13th Issue Heroin Discussion v. fuck hope do dope

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Welderman said:
^ hey Jonesy did you go to rehab?
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Yes i went to detox abiut a month ago and then i went to rehab just got out a couple days ago... was gonna stay for the full 21 days but rolled out after the 7 day detox... copped on my way home and been getting high since lol my moms making me go to outpatient to stay living at the house tho and im sure they piss test so ill have to clean up in the next week or so or be out of a place to live.

I need to clean up for a while anyway ive been going hard for probly like 4 months now.. i make decent money so not getinf high ill be able to save up and get my own place and then probly dabble once i do. Weeds the hardest thing to get away with living with my mom due to the smell ect. But when i do it i dont crave dope so once i get my own place itll be alot easier to control my dope usage more... thats the plan anyway haha we all mnow how well ive stucj to my plans past though :X
 
my connect only had 2 bags :(. so she gave me the 2 and .3g of coke. yay spontaneous speedballs!
 
Fuck you welderman, youre are making it harder and harder for me to make excuses for my dope habit. Hahaha

Just kiddingg, on a more serious note i tried making nutella firecrackers before due to their simplicity and the absence of smell making them and made them exactly how they said and they didnt do shit i dont get why i used more weed then ur supposed to and have like mo weed tolerance i should have been fried for days :/

I cant wait to get home and shoot some dope, an hour and a half left of work yeeeeeehaw :)
 
jones-in_J said:
You only like a very mild rush via IV??? Thats beyond my comprehension why dont you like the strong rush that leaves you tingling with warmth and unbelievable euphoria??? I dont get it!!
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Because the strong rush overpowers the euphoria for me. I don't find the intensity of the rush to correlate with euphoria at all. It actually took me a while to get used to the mild rush, and I found a sweet spot where I enjoy it, and that's around .08. I honestly don't get what all the fuss is about with the rush, and it's why I stick to sniffing when I want to get high, but if I've only got one bag then lately I've been banging it. If I have 2 bags I can't even bang them both, the rush is just uncomfortable for me and gives me anxiety like a mofo. I also feel like the rush takes away from the high. Like for people that really like it they only experience it for 15-20 seconds then it's over, whereas with sniffing it I get a constant warmth with coming up, then I get to enjoy the high and be productive instead of just nodding and doing nothing.

I guess that's why I haven't dug myself into too deep of a whole, since I don't particularly enjoy the parts that get people into the most trouble. Also, I've seen far too many people that were able to maintain their habit for years while sniffing go downhill in just a few weeks after turning to the needle. There's just no good to come from it IMO.
 
Man tommyboy i think youre fucking crazy for feeling that way but i wish i did too itd Manual save me from some trouble ive gotten in lol. Actuakly a lot of tkroubke

Weldermaan im about to be forced to go to an outoatiwnt thing per my mom so i dont get kicked out and will get drug tested and kickedboutta progran equals kicked outta house. Since yiure thevman to see for excuses ill have to git yiu up for reasons to justify why i should throw my lifebaway when the time comes

That way i can also kill two birds with one stone as my excuse when its all said and done will be that its your fault you gave me the reasoning :)
 
I'm sorry Jones I had a few drinks in me and my reading comprehension was not very good. I really hope the best for ya.
There are only a few people I want to see throw their life away and you are not one of them.
 
jones-in_J said:
Man tommyboy i think youre fucking crazy for feeling that way but i wish i did too itd Manual save me from some trouble ive gotten in lol. Actuakly a lot of tkroubke
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Yea man I can honestly say that I prefer to sniff my dope. I enjoy the come-up from sniffing it more than I enjoy the rush, although as I mentioned I like a mild rush from a bag, but nothing more. I actually just got 4 bags and after shooting 1 I went back to sniffing a few more, and am saving the rest for later. I'm done with IVing for a while, and am gonna see if I can take a break this week, so I'll see how that goes in terms of withdrawals.
 
