Ekstasis-//7
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Note: The 2C-T-2 I took maybe weaker than normal. I had read a comment from another person who bought from the same company as me. He stated that although his first time, he found he needed 40mg to reach a similar trip as reported elsewhere by others on 20mg. Others have reported the colour and quality of the 2C-T-2 from this source is good. I did some tests taking small amounts the week before this trip and it seemed pretty mild, no real trip was reached.
20mgs was weighed out and thrown in a glass. Another 10mgs weighed and put in a bag to go. 1:10am 20mgs drunk in juice. Nice, 2C taste masked. Next 25 minutes, some nervousness. Chem was taken on fairly empty stomach so I think nervousness was from the 2C-T-2. Around 1:35am I glance at the window and it pulses lightly as my eyes relax. Then my eyes focus and it stops. I figure enough time has passed that I can eat without it slowing the onset so I eat a little just to help against possible nausea. I decide to have a drink to even out some of the nervousness. Irish cream liquor. Yep I reckon, chic drinks should be lighter on the stomach than the usual spirits. Not really looking forward to the 2C-T-2 nausea I've read about so trying to be careful. 1:50am I feel something more could just be from the alcohol. Unsettled stomach now. I mix up another double Irish cream and mix with some milk. Nausea vs nervousness/anxiety I figure. I want to stay in a happy frame of mind so I down the drink. Tasted awful. Nausea getting worse. Next few minutes I hit the bathroom. I feel the intensity has increased quite a bit. I don't yok but the nausia isn't good. The alcohol was a bad idea. Trying to keep positive, don't want to go into a fear/nausea cycle like on Hawiian Baby Woodrose seeds. Things feel kind of not right. I think the trip is starting or I could just be a bit afraid and the alcohol is what is making me feel whacked. Time is around 2:15 and I take off into the Canadian forest.
I walk by street lights that seem really bright. Sound of dirt & gravel is under my boots sounds really loud. I am still unsure if my altered state is mostly from the couple of drinks I've had. I'm thinking about about my life but there is no headfuck or real tangent or insightful thoughts. Street lights end and then I'm just on dark dirt trails in the forest. I can see tall dark pine trees surrounding me and patches of starlit sky. The darkness and the trees make me feel really paranoid now. I am afraid to look to my left or right. I occasionally see black shadows and my imagination makes me wonder if it is a bear or mountain lion. I hear some small noises in the bushes as I walk. This is black bear country. Mountain lions are not out of the question here either. Normally I'm not so afraid. I've run into bears many times before but I guess night time is a different story for my fear/paranoia... Trying to focus on the beauty of being out in this amazing place and think about higher thoughts, questions and meanings.
I come to a wooden gate and a path a few minutes away from a lake. I'm still pretty freaked out. I stand, leaning against the gate. I have a feeling that I want to wait and see what is in the bushes and shadows around me. There defiantly sounds like there's something rustling around in there and I'm not imagining it. The more I think about it and look for it, the more it freaks me out. I decide it's better to try and think about something else. I look at the night sky and look around me. I think about why I am out here and what questions I have on my mind. I feel strands of spider web on my hands and on my face. I try and wipe them off. I can't easily, either its real sticky or I am totally imagining the feeling of spider webs on me. I begin thinking of the symbol of spiders web (in native mythology) and being caught in it. Spider is the dream weaver. I am caught in the web and in a bad way. My dreams have died and I am caught in a negative way of thinking about the future. Yeah this is pretty much where I am. It also reminds me of my first psychedelic trip I had years ago on tree datura where I saw black spiders all over the walls.. I realise I was in a really depressed state back then probably because I had no dreams and nothing to look forward to. I decide to walk on towards the lake.
It's somewhere around 2:45 and I have reached a clearing near a lake. I take a look at the sky which is totally clear tonight. The stars are awesome. I can't help but think about the broken dreams that have troubled me over the last few months. It all started from that 1/4 ounce mushroom trip out in the forest 2 years ago and what I saw and heard that night. I thought I saw a glimpse into my future that night or at the very least I saw a possibility of a path I had never even considered. Now 2 years later I am back in this place trying to follow this dream and at the same time trying to work out if parts of it were real or not. I ask for help and to understand what it all meant and what I should do about it now.
