frostyangel
Bluelighter
I must be depressed.
I don't know where
these thoughts or
words are coming
from. The words
that are going to
tear us apart if
I don't stop.
Why am I pushing
something that
doesn't exit.
I love you.
And everything
about you.
You see I'm just
alittle crazy
within side my
brain. And I know
you don't want to
see it or believe
it.. Because, you
were never there.
You never had to
see someone so torn
up inside.
I want to shut off.
Turn off my battery.
So, I could recharge
just for alittle while
So, I can feel myself again.
Be the normal happy loving self
again.
You say you don't understand
where all these feelings are
coming from...
If I understood then I'd make
them stop...
Can't we just sit here.
"I don't know what you want from me?"
And I'll I could do is sit here
and cry..
And you help me dry the tears
from my eyes.
But their never going to stop
if we don't figure out the
problems that won't stop
scrambling in my head..
"I'm going to ruin this!"
And you tell me that I won't.
But you can't see how fucked
up.. I've been inside of my
head.
I need to know that I have
faith in you, to believe in me.
Or else you will have to just
set me free.
I don't know where
these thoughts or
words are coming
from. The words
that are going to
tear us apart if
I don't stop.
Why am I pushing
something that
doesn't exit.
I love you.
And everything
about you.
You see I'm just
alittle crazy
within side my
brain. And I know
you don't want to
see it or believe
it.. Because, you
were never there.
You never had to
see someone so torn
up inside.
I want to shut off.
Turn off my battery.
So, I could recharge
just for alittle while
So, I can feel myself again.
Be the normal happy loving self
again.
You say you don't understand
where all these feelings are
coming from...
If I understood then I'd make
them stop...
Can't we just sit here.
"I don't know what you want from me?"
And I'll I could do is sit here
and cry..
And you help me dry the tears
from my eyes.
But their never going to stop
if we don't figure out the
problems that won't stop
scrambling in my head..
"I'm going to ruin this!"
And you tell me that I won't.
But you can't see how fucked
up.. I've been inside of my
head.
I need to know that I have
faith in you, to believe in me.
Or else you will have to just
set me free.
