I have done lot of times LSD, high doses and good quality, I love the chaotic feeling of DXM which I did so many times, I also strongly did Ketamine some time ago... K it's still, to this day, the most powerful drug that made me feel that the trip itself was reality and life and encapsulated me in a fragment of a an infinite time line.
So, yesterday I was given 60mg 2-CE.
I did 10mg some years ago with LSD and it become the most colorful LSD trip of my life. It was awesome.
So thinking about getting a 'colorful trip' during the night with the hope of sleeping to go to work the next day, I did 20mg 2-CE gelcaps.
It took almost like an hour to start. My stomach was empty, except that I did 400mg Tramadol just some hours before. I wasn't planning on doing nor getting 2-CE, but I found it irresistible. Thankfully, I did like 6mg Clonazepam before with the Tramadol. I also did 0,2mg Clonidine. I did wake up that day with a 200mg Modafinil dose to go to my job as usual.
Well, I wasn't expecting something like this at all. It was the most mind blowing trip of my life. I think I enjoyed the the trip pretty well for something so mindfucking to happen.
The trip had a subtle feeling to K, a lot to LSD, and a lot to 'something else' that I never experienced before. The drug potenced the Tramadol to the sky, I was getting an opiate feeling almost as strong as Oxycodone. It's hard to tell, yeah, but it enhanced ^3 the opiate feeling.
And, along with this, I was having the most powerful OEVs of my life (but not CEVs, K still holds the 1st pole in spiritual change and CEVs totally out of control).
What was so awesome to me about 2-CE? that the entire trip if I wanted to 'come back' from a mental loop/hole, I could do it instantly and act pretty ok.
But, and finally, what CHANGED my life with 2-CE, was the mental sharpness during the trip, asking to myself so many questions and answering them SO logically, feeling like I was constructing 'layers of sense' to think the best LOGICAL way for my present and future.
Words alone cannot describe a 2-CE trip. It is really hardcore, and lot of moments during the trip I figured how easily a person can go insane with this.
It wasn't very 'spiritual', it was a constructive trip. I remember during the plateau, how many things I was able to 'decipher' so easily, things that I needed an answer all my life, and 2-CE temporally 'reconstructed' my brain to answer them.
I thought a lot about my job and mentally judged almost all the trip about the life I was doing. After no one knows how many mental loops and layers of answers to prevent about looping the same thought again, I was able to get further and further to the answer, to the core itself.
It was just me being me. Me doing what I loved, failing when I wasn't interested in something, and succeeding when I really wanted something.
The aftereffects/day after felt so marked with the thoughts I had during my trip that I was decided to don't skip my job, even if I was mentally totally calm. I took some Pseudoephedrine and Modafinil to wake me up for work, but it felt like a cup coffee. I was mentally neutral, and all my senses were totally sharp.
I don't know what will happen from now on. I feel like I wake up from a very long dream, and now I'm ready to face anything -if I want to.
I still have 40mg 2-CE which I really don't know what I will do with it. I don't feel like I need to repeat the trip again, at least soon. It's not that I didn't enjoy it, it's like.. you have to respect the drug.
I just want to relax on my bed and sleep now. I'm very tired. I feel neutral. Not happy, but mentally sharp. But I'm so tired.
2-CE gave me all the answers my inner self asked. The neutral feeling it's unique.
I don't have anything more to say.
So, yesterday I was given 60mg 2-CE.
I did 10mg some years ago with LSD and it become the most colorful LSD trip of my life. It was awesome.
So thinking about getting a 'colorful trip' during the night with the hope of sleeping to go to work the next day, I did 20mg 2-CE gelcaps.
It took almost like an hour to start. My stomach was empty, except that I did 400mg Tramadol just some hours before. I wasn't planning on doing nor getting 2-CE, but I found it irresistible. Thankfully, I did like 6mg Clonazepam before with the Tramadol. I also did 0,2mg Clonidine. I did wake up that day with a 200mg Modafinil dose to go to my job as usual.
Well, I wasn't expecting something like this at all. It was the most mind blowing trip of my life. I think I enjoyed the the trip pretty well for something so mindfucking to happen.
The trip had a subtle feeling to K, a lot to LSD, and a lot to 'something else' that I never experienced before. The drug potenced the Tramadol to the sky, I was getting an opiate feeling almost as strong as Oxycodone. It's hard to tell, yeah, but it enhanced ^3 the opiate feeling.
And, along with this, I was having the most powerful OEVs of my life (but not CEVs, K still holds the 1st pole in spiritual change and CEVs totally out of control).
What was so awesome to me about 2-CE? that the entire trip if I wanted to 'come back' from a mental loop/hole, I could do it instantly and act pretty ok.
But, and finally, what CHANGED my life with 2-CE, was the mental sharpness during the trip, asking to myself so many questions and answering them SO logically, feeling like I was constructing 'layers of sense' to think the best LOGICAL way for my present and future.
Words alone cannot describe a 2-CE trip. It is really hardcore, and lot of moments during the trip I figured how easily a person can go insane with this.
It wasn't very 'spiritual', it was a constructive trip. I remember during the plateau, how many things I was able to 'decipher' so easily, things that I needed an answer all my life, and 2-CE temporally 'reconstructed' my brain to answer them.
I thought a lot about my job and mentally judged almost all the trip about the life I was doing. After no one knows how many mental loops and layers of answers to prevent about looping the same thought again, I was able to get further and further to the answer, to the core itself.
It was just me being me. Me doing what I loved, failing when I wasn't interested in something, and succeeding when I really wanted something.
The aftereffects/day after felt so marked with the thoughts I had during my trip that I was decided to don't skip my job, even if I was mentally totally calm. I took some Pseudoephedrine and Modafinil to wake me up for work, but it felt like a cup coffee. I was mentally neutral, and all my senses were totally sharp.
I don't know what will happen from now on. I feel like I wake up from a very long dream, and now I'm ready to face anything -if I want to.
I still have 40mg 2-CE which I really don't know what I will do with it. I don't feel like I need to repeat the trip again, at least soon. It's not that I didn't enjoy it, it's like.. you have to respect the drug.
I just want to relax on my bed and sleep now. I'm very tired. I feel neutral. Not happy, but mentally sharp. But I'm so tired.
2-CE gave me all the answers my inner self asked. The neutral feeling it's unique.
I don't have anything more to say.
