The most gnawing feeling at the moment is that I cannot admit to myself that I feel the full effect. For the most part, probably due to the lack of visual effects, but in general there is nothing cardinal. Perhaps I feel a certain sharpening of perception, everything is so bright, etc., but again, this is not enough to say that it was a full-fledged trip. I'll try again in 7 days at x2-3 dosage.
Fuck, I'd rather have an intense bad trip than constantly pester myself that something is wrong. I was a fan of stimulants, but I understood how ruinous it was in the long run. Psychedelics were promising in terms of expectations, I was tired of mental dependence on stimulants, and in general I wanted something more.