I'm not getting any breaks it seems like every month that comes up has some day that I wish I could curl up and die rather than face it.
I don't want to come off as one of those self pity fools that can't get up and live because of the things that have happened but I feel myself falling into that pattern. I'm trying to just push myself and get the shit done that I need to and focus on helping myself get further in my life. I know I'm going in the right direction now there's just so much pain along the way that most days I want to give up, on myself and life.
One thing I wish for this year is to feel like I belong somewhere and that I'm wanted (not in a sexual way, just that someone wants to be around me..to have me by them).
I don't want to come off as one of those self pity fools that can't get up and live because of the things that have happened but I feel myself falling into that pattern. I'm trying to just push myself and get the shit done that I need to and focus on helping myself get further in my life. I know I'm going in the right direction now there's just so much pain along the way that most days I want to give up, on myself and life.
One thing I wish for this year is to feel like I belong somewhere and that I'm wanted (not in a sexual way, just that someone wants to be around me..to have me by them).