Thanks but nah, being president sounds like it would suck balls.
Yes, plus it's also an opiate.
What happened? I felt the same on Friday night when I woke up in an ambulance.
Sorry to hear that!
Nah, I'm only in shock because of horrendous experience with ex-BF. I don't know where to start ... but crux of it is this:
I caught him out in really dark, mean, calculated lie.
Context: His violence has put me in hospital twice. Relationship ended because of terrible assault during which I hit him in head with rubber hammer becaus he had been choking me as well as hitting me...it ended in me getting smashed knee (I tried to escape from 3rd storey window) and assault conviction for him.
Lonely and desperate (I guess) I started seeing him again 2 months ago despite restraining order etc....
He was all talk about "I'm trying to be a better man" etc, but told me all the same that I had broken his nose when I hit him with hammer. I believed him. There was therefore meant to be a mood of "we both have our wounds".
Couple of days ago I went to visit. At 4am he suddenly threw massive shit fit for no reason. Blamed every thing on me. He'd "taken the rap" for my violence. He only "throttled me a little bit" because I was hitting HIM. Defending myself with hammer was unnecessary....
Was so shocked by this preposterous outburst that I actually asked for his forgiveness and cried ... He put me out .. I even begged to be let back in! But he wouldn't stop his histrionics so eventually I did leave.
Punchline: I get home and look at my email. There's a letter from my lawyer concerning criminal compo claim I put in for about 6 months ago, because of broken knee. I'd put it on hold because I didn't want ex to have even more hassle ..
Anyway attached is police report. In this report it says that in self defense I hit him, and he got two "lacerations to his scalp". NO BROKEN FUCKEN NOSE.
Maybe it seems weird thatI should be so broken hearted and angry about the bullshit concerning how I "broke his nose".
It seems so dark though. He's been telling me about how I broke his nose very convincingly ever since we got back together.
I don't know what to do with my anger and hurt. I'm probably going to call up Lifeline in a minute. I have no friends, no-one but him. And now not even him.