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Shady's Fox said:
Do you know what Putin does behind that desk?
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probably get his D sucked by prostitutes.

MAYBE ONE OF HIS LACKEYS IS LIKE SIR WE NEED TO IMPORT THE AMERICANS TO MAKE THE MEMES THEY DO A BETTER JOB

and then like

I can totally influence US politics outside America it'll be like i'm a US POLITICIAN <3 libertarian for life guns 'n' drugs style
 
Painful One said:
YES! Thank you for the warning Love.
I know. I have to be very careful.
But I have been very good at using as prescribed.

I have issues that have to be managed.

It has taken me a long time and a lot of trial and error to find something that works!
I am hopeful because I am functioning much better!

But yeah....must be very, very careful!
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@Painful One , Hey girl how did your big Botox experiment work out?? I can not imagine your pain, and frustration, and you are a very smart lady, But that sounded like " Late Night TV Commercial? and Wait ...........................................You also get a Bamboo steamer, and Wait we will also throw in a Ginso Knife that cuts tires, and wait........................................... :ROFLMAO:
 
Iceman1216 said:
@Painful One , Hey girl how did your big Botox experiment work out?? I can not imagine your pain, and frustration, and you are a very smart lady, But that sounded like " Late Night TV Commercial? and Wait ...........................................You also get a Bamboo steamer, and Wait we will also throw in a Ginso Knife that cuts tires, and wait........................................... :ROFLMAO:
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yeah, no kidding huh?! I was counting on my doctor little brother to not let me get hurt but he dropped the ball on me!
I am definitely not having the GHB! OMG!!!
I am never going back to that specialist again!

I DO NOT recommend the Botox injections!
It turned out horrible. The side effects are horrible! I had no idea.
The brochure the “specialist” (and I use that term lightly) gave me, made it sound all wonderful and side effect was looking younger!
NOT!
A whole bunch of my hair fell out, I got burns and big blisters all over my face, head, and neck.
It felt like someone hit me with a baseball bat in the back and side of my head and I could feel that poison burning, stinging through my veins! Massive jaw pain, teeth hurt, Urine retention, kidney pain, liver pain and itching, it goes on and on!!

Thank God it is wearing off now!!

It was BAD NEWS!
 
Painful One said:
yeah, no kidding huh?! I was counting on my doctor little brother to not let me get hurt but he dropped the ball on me!
I am definitely not having the GHB! OMG!!!
I am never going back to that specialist again!

I DO NOT recommend the Botox injections!
It turned out horrible. The side effects are horrible! I had no idea.
The brochure the “specialist” (and I use that term lightly) gave me, made it sound all wonderful and side effect was looking younger!
NOT!
A whole bunch of my hair fell out, I got burns and big blisters all over my face, head, and neck.
It felt like someone hit me with a baseball bat in the back and side of my head and I could feel that poison burning, stinging through my veins! Massive jaw pain, teeth hurt, Urine retention, kidney pain, liver pain and itching, it goes on and on!!

Thank God it is wearing off now!!

It was BAD NEWS!
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OMG !!! Sorry I asked , but I was nervous, and we have shared enough that I know you have been looking for a long time for some relief!!??
but Botox is a very strange procedure , and a Toxic chemical:giggle: to boot>
Can never trust those younger brother that just want to have a roll in the hay with you, so will say anything ( you Know men 8)
 
Some of those botox clinics are quite shady, especially the more cosmetic ones. Way underplay risks and having people administer who don't have enough training. We had some success with my g-uncle for arm tremors after a stroke, but man, people are way too casual about handling one of the most potent / lethal toxins.

Glad to hear you got better.


(Also, how is there not an O captain! My captain! lounge tag or words thread? V. Bl fanfic maybe. Whitman ketamine. Maybe there is on some search )
 
Thank you guys.
Yeah, it was a bad experience and I knew intuitively that I shouldn’t do it but I was pressured by family to
”You have to try new things, we need you better!”
It has just been suffering for two months now.

I just started to feel better!

On a good note, the gabapentin is helping ALOT!
That alone seems to have fixed the problems.
I am not having the constant dream- nightmare thing. I am getting actual sleep, I am way more active, It is helping also for the nerve pain issues, more energy, etc..
 
Painful One said:
Thank you guys.
Yeah, it was a bad experience and I knew intuitively that I shouldn’t do it but I was pressured by family to
”You have to try new things, we need you better!”
It has just been suffering for two months now.

I just started to feel better!

On a good note, the gabapentin is helping ALOT!
That alone seems to have fixed the problems.
I am not having the constant dream- nightmare thing. I am getting actual sleep, I am way more active, It is helping also for the nerve pain issues, more energy, etc..
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Wow I just read all that and I'm so sorry you had to go through that. My mom gets that done a lot I had no idea that was a possibility though.

Also gabapentin never did shit for me but I'm glad it's helping you. I'm more a morphine + clonazepam guy myself 😍
 
devilsgospel said:
Wow I just read all that and I'm so sorry you had to go through that. My mom gets that done a lot I had no idea that was a possibility though.

Also gabapentin never did shit for me but I'm glad it's helping you. I'm more a morphine + clonazepam guy myself 😍
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Thank you! 😘
I have been prescribed morphine and clonazepam for years now.
Just added the gabapentin to the combination.
It is working out nicely for me! 👍
 
checktest said:
Some of those botox clinics are quite shady, especially the more cosmetic ones. Way underplay risks and having people administer who don't have enough training. We had some success with my g-uncle for arm tremors after a stroke, but man, people are way too casual about handling one of the most potent / lethal toxins.

