10th Issue Heroin Discussion v. Racist Dogs, Dog

[ms4104]

Nodding out so fuckin hard right now from these fire ass blanks outta Staten Island. I never nod... so I know this shits good. I am gonna start coppin from him again.. it's worth the little bit of extra money to get shit like this

Team nod join me for a day of fun!

No joke its stronger than the Empire/Skulls outta BK )which is the only reason I even got these staten isl bags is b.c the skulls were not around and boy am I glad I hit my old connect up. I am nodding typing this.. ok I am gonna stop wasting my good ass high correcting spelling lol. peace

 

[fantom13]

man been going strong for a few weeks. got a suboxone perscription. i think i may use it for a few weeks to give my arms and veins a break... do you guys seem to use suboxone during the week and party on weekends? i am nervous that the suboxone won't work. but the dr said if i do not like it to go back to heroin so give it a try.... so any advice is much appreciated. financies are dwindling. so yeah me and blue valentine are going to get on this track of subs during week and party on the weekends. got some 2mg kpins. god i want to take a few more. they take forever to kick in. with i could get some xanex... i do heart ambien and dope at night.... i feel like i am in the freaking matrix... moving to the forrest park area from the burbs so it should make copping easier. man been seeing all these different spots but i just so trust my phone connect. 13teens for the jabs and its just usually 8/10.... so i think i might use sunday evening and start subs on monday later afternoon.... advice is appreciated...

 

[RidingtheBrownline]

fantom thats cool that you moving to forrest park. i like that area.

i gotta say suboxone never worked for me, so good luck. maybe i need to try it again. and really, the doc told you to go back on the smack if they don't work???? thats kinda fucked but i like fucked up doctors lol.

and for the giving the veins a rest i hear ya. i took this week of for probation but man i kinda fucked my arm up. i was hitting a vein a little up and to the left of the bend in the arm, and i started hitting a nerve, and id hit the nerve all the time cuz the vein was not visible after a while.

 

[Tommyboy]

^ I think the doctor meant that he could at least give the suboxone a try, and if he doesn't benefit from it, he'll just be in the same position he is in now, shooting dope. I didn't take his post to mean the doctor was recommending that he goes back to dope, but rather was just saying what's the worst that can happen if he gives the suboxone a try, since he's shooting dope now so can't get much worse.

 

[xstayfadedx]

^ I think the doctor meant that he could at least give the suboxone a try, and if he doesn't benefit from it, he'll just be in the same position he is in now, shooting dope. I didn't take his post to mean the doctor was recommending that he goes back to dope, but rather was just saying what's the worst that can happen if he gives the suboxone a try, since he's shooting dope now so can't get much worse.

That's how I read that too and how I think the doctor meant it.

But other than that, I used the rest of my dope earlier. It was a stamp called yoshi, pretty fire imo (mods idk is it cool to name stamps if not cut it lol). I'm pretty sure that will be still around so I may try to get more but we're really trying to stay out of philly until the cops cool down, hahah... Like that shit will happen. I'm thinking we're hitting up her friend in the next few days and then we're meeting someone next week. A kind of meet and greet thing, we're down for that cause this dude isn't a middleman.

Right now I'm chillin with some roxi's but I'm saving them. My friend offered to throw me some oxycontins for free but I don't know. I'm probably going to take them but isn't it funny how I'm hesitant to touch those again but I'm cool with using roxi's or dope. I don't get how my mind works....

 

[Tommyboy]

^ I used to avoid OxyContin like the plague back in the day, even when I was heavy into vicodin. It was because I had this friend that was hooked on them, and it would scare the shit out of me when he would be nodding out on them so hard, with on eye rolling in the back of his head, pale as a ghost, so I was like fuck that drug, I don't want to be on some shit that has me looking like that. He used to hit me up to smoke a blunt, and little did I know he wanted me to scoop him up because he had just sniffed some oxy, and his parents had already sent him to rehab so knew what was up, so at least with me he could nod out without having to worry. I remember bringing him out to a party and he kept nodding out with the blunt in his hand after he took a hit or 2, and I stopped chilling with him after that because my friends were like wtf dude, cut this kid off.

He eventually made the jump to H, and I swear I don't know anybody that would nod as hard as him. God bless his soul, he ended up dieing of a heroin overdose, but he sure got in his fair share of nods before having his last one. Being filthy rich and able to buy as much as he wanted surely helped. Even if I do dope forever, I probably won't die having as many quality nods under my belt as he did.

 

[Unbreakable]

I couldn't imagine being on probation and trying to use heroin at the same time... I would be too paranoid. I mean it gets out of your system fast but making a habit out of it while getting piss tested wouldn't be fun (even though making a habit out of heroin period isn't really that enjoyable or any type of opiate for that matter). I had to get tested when I was in placement this summer but it didn't matter because no one was getting oxycontin's in there or roxicodone..... I said fuck it and remained clean. I stopped using before that experience anyways....

