I had to destroy my sense of entitlement. What you wrote is totally correct.Having anger resentment and rage can just eat away at the best parts of who you really are. Acceptance is something I worked on like an insane amount this year and it still wasn't enough and I'm still quite discontent with some things.
OUTSIDE PICTURES BECAUSE LOCKDOWN IS DRIVING ME CRAZYYYYY
I'm totes going to play video games at some point today.... if I can get my brain in order. I have real shit I have to do too but it's challenging.
I hear the "church" does intimidate, beat, rape people. Did something like that occur to you or someone else you met? How bad was it? I'm almost scared to ask.
You don't have to tell me if it was like severe and sometimes it's easier just to keep moving onto a better future than being stuck in the past. SOMETIMES, right?
I can't say what's best for you, the world, or your life. That's your call and I trust you can work it out.
I grew up around a lot of "churches of lies" but mostly places of mutual respect, love and not serious fucked up shit I hear/have read about. I'm hoping for whatever you went through that you are still the cool awesome person you've always been. I know hardships can warp a person and it really sucks.
) I don't deal with shit like that well.
Withholding psych and illness medication? Jeez I would have gotten a "lawyer" already (like a real lawyer or a metal one
I'm surprised something super serious hasn't happened yet to be honest. I heard the lady who talked about her stuff on Conan's show and then I watched more about it and I was horrified.
Burn the fucking place down. Those kind of people are the ones I wish I could end for good.
Do it! I wish I had real shit to do even though Im quite happy to be playing runescape as my "profession".
honestly even if people are poking fun at how much $ you're making keep in mind people will work 6, 8+ hours a day for just as much as you earn in 1 hour from what I hear... so like in the grand scheme of things I'd feel pretty fucking awesome about that.
If anything I would be an artist and paint pictures of the scientology building and tom cruise on fire and shit and sell it for lots of $$$
I want a tasteful art piece for my living room IIRC that would be just as hot as this one
Naa, not in hour lol. Daily meth orally would bring my earnings to 25€ a day which would increase to about 50€ when I had enough gear and some levels to kill the absolute last boss. All of this is of course untaxed, from my home and doing the thing I love
I LOVE reading I would totally buy your book. Especially if it slammed Scientologists.
WHOAAAT that sounds... so cool
how far did you get into it where you could have blown off a limb but managed not to? That's insane.
p.s. WALKING 50KM IN ONE NIGHT ENDING UP NEAR A LAOTIAN LAND MINE FIELD sounds like...
something I'd DIE for just to experience LOL
so pls let's hope I can live out that trip one day man that sounds SOOooOooo cool
it's like YOU CAN'T TOUCH THIS *runs through land mine field*
