1 month MXE Binger

[Ziggy420]

I don't really have much to say. So many life changing revelations. The trips can be scary at times. I did them several times every day. It took us a while to figure out that sniffing the stuff was kind of a waste. In the beginning even small doses of like 20 or 30 mg sniffed were good. We did them all day. Then we figured out how to "plug". My wife and I had a whole system of plugging in place. We would plug like 100-130 mg several times a day. We would weigh it up, help each other load it up in a plunger we bought for a few dollars at the drug store. Then we would smoke a cig, give it time to get going, then lock ourselves in a room with music.

This stuff is life changing. My relationship with my wife is so much more special now. Many conflicts are gone. I don't feel the anger or resentment toward people in my life the same way.

I enjoyed both closed eye journeys and open eyed ones or both. I think I died a few times. I connected with something larger than our universe our god. I believe I have a connection with something beyond anything we really know. I believe it is all real. I think there is a force out there that is watching out for us. I think there is something even more frightening than hell. I think our friends/souls are with us. There are lost creatures without faces too. Lots of strange landscapes and journeys in this train like thing that went from scene to scene healing me. I saw the light like a Near death experience. I came back from the dead. Its all a jumble and only I know what happened this month in my heart, mind, soul, and every fiber of my being.

I would say that once you get the hang of the lower levels, its there really only is a point of the upper levels. But it does get frightening at times. This morning on my last dose of the 10 g bag I had I actually made my self go to the bathroom to get rid of some of it. It worked. I was spared. I thought I lost my first dose I was preparing so I added another 100 mg. Then I felt it coming on and realised I had 200 mg or so in there. luckily I was able to "abort". Like I said I was scared. The good thing is even if you feel trapped in there, it will pass in a short amount of time.

My trips seemed like an eternity...like I was always going to be that way. But then I escaped them. But I always looked forward to them. My wife too. And we always took turns playing DJ and the music is a part of it all too.

I have so much I want to say...but really no words to say them. Have fun, hit me back if you have any questions.

B

 

[J.Wallace]

Interesting.

Have you experienced any side effects from such daily usage? I went through a gram in about 4 days, experienced slight bladder pains. Nothing major, but enough to notice it was unusual. Wondering if you felt the same?

Do you feel as though you will continue using? Is this something you see yourself becoming addicted to, or do you still feel in control? I ask these questions because I absolutely love this substance, and will definitely be using it for as long as I can. Or at least until I notice it's effecting my health in a negative manner.

 

[Ziggy420]

J. Wallace: Not too many side effects noted as of yet. Sleep is kind of messed up. I haven't eaten much. I've lost a bit of weight. I feel kind of wore out. I'm ordering more. Should be fun. I've been tripping for more than 10 years with shrooms, ketamine, dxm, acid, and other "legal highs" like Trip 2 night, snurf, green hornet, and other things that they don't even make any more. I honestly can't say what my favorite is, although I seem to gravitate to disassociatives. I found that weed doesn't do it for me. MXE is awesome, and I hope I can continue to find it. Like I mentioned before, anyone can PM me, and I will help in any way I can.

One more note...this is addicting...this can control your life...this can create a cycle that you cannot really get out of. I've got a little addictive personality, but I"m really just a cosmonaut. I think I can stop and running out of your bag and having to order more is a great way to put things back in check. Just be careful. I found that my days and nights revolve around this stuff a bit. I don't regret it for a second. Do as I say, not as I do...be careful.

 

[Equal Observer]

Long term MxE binge in a room with your wife and music. Some mission statement. Thanks for sharing your story.

It's definitely a magical compound that's emerged - can do random offbeat psychic-chaotic-paranormal phenomenon.

 

[Br1tannia]

I had a similar experience. I got through 8 grams in 3 weeks over christmas, all day everyday. It started off great, nice 30mg doses a few times a day snorted and sublingually. tolerance built up, ended up doing around 200mg doses several times during the day, unintentionally m holing multiple times because my tolerance was up so high so fast, scary but pleasant. the high started feeling uncomfortable and unhappy for me, so i flushed the remaining 2 grams i had.

 

[fridgebuzz]

I think I died a few times. I connected with something larger than our universe our god. I believe I have a connection with something beyond anything we really know. I think there is a force out there that is watching out for us. I think there is something even more frightening than hell. I saw the light like a Near death experience. I came back from the dead. But it does get frightening at times. The good thing is even if you feel trapped in there, it will pass in a short amount of time. My trips seemed like an eternity...like I was always going to be that way. But then I escaped them. I have so much I want to say...but really no words to say them.

I know EXACTLY what you mean. It was as if I were shown "the truth" and it was frightening. I was begging with this "something larger than the universe or god" to take it back and just let me go back to my dark, unenlightened hole from whence I came.

 

[OTGee]

I have to say reading your trip report re-dwindled a lot of my love for psychedelics and dissociatives. The things you say you believe in, I too understand that feeling and hearing you write it down in such a simple paragraph really helped me as I have been a little depressed lately. Ive been translating all this psychedelic energy I still have / residue and turning it into anxiety, depression and paranoia/insanity. Not on a large scale basis, in the thinking about in my head kinda way. You just really made me realise that I gota start believeing again and seeing instead of wishing for something different. Psychedelics/dissociatives kinda made me realize the worlds flaws in an oh so incredible way that I dont think I will ever be able to look at it the same again which is sad and excitting at the same time.

I know you did just write down a really short summarizing paragraph but I just thought I would add my thoughts after reading, thanks for the great report Really wish I could stock up on a lot of MXE but it doesnt look like I will have cash anytime soon.