Other than that I'm laughing because I have like 20 syringes in my dresser right now (please mom don't find them lol)... My friend had dropped off some after he went to the exchange, he had offered to do so because my friend needs some.... Like really needed some, she was using the same two needles lately because she hasn't been able to get any. I couldn't bare watching her try to shoot up with them, I had to give her some harm reduction tips. She was even shooting in her hands with them. So I told her I would get her some and she's going to come get them after work. I hope she drops off a few bags though because she said she was thinking about making a run....so I have my fingers crossed.

When your on probation you generally see your Probation officer 1 time a month pretty much the same day every month.... I was on probation for 2 years got drug tested 1 time and that was first time I showed up... Opiates aren't in your system for long anyhow.... so no reason to stress and your good to use

 

[BluffBoy]

Starting to crave some dope pretty badly. Haven't had any in a month anda half and these pharms are NOT cutting it. I miss drivin to the bluff duckin police adrenaline pumping and getting a bag of that sweet fire.

There is alot of bullshit dope down there. Corner boys love the out of town/state white boys Rollin through all day. But once you get your foot in the game the dope gets good. Real good. If you disagree, you just ain't doin it right son. Everyone has to pay their dues...

 

[fantom13]

tommyboy you are right. meaning try it what is the worst that could happen. if i don't like it or do not want to do it, go back to using dope. its more the ritual that i love, setting everything up, fixing the rig and wrapping and shooting. god its crazy i will have a spot for a few days then it goes bad then i spend a few days looking for a new spot then bam, few more days of just hitting right. i know other IV users would agree. i wish i could just snort it but it did nothing for me. also, i have 2mg kpins and i took 2 and barely felt it. so 4mg total not sure why i even do it on an empty stomach. copping after work and yeah the last batch i got was for sure a 8/10 and they were pretty big. people tak about walking to cop. i would be too afraid of the cops seeing a white boy in the wrong part of town so i do not mind driving...

^ I think the doctor meant that he could at least give the suboxone a try, and if he doesn't benefit from it, he'll just be in the same position he is in now, shooting dope. I didn't take his post to mean the doctor was recommending that he goes back to dope, but rather was just saying what's the worst that can happen if he gives the suboxone a try, since he's shooting dope now so can't get much worse.

 

[puke]

Hey fantom. I forgot if I asked you this, do you cook your stuff or do you just mix it and shoot it??

 

[lptrax]

Getting jacked on pill hill in the tenderloin SF Bay Area.

So I've been doing opanas etc. for a long time have only ever had to cop on the block a couple of times a long time ago. The other day I was chilling with a friend who likes to smoke roxis ( I don't ) So I said why don't we see what this Tar is all about. I have had people holler Chiva at me all day when in the TL so i knew where to get it and figured if smoking it would be cheaper and maybe better than OC.

So I know to go to the older guys since the younger dudes will just jack you and to never let your money walk. We get out there and it is pretty dead so i start checking out the area a little closer to market (probably too close) and start getting hollered at by all kinds of crackheads and bums. Somehow this big young tatted black guy rolls over to us and SOMEHOW gets my money and licks me for it. Don't know how he got the money out of my hand before I got my shit but damn it is what it is. After this I am over it but my boy still wants to cop. I let him go do it and he finds some crackhead middleman and the guy gets us a "gram" which must have actually just been a 20 sack he bought and kept the rest of the money.

The black was .4 of absolute garbage far weaker than pharms. Highly disappointed. Hadn't smoked tar in a couple years and I did not remember it being this shitty.

Is there any actually decent black or is it all just that pure garbage. Also the grams run stupid cheap, I won't post the prices but for what it goes for it seems like it almost MUST be bad.

so bottome line, any way to get decent tar on the block or do you basically have to make some connections to get anything worthwhile

 

[ms4104]

Offer to pay someone 10 bucks to introduce you to their connect.. If you hand over the money before the drugs are in your hand you are gonna get fucked. Best thing is to find a dealer and deal directly..

 

[lptrax]

I would do that but everyone i know does pills...

 

[RidingtheBrownline]

Hey fantom. I forgot if I asked you this, do you cook your stuff or do you just mix it and shoot it??

im not fantom but i will answer. it really depends on the dope. some shit dissolves real well without any heat,but for instance the blows I'm getting now, are real FAT and flame, but i do add a bit of heat so it will draw up nice and easy, just as it starts bubbling i take the heat off.

 

[epiks]

Getting jacked on pill hill in the tenderloin SF Bay Area.