I shoot dope and really don't care much about the rush either. Yeah of course it feels better to do a large shot and get a strong rush.. but I am not the type of person to do two 5-bag shots in the day. Instead Id rather do five 2-bag shots and maintain my high better. When I have coke I do even smaller shots of dope because I end up doing like 20 shots throughout the day and wanna have a lil dope in each. If I were rich yeah id go for the strong dope rush/coke bellringer every time. But that's nto realistic for me lol.
 
Welderman said:
I'm sorry Jones I had a few drinks in me and my reading comprehension was not very good. I really hope the best for ya.
There are only a few people I want to see throw their life away and you are not one of them.
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I know dude my posts in referance to you were just fucking around i didn't take it serious.

Its weirdd, my dealer shorted me half a gram last night (he accidently gave me one bag instead of two then sold out by the time i got home weighed it and realized which i thought its wut happened from the start but wanted to make sure). Anyway i know he didnt burn me but imbwaiting for him to reup to get my other half g and i realized i dont really feel like being a junky anymore. Feels weird but i think ill be done after this half g which im not even freaking out about when im gonna get like i normally would
 
^sometimes it's hard to tell sarcasm in posts. Having the right mindset is key to quitting. I have had years of clean time and came to the realization that moderation is very important.
 
jones-in_J said:
I know dude my posts in referance to you were just fucking around i didn't take it serious.

Its weirdd, my dealer shorted me half a gram last night (he accidently gave me one bag instead of two then sold out by the time i got home weighed it and realized which i thought its wut happened from the start but wanted to make sure). Anyway i know he didnt burn me but imbwaiting for him to reup to get my other half g and i realized i dont really feel like being a junky anymore. Feels weird but i think ill be done after this half g which im not even freaking out about when im gonna get like i normally would
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I feel like that sometimes but the physical sickness always pulls me back in.
 
Yea welderman im sarcastic a lot lol youll never hear me saying fuck you like that to someone on here in a serious kind of way unless they say/do somethin real fucked up. And youre cool in my book from wjat ive seen so far. Amd yea my guy came thru with my ..5 he owed me and i was starting to withdraw on the way home amd couldnt get it in me fast enough so i def relate

Tommy boy i kno wit u meam about likimg the snorting high better, it sucks with iv when u do too big of a shot and sleep thru the whole high. Snorting just takes too much quantity for me nowyou if i quit for a while and get tolerance back down but wanna do it again im gonna try to just snoff it cuz i can agree some aspects are better. I still think youre crazy for not liking a strong rush though lol
 
Have any of y'all ever felt super weird body high not cotton fever, I'm talking about this time I did like a little more than a matchstick head and after the shot I got the nice feeling and then all of a sudden really dizzy and like my body was going in intense waves and it freaked me out it was in no way calming I kept telling myself your fine just walk....
 
I am very sarcastic too and also have a fucked up sense of humor. I never Iv'd dope I was a snorter and kinda glad for that, because I am sure I would have loved speedballs and proly would be dead by now cuz of them.
 
da,m i high..i just spent 2 hours reading page 11

i would get threw 1 maybe 2sentences and my eyes would just close and a couple minutes later id awaken and do the same thing

and badminton is an intense sport and so far been one of my favorites to watch in this olympics
 
a love the rush that comes with shooting good heroin, thats why i try to only IV it once every 3-4 weeks as a treat, or i am pretty sure i would be dead or homeless by now, i don't mind snorting my dope at all, seems like it might even last a little bit longer, and the sickness dosn't smack you as hard in the face
 
no might even, it definetly lasts longer then shooting

im suprised you can only shootup once a month and be fine and not go overboard with it..i thought tommy was the only one that was able to do it. if you only do it once a month why even bothe doing it at all? ive not once stuck a needle in my arms and ive been goin so long without doing it, i dont see the point in starting it now, if ive gone this long..sure i wouldl ove the feel what a rush is but i guess its not that important cause ive had the opprotunity to do it a bunch of times. peopel see me bnreakin it down to snoart and they are like "bro i got a clean rig riht here, ill hit you up" and ill tell them no and they are almost dumbfounded by it, like im crazy for not doing it

one of those people are now dead from an overdose
 
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