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did any of you get on zoloft or any similar snri? seriously consider it bc the tramadol always makes such a huge difference in my mood and drive I'm thinking that I may have an imbalance on the brain's chemical levels
 
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LadyAlkaline said:
You woke up in an ambulance? You ok?
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Yeah, I did too much GHB and fell asleep on the bathroom floor and my girlfriend found me and couldn't wake me up and thought I may have overdosed on opiates, so she called 911. Took me to the ER, an hour later I was feeling great and asked to be discharged. Scared all my friends and especially my girlfriend, and myself too. Sucks because I would have just woken up and been fine, but I certainly can't blame my girl, she did the right thing. I don't do opiates anymore but I did relapse last year and only quit a month and a half ago so it was totally the logical place for her to go. Thank god I have health insurance or I'd be fucked now.

Majestic amounts of stupidity.
 
Xorkoth said:
Thanks but nah, being president sounds like it would suck balls.



Yes, plus it's also an opiate.



What happened? I felt the same on Friday night when I woke up in an ambulance.
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Sorry to hear that!
Nah, I'm only in shock because of horrendous experience with ex-BF. I don't know where to start ... but crux of it is this:
I caught him out in really dark, mean, calculated lie.
Context: His violence has put me in hospital twice. Relationship ended because of terrible assault during which I hit him in head with rubber hammer becaus he had been choking me as well as hitting me...it ended in me getting smashed knee (I tried to escape from 3rd storey window) and assault conviction for him.
Lonely and desperate (I guess) I started seeing him again 2 months ago despite restraining order etc....
He was all talk about "I'm trying to be a better man" etc, but told me all the same that I had broken his nose when I hit him with hammer. I believed him. There was therefore meant to be a mood of "we both have our wounds".

Couple of days ago I went to visit. At 4am he suddenly threw massive shit fit for no reason. Blamed every thing on me. He'd "taken the rap" for my violence. He only "throttled me a little bit" because I was hitting HIM. Defending myself with hammer was unnecessary....

Was so shocked by this preposterous outburst that I actually asked for his forgiveness and cried ... He put me out .. I even begged to be let back in! But he wouldn't stop his histrionics so eventually I did leave.

Punchline: I get home and look at my email. There's a letter from my lawyer concerning criminal compo claim I put in for about 6 months ago, because of broken knee. I'd put it on hold because I didn't want ex to have even more hassle ..
Anyway attached is police report. In this report it says that in self defense I hit him, and he got two "lacerations to his scalp". NO BROKEN FUCKEN NOSE.
Maybe it seems weird thatI should be so broken hearted and angry about the bullshit concerning how I "broke his nose".
It seems so dark though. He's been telling me about how I broke his nose very convincingly ever since we got back together.

I don't know what to do with my anger and hurt. I'm probably going to call up Lifeline in a minute. I have no friends, no-one but him. And now not even him.
 
schizopath said:
Like I told you last time. Dont just walk away from him, run. Schizophrenia might make you think that you deserve that but you dont.
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I don't have schizophrenia. If it matters...but thanks.
One shitty thing is that he owes me money too.
And still has the remote control device to the security gate at my place...,
 
I understand why you fear him. Take a male friend and ask all of them back. You physical and mental is more important than him and yes he will propably come back to your house if you dont either get that device back or reprogram it. Luckily its only money though.
 
Xorkoth said:
Yeah, I did too much GHB and fell asleep on the bathroom floor and my girlfriend found me and couldn't wake me up and thought I may have overdosed on opiates, so she called 911. Took me to the ER, an hour later I was feeling great and asked to be discharged. Scared all my friends and especially my girlfriend, and myself too. Sucks because I would have just woken up and been fine, but I certainly can't blame my girl, she did the right thing. I don't do opiates anymore but I did relapse last year and only quit a month and a half ago so it was totally the logical place for her to go. Thank god I have health insurance or I'd be fucked now.

Majestic amounts of stupidity.
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you gonna get the covid-19 bro esp if you were in the ER

if you use large dose g you gotta tell people what you're doing
 
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