longtimesunshine
Bluelighter
Wow. I’m still in so much shock right now, technically still feeling the afterglow effects of the trip. I did a full 100 mg, and HOLY FUCK. My life has been forever changed, and I can totally understand why people say this now after doing dmt. My mind has been opened; I truly have gained a better sense of just HOW much larger and complex our universe is than any of us will ever know in this lifetime, but that’s the beautiful thing—this infinite, intricate universe is all contained within the human brain. I am totally and completely blown away, and I am so thankful for having the opportunity to be enlightened.
Before I begin, as a side note...
I got some dmt the other day and tried it for the first time with my brother. Neither of us knew what we were doing, so of course I fucked it up being the one to go first, and I didn’t have a real trip. My brother, after seeing how NOT to do it, had a much better result, but it was only 50 mg and clearly not as intense as the journey I had today. SO, after getting some more to try again, this time, being my first REAL time to try dmt, I can say for sure that you should be completely alone when you do it. It is a personal experience and I feel that even someone in the room with you, being completely silent and non-intrusive would be a distraction. You should be able to do whatever you feel, and go wherever the entities guide you. I will never do dmt with another person if I want to truly get the most out of a trip! Doing it alone was PERFECT.
I wasn’t paying attention to the time, but I’m pretty sure my trip lasted about 10-15 minutes. The clock was the last thing I cared about in the moments immediately following though, I assure you lol. But I turned on some Weezer, grabbed my bong (no water of course), poured 100 mg of dmt on top of a little weed, and sat down on my bed and took two hits. Held each one as long as I could, then laid down on the bed and let it take over me.
So here’s my trip…
I went to another world, with bright, sharp, colors and defined edges around everything—it’s almost like it was 2-d and 3-d at the same time. There were colored patterns and shapes comprising the “floor”, “walls”, and even the entities themselves, all suspended in space. But they took my mind, turned it upside down, and raped it. These entities were all dancing around me, showing me what I NEEDED to see. For me, it was that the universe is so much larger, and I am not in control of it. It controls me, and I have to let it guide me in my life right now. It showed me how to deal with some things that have been going on in my life recently, and I won’t say how cause that’s just a personal thing. It’s like they were really mean to me at first, so that I would respect them. They made me feel like such a dumb, naïve little girl. Like they were saying “sit down, shut up, and fucking learn something.” At one point, I opened my eyes because the visuals and things they were showing me were getting really scary, but then I remembered that you have to keep your eyes closed so I forced myself to continue. I began thinking to myself, “Holy fuck, I’ll probably never do this again” cause I couldn’t see why I would want to go back when I clearly didn’t belong there. Everything they showed me was cool and weird, but gave me such a twisted feeling inside. It’s like every feeling and emotion and chemical reaction in your brain that you’ve ever known is at their disposal to tug on…I don’t know how to explain that either, but I guess the best way I could put it is that it felt like they could send shocks of horror, disgust, happiness, awe, etc. twisting through my gut instantaneously, just by showing me a different image. But everything was always moving, nothing was really still except for maybe the “floor” and “wall”-like parts of the world. After that, things got way calmer. I was still in their universe, but it’s like I was led into a “living room” where there were several of these entities (the entities were also comprised of brightly colored 3-d geometric shapes) floating around, looking at me. I was finally able to realize what just happened, and the realization of this completely separate universe just blew my mind so I started talking to them. (Really just talking out loud to myself, because they didn’t talk back, but I was so overwhelmed and just THANKFUL, I kept thanking them for showing me what they did, etc.) I couldn’t control anything that was going on, so I just started screaming. I screamed into my pillow and let out all of my frustrations and fear. I just kept screaming until it hurt, then kept going on the journey. The kind of “tour” through their world continued a bit, and the entities were floating and swirling around me, and then I began to breathe really heavy and deep, like I was falling into a deep sleep really fast. They were making me do it; that was their way of easing me out of the trip, slowly pushing me off to sleep and making me relax after such intense sensations. It was so sweet, like a kiss goodbye. I didn’t go to sleep, because I kept talking to them once I realized that was their way of sending me back to my own world. It’s like they were waving me goodbye as I saw it all fading away. In summary, I got fucked really hard for a few minutes, but just when it started to hurt, they eased off and gave it to me gently. Then they tucked me in bed, kissed me to sleep, and closed the door. Holy shit. My world has seriously been completely shattered. And I feel so LUCKY to have been able to have this experience.