I hear a couple of people talking and walking away fairly close by. This weirds me out a bit. I'm not really tripping much but I feel a bit uncomfortable about having to talk with anybody in case some headfuck kicks in when I begin to talk or something. Luckily they don't hit the path I'm on and so don't see or hear me, they pass on by. I walk on down to the lake. It looks pretty damn wikked. Luminous blue mountains only half in view above the tree line and the water of the lake. Stars all over the place. I walk towards the lake and all of a sudden feel some strong feeling. Like when I go off alone on a MDMA come up. Like where don't push away the feeling inside that has been bothering me for a while but acknowledge it instead. I don't know why I feel this way. I just do. I walk over to a bench and sit down. I need to relax. I am kind of sad there hasn't been any real push for insights or solutions to things I think about. I lay down and look at the stars. My eyes go a little out of focus every now and then which is annoying. Some of the stars appear green then red then yellow. There aren't any real visuals or patterns though. There just isn't the raw power in this trip that I expected so I decide the 10mg booster might be the go.
At 3:15 I take the 10mg booster with water. Tastes gross but nothing as strong as 2C-C tastes. I go back and lay down on the bench and stare at the stars. I focus on one bright star it moves towards a satellite that is travelling across the sky. The star then stops. I stare at it and it spins on the spot then stops. I look away then back again and it starts cruising across the sky. So there's some visual effects going on. As I lye there relaxing at one point I notice a whole pattern of stars become brighter for a second. I realise my eye is unfocussing for a second but it isn't long enough to get some good visuals. I manage to get it to unfocus for a bit again and see the pattern of super bright stars. They extend across the sky down onto the trees. It looks like a massive spider constellation. It reminds me of a scene from the show Tripods I used to watch as a kid. I hang out there for a while. Some shooting stars streak across the sky. I occasionally dosed off and for a few seconds and began dreaming. Nothing I can remember too much. I am really relaxed now but I'm also pretty cold and I decide to head back.
I can choose between some shorter trails that are better lit and end up in residential areas or take the dark forest trails which goes all the way back to my place. I take the forest trails. I really want to face my fears. Black shadows out of the corner of my eyes have been driving me nuts. I took some long pretty dark trails that I hadn't been on before. It gives me time to think about things. At some points I am really relaxed others totally freaked out. It's common that I hear rustling leaves from something nearby every now and then and this is no hallucination. I keep pushing on and try not to worry. At one point I hear a strong thud nearby. Not good. I've head the bears do this to warn you are in their area and to back off. Should I turn back or stand still? I pray for help and walk on slowly. I eventually come out close to were I started. The street lights are way too bright. My eyes must be pretty dilated. I'm tired and this isn't taking me anywhere. It's around 4:30 and I head home. By 4:50 I'm in bed. I am awake and in and out of sleep for a bit but feel quite tired and soon I'm out. I awake for a bit in around 3 hours time. The sleepy state makes it stronger. My shorts hanging up look like for a second one of those wooden figures they had on the front of the old wooden pirate ships. I look over at my roommate and his face looks still and freakish like he is dead.
I wake up after 5 hours and still feel slightly tripped. Feel pretty nice. Tired the next day. I busted open a book I have on native American animal totems and thier symbols. I read on spider which was pretty cool. Talked about getting caught in the web of illusion. Believing too much in the physical reality which can kill dreaming and creative thinking. Also not realising that the present state of bad luck can change at any moment.
Overall I was disappointed. I felt like I was on the verge of getting into a full trip but never got there. I was really hoping this would have some kind of pull to take me somewhere. I felt like most of the time was wasted just with my own normal thoughts going around in my head and. There wasn't anywhere near the power or visuals of my 2C-I or 2C-C trips and yet I'd hoped it would be even deeper more like mushrooms. There was an annoying unsettled stomach most of the way through which was worse than 2C-I or 2C-C. My fault though for aggravating it with alcohol and not having food in my stomach to start with. So what now? 40mg? I think 2Cs don't boost well with me. So I'd have to take it all at once and hope for the best... I think I'll do some more reading before I decide what to do... I really hope this isn't a dud chemical for me...
