oldhippytony
Bluelighter
What's up tony? You still fuckin with diesel here and there, or was it just a few time thing after you met that hook-up online?
Hi BlueHues. "Here and there" sums it up nicely. Over the summer I actually took the 4 hour trip to Westchester (north of NYC) 3 or 4 times and met F2F the girl who I initially met online. She took care of the business end of things for me when I visited and we actually became friends. Needless to say I was good to her. I haven't had any dealings with her lately however, except for an exchange of pleasantries online. When I reached out to her at the end of the summer, she indicated that nothing was happening on her end. She didn't go into details nor did I press for same. I think I will shoot her an email today simply to wish her well over the holidays.
I did bump into a guy (kid actually ... 18 years old) recently that I met in an out-patient program I was involved in early last year after I was coming off of a half-ass 6-month run on Hydros and Tramadol. We were both clean when we met last year, however when I bumped into him in September? he was using D again and knew a girl that knew a guy. As most know, anytime one is relying on a guy who knows a gal who knows a guy, things rarely work out well, at least not for very long. Being at the end of the line, my goods were always picked over. It's the monkey's nature to keep the juiciest, most plump bananas for themselves and pass on the less desirable product to the monkeys further down the line. What made matters worse was that on many occasions, I was the monkey who covered the cost for most, if not ALL of the fruit. I won't go into details but suffice to say I was being played for a sucker. The kid had no respect for the fact that I got into this hustle ... oh ... about 26 years BEFORE HE WAS BORN thus I know most of the games. I had to sever ties with him after only a few short weeks. I have to admit however that the bananas that did come my way during that period, while not the best bananas in the bunch, certainly were tasty!
Lately I've been laying low. I've got some time and some disposable cash and am itching to take a trip soon. Maybe to the NYC area or to Philly. A sight-seeing adventure, I suppose you could call it.
Peace.