So I've been doing opanas etc. for a long time have only ever had to cop on the block a couple of times a long time ago. The other day I was chilling with a friend who likes to smoke roxis ( I don't ) So I said why don't we see what this Tar is all about. I have had people holler Chiva at me all day when in the TL so i knew where to get it and figured if smoking it would be cheaper and maybe better than OC.

So I know to go to the older guys since the younger dudes will just jack you and to never let your money walk. We get out there and it is pretty dead so i start checking out the area a little closer to market (probably too close) and start getting hollered at by all kinds of crackheads and bums. Somehow this big young tatted black guy rolls over to us and SOMEHOW gets my money and licks me for it. Don't know how he got the money out of my hand before I got my shit but damn it is what it is. After this I am over it but my boy still wants to cop. I let him go do it and he finds some crackhead middleman and the guy gets us a "gram" which must have actually just been a 20 sack he bought and kept the rest of the money.

The black was .4 of absolute garbage far weaker than pharms. Highly disappointed. Hadn't smoked tar in a couple years and I did not remember it being this shitty.

Is there any actually decent black or is it all just that pure garbage. Also the grams run stupid cheap, I won't post the prices but for what it goes for it seems like it almost MUST be bad.

so bottome line, any way to get decent tar on the block or do you basically have to make some connections to get anything worthwhile

Yes, there is good tar. On the West Coast its normally called "pure" or "raw" stay away from that shiny shoe polish shit. We get the same shit in Seattle and I had the same in Santa Cruz. Basically there is the stupidly priced grams of shoe polish shiny tar..then there is the "pure/raw" that is a dark flat black. That goes for the same price as the east coasters get it for and is basically the same thing. Mix it together no leftovers, iced tea type color. But be careful because you WILL get ripped off. You need to get a connects number then ask if he knows where to get pure/raw tar. And even then he will see an opportunity to take advantage of you and get 3x the money for free. Best way would be if you already have friends picking it up then its normally a for sure thing. But then you gotta watch out cause they pinch...haha so much shadiness in the dope game! Always gotta watch out for some shady fuck pullin a slick move.

So in short...Yes.

Hows everyone been doing? I've been on quite the binge. Or WAS I guess is the correct term. Which always takes me away from bluelight. Which never makes sense to me..When I'm on a big one I should be here cheerin on team nod but no..I guess I nod so tough I just forget about my other team members. So anyways, about 3 maybe 4? days ago I benched myself from the team and have been taking my subs. As some of you may know, I live in the Seattle area but I go back and forth between there and a small ass town in Eastern WA. Normally go there to take my clean breaks when I do month on month off. Well, this time since I had a bit of money..(internet biz is boomin!) I decided to take a quarter with me. Got high as fuck and ran out. I'm going back into Seattle tomorrow. So whether or not I decide to give it another go around is unknown..I'm going to be staying in Seattle for awhile at least for my bday (20th) and then my brother has his baby (Almost an uncle!) which its due date is the 20th or 21st I can't remember. So maybe I'll jump back on the train for the couple weeks while I'm there.

I still really want to gtfo outta WA. I have about $6k saved up..That should be more than enough to move to the east coast. Or hell, even back to cali if I had to. Just renting out a room in someones house/apartment I should be able to make do on 1.5k/mo even if it was 2k I could live for 3 months assuming I never saw another pay day (which I get one on the 20th of every month) So I'm thinking I should be more than good.

So what do you all think? Just go for it and take the (giant) leap to the complete opposite side of the US? Obviously get a room lined up first on CL or something. Unless one of you BL'ers have a room for rent I made a post awhile back about Pittsburgh/NYC/Chicago. I decided on NYC. Chinky almost completely swayed me to Chicago but..NYC was my gut choice so I'm going to stick with that. Any places I should try and avoid looking for a room at?

In more heroin related news..What really sucks is that since I still have to hide my shit I can only have what I can hide in a jean pocket basically (my parents literally tear back the carpet every week or so) So I can only ever have like 2 needles..which means 2 needles for a week or so. Which is like a lot of re-uses..I know its absolutely TERRIBLE and if I could keep a box of 100 around I absolutely would but I can't...does anyone else have this problem? Or do you just keep a bunch and figure "oh well, if they find it im fucked anyways might as well have 15 needles instead of 2" ?

P.S. Why did chinky get the ban hammer?

 

[Tommyboy]

^ Dude NYC is going to be the most expensive. My friend might still be looking for a roommate in Brooklyn, but they pay stupid prices to be in a decent area, like don't expect to be paying less than a G each if you were to get a 2 bedroom with someone.

