bennyZA
Bluelighter
So I'm thinking that taking 2-FMA on a regular basis is a very bad idea. I'm trying to finish my novel and I simply can't get the motivation up without stims (mainly because I take some seriously mind dulling meds) and I hate having to find people to sell me over-priced adderall. As a professional writer / editor I think I have a real shot at getting published cause it's a damn fine book so far. To be completely honest I kinda wanna make some serious money as well as blow people's minds. If I do make hella money I don't really plan on living to much longer 
. I'd love to be immortalized like Kurt Cobain. I know this is fucked up, but my life is so fucked up that I'd love to get this book published make some money, start using again until I die, ala Jack Kerouac.
I know this sounds fucked up, but, I know what I'm getting into with addiction and I really, really don't want to live that much longer. So I'm not too worried about long term toxicity, I more worried about not being able to finish the book or dying before I have some real fun.
. I'd love to be immortalized like Kurt Cobain. I know this is fucked up, but my life is so fucked up that I'd love to get this book published make some money, start using again until I die, ala Jack Kerouac. I know this sounds fucked up, but, I know what I'm getting into with addiction and I really, really don't want to live that much longer. So I'm not too worried about long term toxicity, I more worried about not being able to finish the book or dying before I have some real fun.
