WOW, I thought I had heard everything. Thats crazy homeydontplaythat. I used to live in some of the places(citys) you mention. I have even tried h there (like only 3 times) and after this I dont think I ever want to try ot again. Im glad you got your life back. It sounds to me like you would have died if you didnt stop. I know people that have (Ithink we all do) so , I sometimes find it hard to read long posts but your story was really interesting. Keep it up and good luck.