2 more days, 2 more nights...

[x eNiGmA kiD x]

two more days
two more nights
here
in this type of life
tossing and turning
in this old bed
being
in the same city as you
I hate the fact I never bump
in to you, when I'm all dressed up
and full of guts again
I know you're still here
somewhere, lost in your new life
without me,
with someone else
that's not me
just two more days
two more nights
I'm leaving
to somewhere new
a new beginning
far... far away from you
& the people that knew of us
that still mention your name
I'm leaving behind all those
bittersweet memories
in a box...
my heart's in there too
& when I'll think of love
I think of that box,
in that city
where I left,
where you live
I'll think of a far away you
two more... of everything's
before I leave
cuz I'm headed over the states
all of them, far from the past
to the islands of sweet utopia
where I'll pray for another chance
for a new beginning,
in that new city,
with someone else...
that's not the thought of you.
two more...
days...
nights...
tears...
my past with you...
this city can have it all...
not me,
I'm leaving.
[ 27 May 2002: Message edited by: x eNiGmA kiD x ]

 

[icy rox]

good for you sweetie!! ohhh, the things I would do for even a chance of getting out of here away from him, know how lucky you are and make the best of your new beginings!! I wish you nothing but happiness!!!
~icy

 

[KHsweety03]

I'm leaving behind all those
bittersweet memories
in a box...
my heart's in there too
God, that just touched me in a way I haven't felt in a while. You express you feelings very well. Keep writing.

 

[frostyangel]

This was the best "feelings" that I have read in awhile..I know this will be hard, because trying to get away from your own mind is one of the hardest things to do...

I hate the fact I never bump
in to you, when I'm all dressed up
and full of guts again
This is an amazing line...I realize how much more we look into presenting ourselves when your not together with that person anymore...and never realize we didn't take that time when we were together...we always want them to see, not only what they are missing, but that we are fully capible of taking good care of ourselves.

I know you're still here
somewhere, lost in your new life
without me
This is also...a line to remember..
but just realize you will be doing the same. and this person will have those little things to remind them of you. No matter what the terms.
And someone once told me, the hardest part is when you realize that your moving on. And that your finally over that person.
Good luck in your travels. I do hope you find everything your looking for.