Question: Am I the only one who seems to think that the quality of h in nyc has flatlined in the past 2+ years? -Or- Alternatively, is it possible that my methadone use has destroyed my opiate receptors in the same way that other members have recently described a similiar phenomenom happening with suboxone in other threads?
I have lived in nyc for the past 3 years, and I have been on the methadone maintainence program for the past 2 years. I should also mention that for the past 3 months I have only been going to my program once or twice a week because I am too weak to go everyday due to interferon treatment (and off the record, the bastards took my take homes despite being clean for over a year because I was too weak to make it in 3 days a weak so now Im back to doing heroin instead).
Anyway, I shoot up about 7 to 10 bags a day except for on the days that I do my methadone and I just cant seem to find anything (since I have been on the methadone) in this damn city that will do anything for me beyond a mild rush and taking away my sickness. Now I have gone 5 or 6 days with no methadone before shooting up 6 or 7 bags in one shot only to hit the vein perfectly and barely even get a rush with no nodding or high whatsoever. I have even loaded up 12 bags into a 3ml rig and did it in one shot a few different times (after having only 2 or 3 days off of methadone and its the same thing) .Is it just impossible for me to get a high and a nod now for some reason because of the methadone or have they just been stomping on the shit in this city like crazy for the past 2 years??
I find it hard to believe that I would really be able to shoot up 7 or 8 bags of these stamps that are laying people out in Philly and Newark like I read about in another thread (and I dont recall seeing any reports of fatal stamps coming from the bouroughs) so I'm not really sure what to think, although I realize how ridicolous what I am suggesting about the cut shit may sound. And its not like I only cop from one source, I mean I usually cop in harlem but I also have copped in jamaica and brooklyn.
Can anybody in the know please elaborate on either of these subjects....
