manage to roll a joint made of pot and hash. I did actually forget to throw tobacco into the mix but it was fine. After smoking half the joint with her I tried to get back into the bedroom, which I somehow achieved in a crawling manner (not on all fours but actually crawling flat on my stomach, dragging myself up into bed with all my power). I stayed there for the remainder of the trip, occasionally shouting things over to her in the living room about how I was "wide awake on a cognitive level" (bullshit), or how I was "the wolf on wall street minus the money", giggling at the things I did to myself to get a break from reality.
When I woke up in the morning at around 9am some slight motor skill impairment remained, but I was back to baseline within 2 hours. It seems no matter how long I sleep after dissociative experiences, I will always see some lingering effects upon awakening which usually vanish within the first few hours.
I didn't gain any deep insights, travel to the places I would have loved to see and did not get all that enjoyment out of the whole ordeal, but my emerging depression is gone now and I feel like the person I'd probably be if I weren't bipolar.
Do not take 100mg IM as a dosage recommendation, most people will be overwhelmed by anything past 30mg IM and there have been reports of hospitalizations at such doses. I personally would not dose less than 100mg IM again. I had no tolerance at the time and have never really developed any tolerance to dissociatives, not dosage wise anyway.
It did the job and I'm very glad I did it, but it wasn't particularly psychedelic or enjoyable. Still I am surprised to see so few after effects which is a good thing!
EDIT: God i felt fantastic today, no hint of mania whatsoever, very calm, all symptoms of depression gone, good appetite, no motor skill impairment. I love it.
EDIT2: Couldn't see any mania developing, nor did the depression bounce back.
EDIT3: A massive decrease in tolerance to pot, booze and stimulants was observed in the following the days.
Tagged by Xorkoth
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). I will check the thread for updates on your mood/health. Be good.