Glad to hear you got better.


(Also, how is there not an O captain! My captain! lounge tag or words thread? V. Bl fanfic maybe. Whitman ketamine. Maybe there is on some search )
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I have several Words threads as I moderate Words.

I have a thread I have since censored as it's too dark.

I have a thread for "Love" type poetry. I have a thread called "Love" I have written.

I have a thread called Sex and Euphoria in Los Angeles I have since censored because it's a very personal story and PO got to read it.

@Painful One I LOVE YOUR STORY it's so far out girl we have to hang one day
 
@Painful One

I almost want to do another hole and just meditate / think about your experiences, my experiences, the mythical shit I've been through, all of it

it just seems
so wonderful

But I am thinking maybe saving it for later... I'm unsure I don't know how to proceed. I would wait a few days but in a few days my real life is gonna be BOOOOOOOoOOoOoORING.
 
Let's see it's WEDNESDAY

thursday
friday
saturday
sunday

yeah I think I can do this at least 5 more times but I want at least a day break one of those days... holy, holy shit

I need to write a book of my K experiences but it'll be overwhelming and I need to wait more years and integrate better.

I also want to keep exploring and making BORK notes.

BORKBORKBORKBORKBORKBORKBORKBORKBORKBORKBORKBORKBORK

 
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Captain.Heroin said:
I can't even enjoy clonazepam it's like soul poison to me. So toxic.

Almost every benzo works right on me that one nah.

how you doin DG
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Clonazepam seems to be very divisive. It was one of the first drugs I ever used and I get wonderful effects (legit euphoria) from it so it holds a special place in my heart.

I'm good. Drunk.
 
devilsgospel said:
Clonazepam seems to be very divisive. It was one of the first drugs I ever used and I get wonderful effects from it so it holds a special place in my heart.

I'm good. Drunk.
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nice bro

I read Painful One's story and it makes me want to suck on her tits until Kingdom come... holy shit

I'm about to redose I Think because spiritual exploration is fun and I have nothing better to do on a Wednesday night.

No one is hitting me up for sex which is OK because 1 is too depressed 2 did but I slept thru the text and probably just wanted to jerk off anyways and 3 i already jerked off and 4 other guy is busy but I LOVE HIS MINDWHEEL and I like distance/time so we have more far out stories to share

basically I need a bimascbro on my arm and I can wait for it

lul

LUL

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I AM ROGER STONE LUL

LOOKING FOR MUSCULAR WELL HUNG MEN
PREFER MILITARY BODYBUILDERS JOCKS
NO SMOKERS OR FATS PLEASE

LUuuUUUUUUUUULlllllll LLuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuullllllllll

I have to prepare doggos

I AM LOOKING FOR WELL HUNG BIMASCBROS
LATINOS OR WHITES PREFERRED
NO FATTIES OR NON-420 PLEASE <3

I was listening to the life is very long track

and um

I was instinctively dancing I just went with the flow
and then I twisted a bunch and it brought me to the other planets

it was so cool I traveled to other planets and dimensions

and I feel myself about to come up

oh shit here we go

I am a corpse in the sand. The dust of the earth. The soul magic I am dead. This is awesome

wAIT i have been tripping a whole hour.. ok

If it's too dumb to see, or say, you still sing it
I'll just cue the applause
Lets make sure the music is loud enough we won't even hear it end
Lets make sure the music is loud enough we won't even hear it end
Give me a picket sign
And make it blank and white

I want to celebrate
I want to sell your hate
Today's the day you're gonna fucking die
I want to celebrate
I want to sell your hate
Your demons want to give you a proper goodbye
Remember when I took you
Up to the top of the hill?
We had our knives drawn
They were as sharp
As we were in love
If god crossed us
We'd take all his drugs
Burn his money
And his house down
And wait for the fire to spread
Sometimes hate is not enough
To turn this all to ashes
Together as one
Against all others
Break all of our wings
And make sure it crashes
We're running to the
Edge of the world
Running, running away
We're running to the edge of the world
I don't know if the world will end today
I had no choice
To erase the debt of our families
Let you say goodbye
With lips like dynamite
And everyone
Turned their backs
Because they knew
When we held on tight
To each other
We were something fatal
That fell into the wrong hands

THE ABYSS RULES

1) The toilet is out back and is clogged, take your chances.
2) SHADY is not to be taken seriously.
3) You have to be AT LEAST OPEN MINDED to the pot smoke in the abyss because someone's hot boxing the shit out of it... OH GOD HOW I MISS WEED I WANT WEED AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
4) Captain might be going through CB-1 withdrawal and unable to face reality soon so don't judge him
5) repeat step 1 because if you have to be me you'll shit yourself. otherwise take a bump of BORKBROK and join me in the ABYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSzoOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooommmmmmmmmm I have been tripping for a bit longer than anticipiated. I think there is a reverse tolerance with this compound and I can't tell if I'm helping or hurting my brain at this point so I should take tomorrow off more than likely. I explored other worlds again but came back to this one and enjoyed my human nature more. Music sounds so good. Perhaps I should take a week break if I can manage that. DOGGO NOTES STOP BORKING BORKBORKBORKBORKBORK
 
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