Sorry to bore you guys. I guess this didn't live up to what I was expecting.
Side note: recently read some more trip reports, even 14-16mg is supposed to be very visual with patterning ect. I guess the chemical I have is watered down.
20mgs was weighed out and thrown in a glass. Another 10mgs weighed and put in a bag to go. 1:10am 20mgs drunk in juice. Nice, 2C taste masked. Next 25 minutes, some nervousness. Chem was taken on fairly empty stomach so I think nervousness was from the 2C-T-2. Around 1:35am I glance at the window and it pulses lightly as my eyes relax. Then my eyes focus and it stops. I figure enough time has passed that I can eat without it slowing the onset so I eat a little just to help against possible nausea. I decide to have a drink to even out some of the nervousness. Irish cream liquor. Yep I reckon, chic drinks should be lighter on the stomach than the usual spirits. Not really looking forward to the 2C-T-2 nausea I've read about so trying to be careful. 1:50am I feel something more could just be from the alcohol. Unsettled stomach now. I mix up another double Irish cream and mix with some milk. Nausea vs nervousness/anxiety I figure. I want to stay in a happy frame of mind so I down the drink. Tasted awful. Nausea getting worse. Next few minutes I hit the bathroom. I feel the intensity has increased quite a bit. I don't yok but the nausia isn't good. The alcohol was a bad idea. Trying to keep positive, don't want to go into a fear/nausea cycle like on Hawiian Baby Woodrose seeds. Things feel kind of not right. I think the trip is starting or I could just be a bit afraid and the alcohol is what is making me feel whacked. Time is around 2:15 and I take off into the Canadian forest.
I walk by street lights that seem really bright. Sound of dirt & gravel is under my boots sounds really loud. I am still unsure if my altered state is mostly from the couple of drinks I've had. I'm thinking about about my life but there is no headfuck or real tangent or insightful thoughts. Street lights end and then I'm just on dark dirt trails in the forest. I can see tall dark pine trees surrounding me and patches of starlit sky. The darkness and the trees make me feel really paranoid now. I am afraid to look to my left or right. I occasionally see black shadows and my imagination makes me wonder if it is a bear or mountain lion. I hear some small noises in the bushes as I walk. This is black bear country. Mountain lions are not out of the question here either. Normally I'm not so afraid. I've run into bears many times before but I guess night time is a different story for my fear/paranoia... Trying to focus on the beauty of being out in this amazing place and think about higher thoughts, questions and meanings.
I come to a wooden gate and a path a few minutes away from a lake. I'm still pretty freaked out. I stand, leaning against the gate. I have a feeling that I want to wait and see what is in the bushes and shadows around me. There defiantly sounds like there's something rustling around in there and I'm not imagining it. The more I think about it and look for it, the more it freaks me out. I decide it's better to try and think about something else. I look at the night sky and look around me. I think about why I am out here and what questions I have on my mind. I feel strands of spider web on my hands and on my face. I try and wipe them off. I can't easily, either its real sticky or I am totally imagining the feeling of spider webs on me. I begin thinking of the symbol of spiders web (in native mythology) and being caught in it. Spider is the dream weaver. I am caught in the web and in a bad way. My dreams have died and I am caught in a negative way of thinking about the future. Yeah this is pretty much where I am. It also reminds me of my first psychedelic trip I had years ago on tree datura where I saw black spiders all over the walls.. I realise I was in a really depressed state back then probably because I had no dreams and nothing to look forward to. I decide to walk on towards the lake.
It's somewhere around 2:45 and I have reached a clearing near a lake. I take a look at the sky which is totally clear tonight. The stars are awesome. I can't help but think about the broken dreams that have troubled me over the last few months. It all started from that 1/4 ounce mushroom trip out in the forest 2 years ago and what I saw and heard that night. I thought I saw a glimpse into my future that night or at the very least I saw a possibility of a path I had never even considered. Now 2 years later I am back in this place trying to follow this dream and at the same time trying to work out if parts of it were real or not. I ask for help and to understand what it all meant and what I should do about it now.
