ComboverLarry
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- Sep 18, 2022
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So 1,4 Butanediol 99.7-99.9% is easily available on the net on US auction sites and China. They will even send you a COA if you have a letterhead that says you are into plastics manufacturing and prototyping. It started easily enough, taking 2ml after work, coming down and having a nice sleep. I wouldn't say tolerance built, but it's easy enough to put a bottle next to your bed to re-dose if you are wide awake, take a diluted sip and wake up refreshed. Oh, what a slippery slide that is.
I ended up taking 2.5 ml every couple hours just to maintain. If I had a difficult experience, or just wanted to chill, 2.5 ml BDO. The 2.5 ml in the night stand became 5ml and I would wake up a couple times during the night to take a sip. It was a good rush when I woke up in the morning and would drink through the crash during my day. It was fun for a bit.
I started feeling my kidneys getting sore. I would exercise and do back stretches, but the aching didn't stop. I was eating less and my urine flow lessened because I wasn't getting proper electrolytes. It returned temporarily eating broth, fruit juice, bananas and Tums, but I started to develop spider veins behind my knees, knowing it was my vice of choice causing these problems. I knew I had to stop.
I stopped cold turkey for a day, but I got really irritable after about 4 hours. My hands cramped up really badly and I couldn't type. I knew I was in trouble. I knew I had enough to do a 3-day taper, but would it be enough?
I got my supplements together with a game plan- a multivitamin, magnesium glycinate and melatonin for sleep, I did have baclofen, F-phenibux, lorezapam, and etizolam, but I don't like taking any of them. My taper was to either lower the dose, or lengthen the time. 2.5ml at 8:00 am. 2ml at 10:00 am, 2 ml at 12:30 and so on. The first night, I did save 2.5ml so I could sleep. When I got to such a low level the next day (30 hours?)I I knew I could jump. I have taken half of a lorazepam before a stressful meeting, but no more poison in my body.
I have been free for 1,4BDO for a week now. No repercussions. No cravings. I have more mental acuity and feel great.!
I ended up taking 2.5 ml every couple hours just to maintain. If I had a difficult experience, or just wanted to chill, 2.5 ml BDO. The 2.5 ml in the night stand became 5ml and I would wake up a couple times during the night to take a sip. It was a good rush when I woke up in the morning and would drink through the crash during my day. It was fun for a bit.
I started feeling my kidneys getting sore. I would exercise and do back stretches, but the aching didn't stop. I was eating less and my urine flow lessened because I wasn't getting proper electrolytes. It returned temporarily eating broth, fruit juice, bananas and Tums, but I started to develop spider veins behind my knees, knowing it was my vice of choice causing these problems. I knew I had to stop.
I stopped cold turkey for a day, but I got really irritable after about 4 hours. My hands cramped up really badly and I couldn't type. I knew I was in trouble. I knew I had enough to do a 3-day taper, but would it be enough?
I got my supplements together with a game plan- a multivitamin, magnesium glycinate and melatonin for sleep, I did have baclofen, F-phenibux, lorezapam, and etizolam, but I don't like taking any of them. My taper was to either lower the dose, or lengthen the time. 2.5ml at 8:00 am. 2ml at 10:00 am, 2 ml at 12:30 and so on. The first night, I did save 2.5ml so I could sleep. When I got to such a low level the next day (30 hours?)I I knew I could jump. I have taken half of a lorazepam before a stressful meeting, but no more poison in my body.
I have been free for 1,4BDO for a week now. No repercussions. No cravings. I have more mental acuity and feel great.!