^^^as you all know my pops has passed..so een if hes a 48year old pathetic shmuck who is trying to always get you to get him high, at least hes still there and you can get high with him. hopefully your little brother will step up and takes the initiative, maybe with your help and yall can do somethings together, even if its going to a baseball game or a fishing trip or anything really..cause you never know how long they will be here. and you never realize how much you want to do with someone and how much you have to say to them until after the chance has passed to do so..and i say that with first hand knowlege. i will never not visit someojne who is in the hospital a\cause the last time i did that i never seen that person again. i was too scared to go see my uncle after his anuerism cause i had never visited anyone in the hospital before that. i didnt have anyone in my family die while i was alive to that point and was just turning 15, the week he had his accident and didnt fully understand how seriously sick he was. my uncle was 6'4 and over 400lbs (which we didnt know until after he died, w thought he was like 350 max) so he wasa monster of a man. even at 13,14 he would pick me upp with one hand over his head liuke i was a doll and to us he was superman, like i said he had no wife or kids, he ran his own landscaping business with 5 fulltime workers, he always gave the best presents and like come visit and give us a $50 or %100 bill and tell us niot to tell our mom and to buywhatever we wanted...and they kept tellin me he was getting better and his speech was getting better and he was sitting up and then walking and then literally got he point of them talking about him going home and the next day he was dead. which now i see as that happens to people in the hospitalk alot. they will be in bad shape and then all of a sudden they get better and im talking cure cancer better and then die the next day..kindal ike them giving one last push to see veryone and say goodbye...but i figured he would be home ina couple days and everything would be fine and that never happened...
my parents split when my mom was still pregnant with my brother, so he never really knew him and basically looked at my uncle (moms brother,who had no kids) as his dad just like my sister did and myself to a lesser extent..what really sucks though is my uncle passed like 6years before my dad when he was like 9. so they lost their second dad first and then lost their real dad and so i had to step up and i did, i coached his baseball and football teams and other things with the help of my friends. i cant leave them out cause every team i coached i had to turn away people who wanted to be "official" coaches. no matter if it was football or baseball i always had firends who wanted to coach with me and inturn that made me want toi do it.
yeah at least
man its pretty pathetic really..you never realze how much you actually do, even if you got the bank recipets until you do something like that and see all the empty bags..and ive done that more then once but i have since stopped saving them like that
and i will admit that i was getting 14 for the price of 10 and 7 for 5..so everyone wasnt 10$ cause i didnt buy them 1 at a time, but if i did thats what they would have been.
my parents split when my mom was still pregnant with my brother, so he never really knew him and basically looked at my uncle (moms brother,who had no kids) as his dad just like my sister did and myself to a lesser extent..what really sucks though is my uncle passed like 6years before my dad when he was like 9. so they lost their second dad first and then lost their real dad and so i had to step up and i did, i coached his baseball and football teams and other things with the help of my friends. i cant leave them out cause every team i coached i had to turn away people who wanted to be "official" coaches. no matter if it was football or baseball i always had firends who wanted to coach with me and inturn that made me want toi do it.
yeah at least
man its pretty pathetic really..you never realze how much you actually do, even if you got the bank recipets until you do something like that and see all the empty bags..and ive done that more then once but i have since stopped saving them like that
and i will admit that i was getting 14 for the price of 10 and 7 for 5..so everyone wasnt 10$ cause i didnt buy them 1 at a time, but if i did thats what they would have been.
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