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Hottest day of spring so far, +8 celsius. LETS GO SUMMER 2020!
taking drugs will fix thatFor fucks sake. Thought clock was like 7pm but since I barely slept its not even four yet. Being tired suuuucks.
Thats what Im trying to do but might have to wait till monday till the welfare payment. Gonna be a long weekend.taking drugs will fix that
Apparently it was an RC one, which according to him was $400. However, I had him bring up the transaction and show me and it was a little less. And no he didn't 'hurt' me, but he threatened to flush all my drugs? When I went to stop him he did shove me around a bit. He thankfully didn't do it, but he was real pissed. Yeah this morning we talked about the psychosis, and then a little after that I told him about that. We've been basically going back and forth about it all day, and still says that it was wrong for me to flush them (wanted me to hide them or something instead..) He also said that the drug itself doesn't cause it and I need to stop saying it's bad for his schizophrenia. Ugh... we compromised on some things but I hoped that he would've understood that it was only in good intentions to flush them.
hey there ! didn't you say you weren't ever doing meth again. didn't you throw the other batch away or sell it or give it away or something ?Wish I could still stay up for days. But naa, too much mental negatives for me. Well Im getting meth next week so whaddya know.
Last year I flushed my amph after a psychosis, this winter I sold my meth after a psychosis.... Im starting to see a pattern.hey there ! didn't you say you weren't ever doing meth again. didn't you throw the other batch away or sell it or give it away or something ?
I honestly think you shouldn’t risk it. Isn’t there something better that wouldn’t have such a high risk of psychosis? Might seem like a good idea now, try to remember why you threw those out in the first place. Be careful Mr, you’ve been having such a good month you were saying.Last year I flushed my amph after a psychosis, this winter I sold my meth after a psychosis.... Im starting to see a pattern.
I honestly feel like it would go well if only I could like not fucking stay up.
I honestly feel like it would go well if only I could like not fucking stay up.vI honestly believe I could do it fine if I will be able to sleep every night. PrincessDiz, I appreciate your concern but I left out that even this month had 2 psychosis in it. I feel like next month is just gonna be a test of willpower for me
Yeah, But Im basically a buddhist monk!!Lol, bless. I admire your youthful spirit and faith™. You will fail, of course. Everyone has said the same and everyone has failed. Currently sitting at an international success ratio of 245,321,612 fails to 0 wins on that score![]()
Yeah, But Im basically a buddhist monk!!
Just be careful, you’re good craic and I don’t want you to have to deal with bad episodes. Ya dotePrincessDiz, when you trolled me about me having a good month and you being here for a month I understood that you basically had a point. You are a really good friend and you have inspired me to make some art therefore you are a muse of mine![]()
Huh, dont take a me for such a weak man. I only and only ever watch milf anal porn.... well pretty much atleast...Try to remind yourself this while wanking over duck scat fetish porn on day 9 of no sleep...
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Haha, thanks. I dont either but the fact is that I have a severe adhd. Well 5th times the charm I guess.Just be careful, you’re good craic and I don’t want you to have to deal with bad episodes. Ya dote ❤
Same.::::insert cliche wise words for comfort:::
I'm not good at this sort of thing