mal3volent
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o rly?
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o rly?
Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
I came down so many hours later and was like ... COOL
And it is SO hard to tell self YOU ARE JUST DRINKING NOW
I am just going to drink
Only alcohol
And it is SO hard to tell self YOU ARE JUST DRINKING NOW
I am just going to drink
Only alcohol
Only alcohol.. You go Cap H
Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
Sober me: i will have to rest my joints then we can hit the club up
I need a break i am sore all over
SATAN burns me alive
And scars my body
And eats my mind
Great body great D
The deal I made with SATAN was totally fucking worth it
Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
I mean like i have shatter butOnly alcohol.. You go Cap H
Um
Am saying NO to drugs right now
it hurtsHow are you coffee??
Shatter sounds great but just not that threshold I want to hit.I mean like i have shatter but
Um
Am saying NO to drugs right now
How are you coffee??
But I'm doing good. Took a long good break of the H but clearly I started yesterday again and will continue for the weekend and detox through the week again. Trying to keep my H use to weekends only now. Its sucks but doable. Missing you rants and comments though. Always made my day with a laugh or a smile for the day.
Hope you doing good and having a super hard one or weekend I mean
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Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
Haha i decided i will have SOBER SATURDAY if I must.
I am a little bit out there and need to reel it in.
I had a lot to share but realize i kinda have to keep it to myself. For now.
I am a little bit out there and need to reel it in.
I had a lot to share but realize i kinda have to keep it to myself. For now.
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Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
Thank you wizard
I am afraid at midnight i am wide awake unable to sleep
AGAIN
and I need to fade
I have been burning for over 2 months
Drinking is self limiting
I hurt all over
I am afraid at midnight i am wide awake unable to sleep
AGAIN
and I need to fade
I have been burning for over 2 months
Drinking is self limiting
I hurt all over
So its morning here now 10am. And midnight there.. hmmm
Captain.Heroin
Bluelight Crew
Yes and i waited for it to be saturday so i can get high again
I am afraid
I am in pain
I am sad and i get depressed sometimes
Thinking about all i have lost in life
Some of our hearts were just too large for life
Part of me is very happy
And
Part of me is suicidal. And it wants to die.
Juniper Bruhmomentius
Bluelight Crew
awww. i love you.
hy
(soo, are you going to go vegan ?! )
ya so dats kewl
Im one of those vegans who believe that meth is a well balanced meal
I live with that feeling everyday and its hard i know... guess that's the reason i need narcotics and booze to get through the day everyday. Depression is a bitch and debilitating. Anyhow hang in there
You a trooper!
Juniper Bruhmomentius
Bluelight Crew
Im fine with them as a group and inviduals.
Juniper Bruhmomentius
Bluelight Crew
"Why does a sex doll need sunglasses?"
"Hides the black eyes."
"Hides the black eyes."
Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
I just bought one for my bitch
i just bought a castle for my dawg
Inflicted before, during or after
Juniper Bruhmomentius
Bluelight Crew
Only because the food wasnt as good as it should have beenInflicted before, during or after
Yes that is completely unacceptable .
Juniper Bruhmomentius
Bluelight Crew
Hard agree! The bitch was literally asking for it!!
Juniper Bruhmomentius
Bluelight Crew
Heres the meal of a sex doll owner
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