So here's my first blog post. I'll make a point not to edit this. I just want to have something anonymous to look back on in the future, to see where I was at.
It's Saturday night and I have work tomorrow. I've been eating poppy pods almost every day for over a month, and for the past 2 weeks using Tramadol every day. Before that I was using oxycodone and hydrocodone. Temazepam is another daily vice. All last school year I was addicted to Focalin and Adderall, and now that I have both drugs in my possession legally, I have no desire for them. Downers have consumed my life. Poppy pods seem more important to me than school right now.
I've lost my motivation to try and achieve anything. I still have the drive to go to work, which allows me to have more money to buy drugs with. Otherwise, it all seems pointless. I can't even write anymore. I don't know what's wrong with me...
It's Saturday night and I have work tomorrow. I've been eating poppy pods almost every day for over a month, and for the past 2 weeks using Tramadol every day. Before that I was using oxycodone and hydrocodone. Temazepam is another daily vice. All last school year I was addicted to Focalin and Adderall, and now that I have both drugs in my possession legally, I have no desire for them. Downers have consumed my life. Poppy pods seem more important to me than school right now.
I've lost my motivation to try and achieve anything. I still have the drive to go to work, which allows me to have more money to buy drugs with. Otherwise, it all seems pointless. I can't even write anymore. I don't know what's wrong with me...
