dankhead88
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Oct 19, 2005
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Drugs - Morning Glory, Cannabis, and Tobacco.
Dose
12 grams (3/4 heavenly blue, 1/4 other variety) - 0:00
first bowl - 0:30
second bowl - 2:00
cigarettes - repeated
Weight - 190 lbs.
Age - 18
Preparation - I make sure I'm in a good environment and with a good mindset. I crush the seeds with a mortar and pestle and prepare to stir it in water with lemon juice to get more of the alkaloids out. Then I strain and drink the solution.
T - 0:00:
I drink the solution and chase it with a smoothie, as the taste is nasty. The taste has a lemony taste from the lemon juice I've added. I wait for the results to come on.
T - 0:30: I can definitely notice some effects kicking in, so I decide to smoke a bowl to relieve some of the nausea. I can definately notice some colors brightening and my field of vision becoming different.
T - 1:00: I can definitely feel it and the cannabis has definitely helped a lot. My sense of touch is starting to change, but the nausea is still persistent. I take a non drowsy Dramamine to calm it down.
T - 1:15: My thought patterns are different, and I cannot think straight that much.
The corner of my eye sight was the weirdest. On the corner of my vision I can see some strange things such as the walls wiggling and lines shaking. My personality has changed too, my ego felt as though it was tooken away from me. I looked at myself as a whole new different person with the same image. My eyes looked like I was on ecstasy. Lights looked beautiful and the outdoors felt great. The street lights were absolutely astounding for some reason.
T - 2:00: I smoke another bowl and start to feel really high. I could not control my bodily functions and could not keep my head up either. I felt stimulated and sedated at the same time. It was a strange feeling, and my fingers and toes could not stop curling. It was a habit for me during the experience. I closed my eyes and listened to music. Music was absolutely magnificent. I was seeing all sorts of Closed Eye Visuals and noticed all the geometric patterns and such. Colors were bright and fused with one and another. Becoming a whole new color. I noticed a lot of fractal and kaleidoscopic shapes too. One where it looked like I was surrounded by buildings and were circling around me with the sky in the middle. It looked like the buildings closed together and formed a tunnel and then detached itself and then the sky became the grass and street. The other visual semeed like it was a 2D pattern becoming a 3D pattern. The music felt real, like it was literally coming alive. I could literally feel and see the music going through my left ear and coming out of the other. I was absolutely astonished by that feeling. It made me feel like I could understand life more.
T - 3:00: I was wondering what I should do with my life. As I am kicked out of school from amphetamines and a cigarette lighter and my parents don't know. It made me gather enough courage to tell my parents one day. That I have to face life and not run away from it, even if it means going through a tough situation, that life will be better later on if I can wait.
T - 5:00: I'm coming down and decided to call it a day.
Conclusion: The experience have taught me not to run away from life. The experience was beautiful and I never want to forget it. Don't run away from situation and get it over with as fast as you can, because there are many chances in life. Never give up hope, because your time for freedom is coming soon. Try to get through the harder part before running away and living your own life, because tough situations only makes you stronger. We all go through them. Unless it's a child molester or an abusive relationship, then that's a different story. Overall I give the experience an 8.5 out of 10
Dose
12 grams (3/4 heavenly blue, 1/4 other variety) - 0:00
first bowl - 0:30
second bowl - 2:00
cigarettes - repeated
Weight - 190 lbs.
Age - 18
Preparation - I make sure I'm in a good environment and with a good mindset. I crush the seeds with a mortar and pestle and prepare to stir it in water with lemon juice to get more of the alkaloids out. Then I strain and drink the solution.
T - 0:00:
I drink the solution and chase it with a smoothie, as the taste is nasty. The taste has a lemony taste from the lemon juice I've added. I wait for the results to come on.
T - 0:30: I can definitely notice some effects kicking in, so I decide to smoke a bowl to relieve some of the nausea. I can definately notice some colors brightening and my field of vision becoming different.
T - 1:00: I can definitely feel it and the cannabis has definitely helped a lot. My sense of touch is starting to change, but the nausea is still persistent. I take a non drowsy Dramamine to calm it down.
T - 1:15: My thought patterns are different, and I cannot think straight that much.
The corner of my eye sight was the weirdest. On the corner of my vision I can see some strange things such as the walls wiggling and lines shaking. My personality has changed too, my ego felt as though it was tooken away from me. I looked at myself as a whole new different person with the same image. My eyes looked like I was on ecstasy. Lights looked beautiful and the outdoors felt great. The street lights were absolutely astounding for some reason.
T - 2:00: I smoke another bowl and start to feel really high. I could not control my bodily functions and could not keep my head up either. I felt stimulated and sedated at the same time. It was a strange feeling, and my fingers and toes could not stop curling. It was a habit for me during the experience. I closed my eyes and listened to music. Music was absolutely magnificent. I was seeing all sorts of Closed Eye Visuals and noticed all the geometric patterns and such. Colors were bright and fused with one and another. Becoming a whole new color. I noticed a lot of fractal and kaleidoscopic shapes too. One where it looked like I was surrounded by buildings and were circling around me with the sky in the middle. It looked like the buildings closed together and formed a tunnel and then detached itself and then the sky became the grass and street. The other visual semeed like it was a 2D pattern becoming a 3D pattern. The music felt real, like it was literally coming alive. I could literally feel and see the music going through my left ear and coming out of the other. I was absolutely astonished by that feeling. It made me feel like I could understand life more.
T - 3:00: I was wondering what I should do with my life. As I am kicked out of school from amphetamines and a cigarette lighter and my parents don't know. It made me gather enough courage to tell my parents one day. That I have to face life and not run away from it, even if it means going through a tough situation, that life will be better later on if I can wait.
T - 5:00: I'm coming down and decided to call it a day.
Conclusion: The experience have taught me not to run away from life. The experience was beautiful and I never want to forget it. Don't run away from situation and get it over with as fast as you can, because there are many chances in life. Never give up hope, because your time for freedom is coming soon. Try to get through the harder part before running away and living your own life, because tough situations only makes you stronger. We all go through them. Unless it's a child molester or an abusive relationship, then that's a different story. Overall I give the experience an 8.5 out of 10
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