Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
so, I went 5 months "clean" when using Suboxone from August to February/March. I started at 16MG/day and dropped down to 4/MG before making the move back to opiates (G+ of H a day).
I have 15 8MG bupe's left and wondering if anyone has made a taper w/ such a limited amount? what did your schedule look like? how much "suffering" is actually involved?
I also have the money to buy more dope, if need be, to help w/ the taper.. if that makes sense.. does it?
Wondering how many others on here had a quick 2-3 week cycle/taper!? I am not the type to ask if I honestly didnt WANT/COULD do it. I've been using long heavy again for the past month or two, and realized I had enough. sure, we've all heard that before and said that before.. but fuck it.. let me say it AGAIN! ha.
I ended up coming back to H because I had a few slip up's towards the end of my bupe cycle and was also sick of going to the clinic weekly to see the Dr., go to the meetings, etc.. so I used those all as an excuse to slip up and get back on the dope. at first I wasnt using daily but it eventually lead to that. anyway, "using" to me is nothing at this point. it doesnt do ANYTHING it once did, or at least when I believed it to do, at one point in time. so I truly do feel like I am ready to give up. however, I do not have time to take off from work, check into a rehab, etc. so this has to be done w/ what I have at home.
so to those out there who have been down a similar road before, please help a brotha out.
what will I need!? here's what I bought/have so far but have yet to actually make the move, which I plan on starting tomorrow or Monday.
I have 15 Suboxone
Stool softeners / other stomach pills
xanax (helps me sleep / general anxiety for those of us who have been through withdrawals before)
multivitamins
what else am I missing or could I use?
HAS ANYONE USED PHENIBUT TO HELP W/ WITHDRAWALS? I never used to help w/ withdrawals but I've used Phenibut enough times where I feel that may be a good drug to "help" get through something like this. anyone else every try it?
any help is appreciated. I work your typical 9-5 gig, Monday-Friday, so take that into consideration.
I have 15 8MG bupe's left and wondering if anyone has made a taper w/ such a limited amount? what did your schedule look like? how much "suffering" is actually involved?
I also have the money to buy more dope, if need be, to help w/ the taper.. if that makes sense.. does it?
Wondering how many others on here had a quick 2-3 week cycle/taper!? I am not the type to ask if I honestly didnt WANT/COULD do it. I've been using long heavy again for the past month or two, and realized I had enough. sure, we've all heard that before and said that before.. but fuck it.. let me say it AGAIN! ha.
I ended up coming back to H because I had a few slip up's towards the end of my bupe cycle and was also sick of going to the clinic weekly to see the Dr., go to the meetings, etc.. so I used those all as an excuse to slip up and get back on the dope. at first I wasnt using daily but it eventually lead to that. anyway, "using" to me is nothing at this point. it doesnt do ANYTHING it once did, or at least when I believed it to do, at one point in time. so I truly do feel like I am ready to give up. however, I do not have time to take off from work, check into a rehab, etc. so this has to be done w/ what I have at home.
so to those out there who have been down a similar road before, please help a brotha out.
what will I need!? here's what I bought/have so far but have yet to actually make the move, which I plan on starting tomorrow or Monday.
I have 15 Suboxone
Stool softeners / other stomach pills
xanax (helps me sleep / general anxiety for those of us who have been through withdrawals before)
multivitamins
what else am I missing or could I use?
HAS ANYONE USED PHENIBUT TO HELP W/ WITHDRAWALS? I never used to help w/ withdrawals but I've used Phenibut enough times where I feel that may be a good drug to "help" get through something like this. anyone else every try it?
any help is appreciated. I work your typical 9-5 gig, Monday-Friday, so take that into consideration.
