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Captain.Heroin said:
@madness00

you are my hero man

I was going to deliberately trip and then start physically attacking someone today... they were asking for it and instead I just let them act like a moron.

Part of me is mad I didn't do it but it took conscious effort to remain COOL, CALM, COLLECTED and in the free world.

I was like "no CAPTAIN you will cop a charge and there will be 80 different camera angles of you punching someone's lights out and laughing about it while you do it... not worth it..." and I listened to that inner voice.
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Ol superego always out to ruin ids fun
 
Why is Scorpio considered the most powerful zodiac sign?

Scorpio 24th of October to 22nd of November
PrincessDiz said:
Macha is well known here. She gave a blessing and a curse symbolising the twins she left behind after giving birth to them. We have lots of amazing folklore.

Look up the film song of the sea, it’s full of Irish folklore and a great wee animation. Very sweet.
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I live in Id land and am out of touch with my super ego, but regardless you did the right thing, captain.

Don't let people outside of yourself effect.. yourself.
 
madness00 said:
I live in Id land and am out of touch with my super ego, but regardless you did the right thing, captain.

Don't let people outside of yourself effect.. yourself.
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Thank you. It was really hard.

I am actively wishing them ill-will and hope they suffer deeply at the hands of covid-19 and not me. The way they were acting, they were going to get it and probably spread it to dozens of people.
 
madness00 said:
I have naughty thoughts all day long but it's not the right time or place.

I need to get out of the system.

Hopefully not to get back in.
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I don't want these thoughts but I can't help but hate others when they act like this and I'm not on my meds.

If society *at all* cared for humanity or myself it'd put me on meds.

Your inner happines/will power gives me hope I'll chill the fuck out again one day madness <3 <3 <3
 
I don't really either, TBH, but there are no medications for my thoughts.

My therapist thought maybe they had to do with my bipolar diagnoses.

Not the case, apparently.
 
madness00 said:
I'm honest with her because it's a cry for help.

I don't want these thoughts.

As arousing/stimulating as they can be.
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That's why I have tons of respect for you, actively being a better person is so hot.

I'm *struggling* but I did it today and it was pretty fucking hard.

You have patience of a saint, man, I wish I had it. I'm working on it.
 
madness00 said:
That's why i used to drink to get away from them but in actuality it brought me closer to the edge.

So i tried weed instead. Worked like a charm actually.

I need weed.
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Same. I only have 1 gram of shatter left (I HAD LIKE TEN GRAMS it is SICK how I blow through it) and about a quarter ounce of weed so I'm ok, I need $$$$ and am going to war on the china virus any day now.

CRIES.
 
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