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14th Issue Heroin Discussion v. Hey white boy, what you doin' uptown?
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RecklessWOT
Bluelight Crew
My one connect just told me he's out of the game for good a minute or two ago. I no longer have any other connects anymore either because he was so consistent... fuck. I don't want to have to start taking done again, and I don't even remember where to get subs if I wanted. Maybe I'll jut ride it out this time and go back to being a weekend warrior. Save me some money anyways...
SHIT FUCK FUCKITTY FUCK SHIT GODDAMNIT MOTHERFUCKER
chefman
Bluelighter
That would be the best thing for you to do,good luck!!!
layinitdown2012
Greenlighter
Hey guys I'm back!! Tried to do the withdrawals. But found a hook up instead so things are quite nice now!
Mr.Scagnattie
Bluelighter
Ahh, man that sucks. I know the feeling.. which I why I would try and always have at least 2 or 3 connects that way if that shit went down.. I would have another option. He just sprung it on you like that? No reserve warning he was thinking about getting out?I was on over 48 hours with no opiates today and it wasn't too bad, but I copped since I got paid. I has sweat a little last night and had goosebumps today, but it wasn't that bad. I took half a clonidine pill to keep the feeling of crawling out of my skin at bay without it being too high of a dose where it would affect the high when I finally got home and was able to get some.
Yea, I wouldn't call that clean either. Whenever I say that I've been clean for X amount of days it's always without any opiates/opioids, even suboxone. I think that weed + suboxone definitely potentiate one another.
I'm down to one consistent connect. I can get from elsewhere but it's a whole ordeal and I wouldn't consider it a connect. Fortunately the stuff from my one remaining dealer is really good an cheap, plus he delivers to my house to make things even more convenient and less risky. The only downside is that he has a minimum of $75 that I have to spend since he has a decent real job during the day, so he's not going to be running around at night to drop off small amounts. A few friends that live close by like the stuff too so they are good for throwing down on it so the minimum is met.
BlueHues
Bluelighter
Yeah, I FINALLY got a connect here, it's tar....It cost me as much for 3 points as Im used to paying for a gram, but .15 kicked my ass! I think it's pretty good shit, but its the first shot of dope Ive done in 16 months, so who really knows....It played with my head the next day! but damn, that shot was really everything I hoped for when I daydream about dope! scratched myself to shit, damn!!!
But I see the writing on the wall and I know I'm in no position to afford a habit out here in East Jabumfuck! I coulda got the guys number...he was at my apartment...I let myself get middle manned for my own good! but I got higher off that .15 than 2 grams was gettin me before....It's such a love hate thing!
chefman
Bluelighter
Well,when you take 16 months,off a completely average bag,will kick your ass!!
stock up on subs whikle you can...and your lucky it is the strips and not the nasty orange tang tasting pills
oh and fuck the 1:30 server thing everynight..for somereason i go to make postsat that exact same time eerynight..generally i just sign off when that occurs but since i had real good dope and nodded ouyt real wuoick today..im still catching up on things
i said it iin the chi thread but yeah....everyday when i sign on i check my PMs first and then move to call for an assembly and today i snorted my dope and started responding to a PM and i was out ...dont even know how long i was out or any of that lol
been awaile since i got this nice and high...thatgs what 4days of being clean can do
chefman
Bluelighter
Yep,feels good,and you can be proud that you took some time off
BlueHues
Bluelighter
I hear ya man! But its funny! I didn't think that little chunk was gonna do shit to me and I was fuckin bombed! I gave my girl a super small chunk and she was high as shit too!! Kinda reminds me of why I started in the first place! I'm not in the same financial situation as I was though and I'm not tryin to catch a habit....
I know I can't play with it though....you're either in or youre out with dope....
but I got a feeling from that shit!... made me think it was cut with coke! I havent got that kinda high off dope in ages.....but when I was usin a lot man...I spent more money than guys I worked with were supportin families and makin car and house payments with, it's fucked up!!
when you hit 30 years old, it takes on a whole new aspect....It's not just partying anymore...It becomes your whole life....I don't wanna go back!
Yea, especially when you IV it, and .15 none the less. Damn! I've seen friends that took a one month break fall out from shooting that amount or even less [my friend shot 2 bags that were 60mg each at the very most and his break was more like only 3 weeks, but it wasn't a serious OD but his body tensed up for a while, his chest was like sticking out with his back arched out, and he didn't respond for a good 15 mins but was still breathing (I wasn't there but my other close friend with him told me about it)]. I have personally seen someone OD off of less than 1 bag after taking a month off though.
