*** copied from BL journal ***
5:06pm
Well, shot a gram last night and all it did was tease me.
I finally emailed my parents. They've been worried because I haven't contacted them. They were thinking of calling the police in my town to swing by and check on me. They are in the east coast and when they don't hear from me they worry. if I died they would have no way of knowing.
I think i'm going to move back east. I love colorado but all i do is isolate. Haven't made any friends or enjoyed all the awesome things to do here. Back east, people know me and care about me. Why am i always fucking shit up? I was doing fuckin good out here, I had a great job that i was respected at and had potential for senior management positions. I had money in the bank that afforded me comfort and security. fuck, i'm done typing. i hate thinking about the way it was when i was happy
5:06pm
Well, shot a gram last night and all it did was tease me.
I finally emailed my parents. They've been worried because I haven't contacted them. They were thinking of calling the police in my town to swing by and check on me. They are in the east coast and when they don't hear from me they worry. if I died they would have no way of knowing.
I think i'm going to move back east. I love colorado but all i do is isolate. Haven't made any friends or enjoyed all the awesome things to do here. Back east, people know me and care about me. Why am i always fucking shit up? I was doing fuckin good out here, I had a great job that i was respected at and had potential for senior management positions. I had money in the bank that afforded me comfort and security. fuck, i'm done typing. i hate thinking about the way it was when i was happy