CretiNation
Bluelighter
A romantic interest of mine came over last night around 10pm with 7g of mushrooms, we'll call her E. Minutes before this one of my best friends came over unexpectedly because she had been drinking and doing coke that night and just wanted to come over to smoke and go to sleep, we'll call her T. T has this problem with extreme anger and jealousy, which is probably the real reason she came over in the first place and the reason she decided to do the mushrooms as well. So we split the quarter between 3 people.
I boiled up the mushrooms, added tea bags and poured 3 glasses of tea. E and I started drinking the tea while I rolled a spliff. T joined us and we smoked. But as soon as T came in the room to start drinking hers E and I were already feeling the shrooms coming on. At this same moment, T started running her mouth non-stop, and I mean just constant, cracked-out blabbing. This immediately made E and I extremely uncomfortable and we ended up walking around the apartment trying to decide what we should do to shake the *weirdness* that we couldn't seem to get over. I could tell E was very very uncomortable as she didn't really know my roommates or friends that were there, and she had never been to my place before. I knew exactly how she felt, but before I could try to help her out I needed to find a safe place where I would feel better.
T said she didn't feel the mushrooms yet and despite me telling her not to she invited a friend over that she hates so she could fight with him or something. I didn't want to have anything to do with her or that, or my roommates drinking in the living room. I had to find a place where I could get comfortable.
So E and I went into one of my roommates rooms who was gone for the weekend and we turned off the lights and sat in his room, away from the commotion of the rest of the apartment. The weirdness was still there though, neither of us knew what to do with ourselves. Eventually I moved to the bed and told E she should do the same. The peak was starting to come up and we were both just laying on the bed thinking and thinking, we both still felt like there was a blanket of awkwardness smothering us. At this point the door was closed, the room was dark, not pitch black, and I didn't care or even think what was going on outside.
I had been thinking about it for a while and so I finally just blurted out "so do you wanna give me a backrub or something?" and E immediately said "YES!... I mean... you need to give me one too." As soon as she touched me all the weirdness evaporated and the trip turned around completely. We were just laying on the bed touching each other, talking and tripping. It was really sexual but there wasn't one sexual thought in my head, I was just having a beautiful time. The walls were pulsating and the ceiling was shifting and swirling, I never knew I could see so many colors in the dark. So you can imagine my shock when I closed my eyes and I started flying through a galaxy of colors and shapes.
We were holding each other laying on the bed talking about things we had seemed to have talked about a thousand times before, every once in a while remembering that "oh right, we're tripping!" We'd laugh, think so hard, and mention it again and laugh. At one point though, we both became worried to death about T, we didn't know if she was tripping, how she was doing or anything. E and I had found our safe place and I was so content I wanted T to join us, I wanted her to have a safe place too. I got up and went outside to check how she was, my roommates told me she was out in the hallway with her friend, which made me feel soooo much better. I went back to my place with E and we layed there for a while, I was telling her how much I wanted to kiss her, but I couldn't because I was sick and I didn't want to get her sick or gross her out. I kissed her neck for a while and we layed there. Still, I wasn't having sexual thoughts, I just couldn't imagine doing anything else at that moment in time.
Then all of the sudden I hear our apartment door slam and I hear T screaming outside the room. Neither E or I got up, we just listened, it sounded like T left. Apparently she had thought she was in the hall talking and crying to me and once she found out it was her other friend she flipped out and came into the apartment looking for me. My roommate told her where we were and she lost it and left with her friend. Shortly after we started to get really worried about her again so I called her and she was ok. I went back to my place with E and the rest of the night happened. It was amazing.
I boiled up the mushrooms, added tea bags and poured 3 glasses of tea. E and I started drinking the tea while I rolled a spliff. T joined us and we smoked. But as soon as T came in the room to start drinking hers E and I were already feeling the shrooms coming on. At this same moment, T started running her mouth non-stop, and I mean just constant, cracked-out blabbing. This immediately made E and I extremely uncomfortable and we ended up walking around the apartment trying to decide what we should do to shake the *weirdness* that we couldn't seem to get over. I could tell E was very very uncomortable as she didn't really know my roommates or friends that were there, and she had never been to my place before. I knew exactly how she felt, but before I could try to help her out I needed to find a safe place where I would feel better.
T said she didn't feel the mushrooms yet and despite me telling her not to she invited a friend over that she hates so she could fight with him or something. I didn't want to have anything to do with her or that, or my roommates drinking in the living room. I had to find a place where I could get comfortable.
So E and I went into one of my roommates rooms who was gone for the weekend and we turned off the lights and sat in his room, away from the commotion of the rest of the apartment. The weirdness was still there though, neither of us knew what to do with ourselves. Eventually I moved to the bed and told E she should do the same. The peak was starting to come up and we were both just laying on the bed thinking and thinking, we both still felt like there was a blanket of awkwardness smothering us. At this point the door was closed, the room was dark, not pitch black, and I didn't care or even think what was going on outside.
I had been thinking about it for a while and so I finally just blurted out "so do you wanna give me a backrub or something?" and E immediately said "YES!... I mean... you need to give me one too." As soon as she touched me all the weirdness evaporated and the trip turned around completely. We were just laying on the bed touching each other, talking and tripping. It was really sexual but there wasn't one sexual thought in my head, I was just having a beautiful time. The walls were pulsating and the ceiling was shifting and swirling, I never knew I could see so many colors in the dark. So you can imagine my shock when I closed my eyes and I started flying through a galaxy of colors and shapes.
We were holding each other laying on the bed talking about things we had seemed to have talked about a thousand times before, every once in a while remembering that "oh right, we're tripping!" We'd laugh, think so hard, and mention it again and laugh. At one point though, we both became worried to death about T, we didn't know if she was tripping, how she was doing or anything. E and I had found our safe place and I was so content I wanted T to join us, I wanted her to have a safe place too. I got up and went outside to check how she was, my roommates told me she was out in the hallway with her friend, which made me feel soooo much better. I went back to my place with E and we layed there for a while, I was telling her how much I wanted to kiss her, but I couldn't because I was sick and I didn't want to get her sick or gross her out. I kissed her neck for a while and we layed there. Still, I wasn't having sexual thoughts, I just couldn't imagine doing anything else at that moment in time.
Then all of the sudden I hear our apartment door slam and I hear T screaming outside the room. Neither E or I got up, we just listened, it sounded like T left. Apparently she had thought she was in the hall talking and crying to me and once she found out it was her other friend she flipped out and came into the apartment looking for me. My roommate told her where we were and she lost it and left with her friend. Shortly after we started to get really worried about her again so I called her and she was ok. I went back to my place with E and the rest of the night happened. It was amazing.