If I were to IV after taking a break that long (I wouldn't though since I would be snorting it) I would start with less than half of a bag. Even after a few months of using a few times a week I've come across stuff that sniffing 1 bag had me as high as I wanted to be, and 2 had me puking, so I can only imagine what would have happened if I IV'd that stuff.
I've seen people in the DC thread I think it was who say they occasionally use and when they do it's like 0.2 IV'd. That's just crazy to me, and the stuff can't be good if you can IV that amount and not fall out. The bags here in NY aren't that heavy, but are very potent. 70mg or 0.07 is considered a nice size bag and .1 is considered really fat, yet even after using for almost a year and a half with only small breaks I can only handle 2-3 bags, so probably .2 since these bags were on the small side at like 50-60mg. The bags are small here but that's because it's really strong stuff and in some cases isn't cut by the dealers (it comes into the US already cut though, and a lot of seizures at the ports are measured by the DEA to be anywhere from 60-80 something % pure if I were to have to give an average between the numbers I saw when reading through those reports).
Personally I would never jump into IVing after a long break like that, and would try to stick to snorting (if it's powder like I get here in NY) or smoking (if it's tar like in BlueHues' case). The high from snorting dope lasts a lot longer than the high from IVing it, plus it's not as dangerous. You actually have a chance to get some help if you are overdosing since you can feel that you did too much and are getting too high, but with IVing it's two hits [you hitting your shot then you hitting the floor] <-- I guess I kinda stole that from the line people use when threatening someone when they are fighting, saying the fight will just be 2 hits; them hitting you then then you hitting the floor.^ I've been getting raw too when I have the money (gotta buy a gram or more), but our bags are just as good since the dealers don't seem to cut the dope they bag, but instead just make the bags really light. I usually get 1 bag to hold me over most days, then get a gram of raw when I have the money or are with people that will throw down with me. I get the raw for a good price too so I hate paying for bags that are taxed when I can get 2x the amount for the same price when I go to my raw guy. It's obviously not common to get raw in NY, and the people I have shown it to are all shocked since they've never seen chunks like that b4 and have been using for 5+ years.
chefman
Bluelighter
I agree 100%,i had a friend who oded off of one bag,my buddy said that he was breathing funny all night,amd then just stopped like 14 hrs latet,was like his body just shut down,he would take a whole box of efedrin a day too ,crazy,why would u even want to speed up.
LSDiesel
Bluelighter
Well its been a WHILE since I have posted or even visited BL. Good (bad) to see some familiar names are still up to their ol tricks. Last time I posted I was just getting on Methadone cuz I was in the court system and was afraid of going to jail.
Well since then I put together roughly 2 months off H and just on the done, stable at 70mg. Last few months I got back into dabbling with H on the side in addition to doing my daily done. I don't ever get WD, and every time I do use its always IV and a minimum of 3 bags, max 5 in one shot.
This is hella risky cuz the day that the shit is raw I could OD. Plus I dont even really feel the shit anymore. I get the rush and thats about it. I think I am just addicted to the needle more than anything else.
Other things are actually going great in my life. Job, Got into a really good college in Newark, NJ. I just need to stop doing this IV H habit. I dont have the dependency or WDs i Just can't seem to shake using needles.
I thought maybe if I shared it with someone that it might help for me to stop. Last time I used was yesterday.
chefman
Bluelighter
Well,i think that you are safer being on the methodone,and using h you will have a higher tollerence,and should be alright when it comes to oding. As far as quiting I know how you feel,its hard. I just took some time off,like 5 days and I felt better about myself emotionly,but I still wanted to use,so what im saying is the more you restrain,the better you'll feel in the long run,good luck bro....
LSDiesel
Bluelighter
I think part of me just hates giving up the connect and going to the streets. I worked so HARD, it was years in the making to find the connect as organized, solid and cheap as the one I use. He's been good to me so I wanna be good to him as well. But I really am asking for trouble, and I should get out while I am ahead. It's not like I am waking up sick
chefman
Bluelighter
I know it years for,my connect too,but im not waking up sick either so im gonna try to chill
cj
Bluelight Crew
Im sure your connect has plenty of other customers. No offense but thats a pretty lame excuse to keep using.- Status
