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15 minutes of a wasted Sunday early evening

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What would your mama think...?

Tickled blue from the shut down of his central nervous system and the slow murmur of his heartbeat, the young kid's memory is erased.

stab stab and stab again...

Snacks under the big ol' Oak Tree nestled on a tie-tyed blanket mesmerized by playing connect-the-dots, with the phosflorecent (word? i care not) glow of the friendly lightning bugs, humid breeze, blows thru her hair exposing her absolutely perfect face as she rises and grins from inbetween my legs. My eyes trolling the skies for a friendly silver space ship.

Hoping for a visit to the unexplainable, the lady was like a dove. floats thru the sky with wings of feather'd down. set the people free

shakey as usual I am uncomfortable in my body and its wants to join the great gig in the sky, shoot to the stars on moonbeams, With the aroma of evergreen trees.

Maple leafs and BBQ ribs, beer and chicks, drugs and fun, Drive-in movie theaters and sunsets...

There is no point to my rambling as I am mearly wasting more of my life away typing coded messages that only appear to me.

Vibes of red,white and blue curse thru my body as I await the day of medical marijuana in Chicago. Toss away my mind and ellipictial view that border on insanity and throw me in some botanical garden hand kept for a family that enjoys natures beauty. Pretty pretty blue bird...

Lightning Crashs

in the bad part of the city illuminating the jaundiced yellow eyes of the greed dealers, thunder crashes as the needle plunger hits home. Raindrops the size of quarters.

Pints of cider is on the agenda of the evening, topped of with the refreshing bite of whiskey. I swear my body is in constant withdrawl these days as I just dont know, hung out with Col. Bruce Hampton (Ret.) and the Codetalkers over the weekend I was heavily intoxicated and interupted some hhippy banging dope in the bathroom. Backstage the Col. was out-of-it, sweethome chicago baby. My and my girlfriends pockets were bulged with the ever so nessicary amber pharmy bottles, horns of the beast was my theme of the night, as my mind spun out and offered up party favors for the band.

Foxes runing thru my woods as the sky darkens with omnious thunderclouds, cut the deck.

I beg that you dont not look my way
because I care not what one would think about me
sheilded behind my trusty sunglasses and a think fog of smoke and confusion
see me sleep
backwashed and I collect my dues..

Brick paved streets that I could give a fuck about crumble away into the sunset as I am perplexed by the rain, whats that song...

If the rain comes they run and hide their heads.
They might as well be dead.
If the rain comes, if the rain comes.
When the sun shines they slip into the shade
(When the sun shines down.)
And sip their lemonade.
(When the sun shines down.)
When the sun shines, when the sun shines.
Rain, I don't mind.


tempted to relieve my aching body with a a opiated concoction I disgress and settle for a girl and booze,

sick of repetition
reptiliation
reptilian
reptoid
replication

slithers the snake, come ride the snake

her tanned skin bathes my mind in enjoyment as I wonder how long it will take me to get sick of this girl, negative outlook, yea yea yea. but you know that I dont know and I know nobody cares because I hardly do.

psycho babble spit out as I daydream into the abstract picture on the wall when the doctor is done 'curing' me I ask for more meds.

this is the time for a neon nod on the avenue as the lsd has started to engross my town, hippies that wrap sheets around crystals to flood the lsd with the spirits of above.

Dont push me, I might just fall off the edge of town
invest in my future, is that how it works
I am lazy I let others invest in my
you dont see to many like me
daphodil pigtailed cutey spining thru the wildflowers
erase memories of my checkered and horrid past (cant be the future?)
I try to know a little something most will never know

drinking whine and sting the flames of the fire into a mosaic picture of the night. deals go down, babies die, people pray, people shine invisable to many but know for many

Deadend street, is there a chance to lose...?

or re-route

baby blue new jaguars make me sick, as does heroin but I care not and nor should you because this is non-sense-ical.

behind bars
silver streams
marked man
countless dreams
endless fee's

Speaks my ill-equiped jugular vein watch the sun bleed into the nightime
roll the dice, and wave HIGH, spun out burnt out, turned out...

whore begging for a fix she does what she needs to feed the mad monkey,
2-bit liscenced to live makes no difference to me as I let the blueprint of my mind expand into a design created by God knows who

G-13 overgrOOoooOOooo

O, that pot tastes good, man I am stoned, what did you say...?

dry heaving for no apparent reason I curse under my breath as passerbys probably wonder what is the deal

huh>>>

Shine, the weather's fine.
 