I hear a couple of people talking and walking away fairly close by. This weirds me out a bit. I'm not really tripping much but I feel a bit uncomfortable about having to talk with anybody in case some headfuck kicks in when I begin to talk or something. Luckily they don't hit the path I'm on and so don't see or hear me, they pass on by. I walk on down to the lake. It looks pretty damn wikked. Luminous blue mountains only half in view above the tree line and the water of the lake. Stars all over the place. I walk towards the lake and all of a sudden feel some strong feeling. Like when I go off alone on a MDMA come up. Like where don't push away the feeling inside that has been bothering me for a while but acknowledge it instead. I don't know why I feel this way. I just do. I walk over to a bench and sit down. I need to relax. I am kind of sad there hasn't been any real push for insights or solutions to things I think about. I lay down and look at the stars. My eyes go a little out of focus every now and then which is annoying. Some of the stars appear green then red then yellow. There aren't any real visuals or patterns though. There just isn't the raw power in this trip that I expected so I decide the 10mg booster might be the go.
At 3:15 I take the 10mg booster with water. Tastes gross but nothing as strong as 2C-C tastes. I go back and lay down on the bench and stare at the stars. I focus on one bright star it moves towards a satellite that is travelling across the sky. The star then stops. I stare at it and it spins on the spot then stops. I look away then back again and it starts cruising across the sky. So there's some visual effects going on. As I lye there relaxing at one point I notice a whole pattern of stars become brighter for a second. I realise my eye is unfocussing for a second but it isn't long enough to get some good visuals. I manage to get it to unfocus for a bit again and see the pattern of super bright stars. They extend across the sky down onto the trees. It looks like a massive spider constellation. It reminds me of a scene from the show Tripods I used to watch as a kid. I hang out there for a while. Some shooting stars streak across the sky. I occasionally dosed off and for a few seconds and began dreaming. Nothing I can remember too much. I am really relaxed now but I'm also pretty cold and I decide to head back.
I can choose between some shorter trails that are better lit and end up in residential areas or take the dark forest trails which goes all the way back to my place. I take the forest trails. I really want to face my fears. Black shadows out of the corner of my eyes have been driving me nuts. I took some long pretty dark trails that I hadn't been on before. It gives me time to think about things. At some points I am really relaxed others totally freaked out. It's common that I hear rustling leaves from something nearby every now and then and this is no hallucination. I keep pushing on and try not to worry. At one point I hear a strong thud nearby. Not good. I've head the bears do this to warn you are in their area and to back off. Should I turn back or stand still? I pray for help and walk on slowly. I eventually come out close to were I started. The street lights are way too bright. My eyes must be pretty dilated. I'm tired and this isn't taking me anywhere. It's around 4:30 and I head home. By 4:50 I'm in bed. I am awake and in and out of sleep for a bit but feel quite tired and soon I'm out. I awake for a bit in around 3 hours time. The sleepy state makes it stronger. My shorts hanging up look like for a second one of those wooden figures they had on the front of the old wooden pirate ships. I look over at my roommate and his face looks still and freakish like he is dead.
I wake up after 5 hours and still feel slightly tripped. Feel pretty nice. Tired the next day. I busted open a book I have on native American animal totems and thier symbols. I read on spider which was pretty cool. Talked about getting caught in the web of illusion. Believing too much in the physical reality which can kill dreaming and creative thinking. Also not realising that the present state of bad luck can change at any moment.
Overall I was disappointed. I felt like I was on the verge of getting into a full trip but never got there. I was really hoping this would have some kind of pull to take me somewhere. I felt like most of the time was wasted just with my own normal thoughts going around in my head and. There wasn't anywhere near the power or visuals of my 2C-I or 2C-C trips and yet I'd hoped it would be even deeper more like mushrooms. There was an annoying unsettled stomach most of the way through which was worse than 2C-I or 2C-C. My fault though for aggravating it with alcohol and not having food in my stomach to start with. So what now? 40mg? I think 2Cs don't boost well with me. So I'd have to take it all at once and hope for the best... I think I'll do some more reading before I decide what to do... I really hope this isn't a dud chemical for me...
Sorry to bore you guys. I guess this didn't live up to what I was expecting.
Side note: recently read some more trip reports, even 14-16mg is supposed to be very visual with patterning ect. I guess the chemical I have is watered down.
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