As for opiates, I'm trying to take a break from all of them. I have only been doing dope 1-2x a week, but have been filling in the gaps with bupe, oxy, or morphine, so have been using about 4 days out of the week. I had a half bag of dope and a 10mg perk 2 days ago, then just a 10mg perk yesterday, and nothing today. I feel fine for the most part. Not 100% but good enough to be able to do stuff around the house, still have my appetite, and get some sleep probably. I'm really curious to see how I feel in the next few days. I don't feel like I'm getting any worse and it's well over a day since I took that 10mg perk, which I doubt would even hold of withdrawals that long if they were gonna come on bad. I think that low dose use over a longer period of time may take longer to start withdrawing from though, but I guess I will find out.

I just got tired of the whole process once again. It's not even a matter of being strung out since I'm really not that bad off, it's more a matter of the dope being kinda shitty right now, and me mostly only having enough money to get a bag or 2 to keep the sick away, and then when I finally try to get high a few times in the last month, I have been disappointed. So basically I want my tolerance back down, and I also just applied to 3 more jobs this week, all of which drug test, so no choice really. This job market sucks by the way. I've been taking breaks way to much to not even get interviewed and piss tested to get a job yet.

 

[epiks]

Yeah I know NYC is expensive. My internet biz is doing well enough that I should be more than fine. Where in NY do you live? If you don't mind me asking. And do you like it there? Thats good you're taking a break. Its much easier to take a break (at least for me) when shitty dope is going around. Its like whats the point. Good to hear you're cuttin it down. Are you a social dope user or more of a locked in your room type lol? I'm mostly hulled up in my room.

 

[Tommyboy]

I'm on Long Island, so a 40 min train ride to the city. I got a few times a month usually, and I probably prefer the city over LI right now because LI has gotten so crowded, but doesn't have the advantages of the city. Like if it's going to take me forever to get anywhere due to traffic, I would prefer to have a bunch of awesome restaurants within walking distance, or a simple subway ride away. Also, you need a car on LI, whereas you don't in the city, yet most people commute to the city via the train, so having a car and paying for it here is such a waste, yet the public transportation on LI isn't convenient enough allow you the freedom to still go out wherever you want without needing a car.

I don't like it as much here as I used to though, after going away to school for a few years in a rural area. I got used to not having to wear brand name shit all the time, and people not being dicks all the time. Like up there people say hello to strangers while walking, but here, that's how you start a fight. At school I was shocked when people were saying hello to me and holding the door, since I had never seen that before. I threw some elbows when my friend came up to me from behind up there, because by me that's how you get jumped, but up there that's just them dicking around. I remember that same kid was saying to me after I told him I was from LI that his other friend from LI was saying how heroin was so popular there, and I was just acting kinda oblivious like wow, that must have been after I graduated from high school. I kinda loved the aspect of living a separate life up there. Only a few people knew my deal with drugs, but it took a long time for me to tell them that.

As for my dope habits, I love to talk when I'm on dope, so I like going out with people. I actually kinda redeem myself when I go out to the bars with my friends when I am on dope, because I don't drink more than a beer or 2 on dope, yet I used to get blackout drunk all the time, so they think I'm doing a lot better now haha. Like my friends will get wasted and see me appearing to be fine, and then start asking me for advice and shit, but little do they know I am on dope. Some of them have thought I was using coke because of talking a lot from the dope, and that kinda pissed me off for some reason. Like I was actually gonna correct them like "Hey pal, I'm on heroin, not cocaine. Get it right!" I think I've corrected them and just said I was on vicodin though, since it's a lot more acceptable, and you really can't tell the difference in which opiate I am on, and nobody will really question it unless I am nodding out, which hasn't happened in public like that yet.

 

[puke]

Thats the weird thing about dope it makes you feel like such a better then you probably are. I seem to get laid more when I got dope in me then alcohol.

 

[Tommyboy]

Thats the weird thing about dope it makes you feel like such a better then you probably are. I seem to get laid more when I got dope in me then alcohol.

Same here man, which is why I really wanna get back to not being dependent on the dope, so it's not just getting me feeling normal plus a little more. I act so nice to people when I'm on dope, and I will flirt with a girl all night since being high makes it a lot easier to pretend to care about everything she's saying.

I used to do pretty good with MILFs at house parties, because it would get to late night and I would be so high on dope that I would be helping with cleaning or whatever, and helping deal with the people that were getting out of hand from drinking, since I had so much experience being in that state myself, that I would just appear nice and responsible I guess, and I would just say whatever the MILFs wanna hear about how they still look young and pretty, etc...

The last time I was out at the bar and properly high on dope, I was doing awesome with the girls there. Like I said I think it comes down to that when your drunk you just come on hard to a girl instead of putting in the time, so you can blow it pretty quickly unless she's a whore. On dope though, I will talk to the same girl for a few hours, making her comfortable enough to leave with me. I had this one girl that would ask me if I was bi-polar because I wouldn't care for her much normally, but when I was on opiates I would be so nice to her it was like I was a different person.