I just cant stand loaded kids$ that where bandaids on there fingers because the burned there fingers smoking 500$ of coke in three hours cause the pipe was on FIRE, but truthfully I can stand them because they cover up for stupid girlfriends that dont have a clue, yea a piece of glass in my finger...

so where was I oh yea bitching about stupid naive girls in general, yea they suck and fuck good, but just cant understand the realm of insanity I live in, turn the musci up and fucking relax, yea I was slamming dope when you were in 9 years old, deal with it, what do you want from me I know, and its lame bullshit sex and goodtimes I can have those bymyself but good girls are just that... GOOD

back to my thought on the matter of drug abuse...

love or leave it, because there is no half ass'n around me

do people even read this babble babble bullshit I write, dont you have something better to do than count sheep and lay in bed, my sheep always morphed into big buds of pot I would count the puffs before dreamland engolfed (swing, slice, 1 wood baby) me.

thursady what day is it
 
Making my way accross the puzzled limestones paving stoned I never quite woke up and I could barely collect my creaking bag of bones body (skate or die, dude) but thankfully I left my loose ends tied just that loose and I slowly let insanity creep back into my life.

Whether that be a single phone call in mid afternoon, or a early morning sitting in the stoned sun and BOOM I know what I want to do today... Score smack, half the buzz is the adventure for me, slipping into the part of town that is well greased with disgust money and drugs.

I do what I want to do anytime I want to, it hasnt killed me yet, but I know at least at this point in my life I just cant handle working period. ok enough about that shit

Bust'd eye junky had it coming the lies lies lies that permeate most heroin addicts life is insaner than I am.

Blow some... distraction... maybee ill return later
 
yeah me too....
and this one was so long, but i just couldnt stop reading it until i got to the end.

its your usual ramblings... but your word choice was really awesome in this one, and it stirred up tons of different imagery... like bits and samplings of little stories, and i played the scenes out in my mind.

i liked it.
 
uh yea uh yea dont know better...

what did that woman with the bag of bones and a faded long skirt give me,, whatever it was (and I know what it was) wind in the tree tops gently sway. I think beck sums it up well with......spasin out on a cosmic level.

spiderwebs of my mind lead to shadows, will your future be Bright...

run rabbit run, jump for joy runaway...

im to dumb to typeee later
 
<3

Originally posted by blahblahblah
..but thankfully I left my loose ends tied just that loose and I slowly let insanity creep back into my life.

^This was lovely.
Made me smile.

And oui, I read too.
 
blind dirty pocket fullla , say what in the corner kid> KGB's

im bored so I will type more, 321am wends I think that completely normal, the rainbow prisms are usually not normal but they werk.

how does the other half live? stumbling winos or leting the good lord permeate my thoughts with such random absurdities..

living the good life, no regrets

this shit isnt making me to creative, hmmm

i think i might go lay in the grass and pretend I am a bug and fly away, wet dew, like I care, if you see a bug tommorrow it could be me, my mind is fractured and I am true to the wildflowers (which I cant stop thinking about)

spun out hippies slanging wares waiting for some bus to get on, my bird is awake and singing to me 'prettty pretty birdiee'.

just to let you know

do you think there is a sunflower spirit that would adopt me into her spiritual web, not just a taste I want it all, is that greedy? I am just not comfortable in my body and the day will come when i leave it with great piece of mind.

if i am able to still clutch on to this thing they call a world,
god often wonders..
cause I know i do

I feel bad for my g/f she is just clueless as to what I am all about (that is still yet to be determined) but nonesense.

back to better ramblings

lol i sound like a fuck lunatic

lunatics on the grassssssss
pink who

crack my spine and put me to bed. lay me down

over and out i think
 
reminder: coke shooting heart attacks
death by dope
cracked minds and people givng up on life
dead show madness
voodo maddness
paramedical insanity
satistfied
Angie I still love you baby
aint it good to be alive
one eyes jacks
wally-actor-stories
my feelings on this girl I am with
narcotica -
slayings in a broken down alleyway over 20 bux
Frank Lloyd Wright 1000 grams of nod
floor to ceiling windows
halo moons surrounded by rainbows
early morning dry heaving
I need a fix, cause Im going down, I gotta feeling

Write into a incohernt ramble when I get to it
 
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