I was completely sure at one point during the trip that I really would never come back (“Thanks for the ride, but I’ll just walk home myself next time”), but I realize now that I HAVE to try dmt again. There’s another world out there and I have to know more. I gotta go read more about it, find out what experienced trippers and endorsers of the drug (Joe Rogan and the like) have to say. What an incredible experience.
Before I begin, as a side note...
I got some dmt the other day and tried it for the first time with my brother. Neither of us knew what we were doing, so of course I fucked it up being the one to go first, and I didn’t have a real trip. My brother, after seeing how NOT to do it, had a much better result, but it was only 50 mg and clearly not as intense as the journey I had today. SO, after getting some more to try again, this time, being my first REAL time to try dmt, I can say for sure that you should be completely alone when you do it. It is a personal experience and I feel that even someone in the room with you, being completely silent and non-intrusive would be a distraction. You should be able to do whatever you feel, and go wherever the entities guide you. I will never do dmt with another person if I want to truly get the most out of a trip! Doing it alone was PERFECT.
I wasn’t paying attention to the time, but I’m pretty sure my trip lasted about 10-15 minutes. The clock was the last thing I cared about in the moments immediately following though, I assure you lol. But I turned on some Weezer, grabbed my bong (no water of course), poured 100 mg of dmt on top of a little weed, and sat down on my bed and took two hits. Held each one as long as I could, then laid down on the bed and let it take over me.
So here’s my trip…
I went to another world, with bright, sharp, colors and defined edges around everything—it’s almost like it was 2-d and 3-d at the same time. There were colored patterns and shapes comprising the “floor”, “walls”, and even the entities themselves, all suspended in space. But they took my mind, turned it upside down, and raped it. These entities were all dancing around me, showing me what I NEEDED to see. For me, it was that the universe is so much larger, and I am not in control of it. It controls me, and I have to let it guide me in my life right now. It showed me how to deal with some things that have been going on in my life recently, and I won’t say how cause that’s just a personal thing. It’s like they were really mean to me at first, so that I would respect them. They made me feel like such a dumb, naïve little girl. Like they were saying “sit down, shut up, and fucking learn something.” At one point, I opened my eyes because the visuals and things they were showing me were getting really scary, but then I remembered that you have to keep your eyes closed so I forced myself to continue. I began thinking to myself, “Holy fuck, I’ll probably never do this again” cause I couldn’t see why I would want to go back when I clearly didn’t belong there. Everything they showed me was cool and weird, but gave me such a twisted feeling inside. It’s like every feeling and emotion and chemical reaction in your brain that you’ve ever known is at their disposal to tug on…I don’t know how to explain that either, but I guess the best way I could put it is that it felt like they could send shocks of horror, disgust, happiness, awe, etc. twisting through my gut instantaneously, just by showing me a different image. But everything was always moving, nothing was really still except for maybe the “floor” and “wall”-like parts of the world. After that, things got way calmer. I was still in their universe, but it’s like I was led into a “living room” where there were several of these entities (the entities were also comprised of brightly colored 3-d geometric shapes) floating around, looking at me. I was finally able to realize what just happened, and the realization of this completely separate universe just blew my mind so I started talking to them. (Really just talking out loud to myself, because they didn’t talk back, but I was so overwhelmed and just THANKFUL, I kept thanking them for showing me what they did, etc.) I couldn’t control anything that was going on, so I just started screaming. I screamed into my pillow and let out all of my frustrations and fear. I just kept screaming until it hurt, then kept going on the journey. The kind of “tour” through their world continued a bit, and the entities were floating and swirling around me, and then I began to breathe really heavy and deep, like I was falling into a deep sleep really fast. They were making me do it; that was their way of easing me out of the trip, slowly pushing me off to sleep and making me relax after such intense sensations. It was so sweet, like a kiss goodbye. I didn’t go to sleep, because I kept talking to them once I realized that was their way of sending me back to my own world. It’s like they were waving me goodbye as I saw it all fading away. In summary, I got fucked really hard for a few minutes, but just when it started to hurt, they eased off and gave it to me gently. Then they tucked me in bed, kissed me to sleep, and closed the door. Holy shit. My world has seriously been completely shattered. And I feel so LUCKY to have been able to have this experience.
I was completely sure at one point during the trip that I really would never come back (“Thanks for the ride, but I’ll just walk home myself next time”), but I realize now that I HAVE to try dmt again. There’s another world out there and I have to know more. I gotta go read more about it, find out what experienced trippers and endorsers of the drug (Joe Rogan and the like) have to say. What an incredible experience.
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