I just had a releazation. Dihydrocodeine is not speedy, it's my benzo withdrawal that's making it that way.
So after my last post, despite taking more DHC, the effects were somehow fading and the "speediness" was getting stronger. "that's weird" I thought. And now, heart pounding, tremor, numb cold feet/hands and mild psychosis strike me like a sledge hammer. And it hits me:
DHC is not a speedy opiate, it's my fucking benzo WD.
You see, I have been taking 0.5mg flubromazolam for several months now without increasing the dose, and it has cured my paranoia and it is great. I recently ordered more from the same DN vendor (this vendor sells Flubro 0.5mg and Etizolam 4mg blotters) and I take 1 blotter as usual at bed time and go to sleep. Early in the morning I am awaken, with full blown benzo WD, but how? Flubro WD starts at least 24h after last dose or even 36h after last dose, so I take another blotter and the WD stops, 4mg Etiz is equipotent to 0.5mg Flubro, so it makes sense, I first ask on bluelight about this, but then it strikes me.
The fucker made a mistake and shipped me with etizolam blotters. I quickly hit the streets to get 2mg clonazepams (again equipotent to 0.5 Flubro), and got x40 for a reasonable price, while looking for a different more reliable source of Flubromazolam, maybe I will even try the clearnet. I calculated that today benzo WD will start at 5-6pm, but then forgot, and I took the DHC. At 8pm I will take a 2mg Clonazepam and then will report back on what DHC actually feels like, sorry for the confusion.