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Wait, tlb hates me too?!

Yea, I don't know wtf I'm gonna do with it. Nobody wants that shit round here. I'll prob just eat it over the next year. My buddy gave it to me for some seeds and grow tents. Turns out you can grow meth.

I thought he said it was only 2. But it looks like he meant balls instead of gs. I should probably weigh it but then I can't be irresponsible with it.


I doubt he hates you hut who knows . Do you hate him?



Man i should not have looked at that picture.

Im doing well and all


But its a pretty drug

Wonder how swifty is.
 
I got an eyelash out of my eye that's probably been there all day
I woke up to my fuck bud texting me how hot it was and yeah it was that hot
I woke up to realize I had just had ridiculously hot sex to the point where it seemed to be a recurring lifelong dream come to DIRECT fruition as if I had been having premonitions of it my whole life
 
12 hours later and we're talking about the hot sex we had
yeah it was that good

I'm so going to need to shower, eat, and sleep more. My fragile body is decaying in the warmth of my ego death.

My fragile body is decaying in the warmth of my ego death.
Wow I can't believe I wrote this .... seven minutes ago.... to no memory.

It's ... exactly what I'm going through and it's so fucking hot I just want to die in a state of ego death.

If I express this emotion/wish/desire to other people I'll sound totally suicidal and psychotic but I'm glad my BL buds can relate or... at least comprehend even if they cannot relate.

It's super easy to take people's wallets while they're crying

lol I love Roger

oh god that feel when you remember, fucked up on drugs, that he be like "bicurious" instead of "vicarious" and you're like "um was i fucked up on drugs or was that a slip of his tongue" and you cannot make note of it because ya'll with hetero friends lul god is not finished with this gal oh god it was so hot it was like the bombshell being dropped and no one giving a fuck and we got to do itttttttttttttttt.jpg

it's so important to have sex with people before they go missing

i am so turned on by my own brainmelt and egodeath. Borking for life.
 
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Morning world and hope everyone is gonna have a slamming day. Beautiful day (by me at least) sun shining, clear skies and a light breeze to kill the heat a bit but a beautiful day. Think I'm going the local dam with mates and have a "braai" and get messed up and just enjoy. Plus picking up a new strain my mate harvested recently (indoor grow) of jackalope. So this day is looking promising.

Anyone else with some good or evil plans for the day?
 
hey coffee

i had a...wild night... ummm... yeah. I can't even.

My plans are actually to sober the fuck up kind of LOL I'm still RADIATING with like... euphoria and I need to work it down to normal.

I'm 10+ days off benzos and slept like ALL FUCKING DAY NATURALLY IT WAS SO AWESOME LIKE 11 HOURS OF GOOOD SLEEP it was like...

so needed

oh please tell me i didn't take pills I was so fucked last night...YAY THEY'RE STILL THERE <3

go cpt. you got NATURAL SLEEP. well you stayed up for 1.5 to 2 days so not really but for real I'm coming down. Ugh. Have to. "Life" calls.
 
my worst "evil plan" for today was answering your DC question in full about what kind of trips I go on (lol) and why others shouldn't do what I did w/o like permanent hppd

i will um... have to keep most of last night to myself. it will remain a mystery. too high to care gonna make food i'm so tired. i mean i made it but i will eat it now. fuck i'm slow.

my brain is fried.
 
I can't even read my brain is so fried,l I tried it's like i"m too add or something



LOL TRUMP GETS OFF thanks putin you own america, iran and you've got us at the balls

congrats russia

now can you fuck off and die pls

i love real life it's such shit I can't wait to die now brb sucking a D or not lol

BORK BORK what's your emergency
I'M RUNNING OUT OF SHATTER MARIJUANA NO DRUGS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
it's going to be ok just hold still and a BORKcopter will drop off stuff, CS:GO zone style because you already paid us
BORK BORK really?
yes doggo sit still and everything's gonna be just fine
BORK BORK REALLY?

I'm still high as shit and I've been eating like Kes when she was binge eating in Star Trek Voyager.

Mashed potatoes. Tater tots. I'm going to have cereal and then more. I can't stop. And I want ice cream.

FUCK I CANNOT AFFORD TO EAT LIKE THIS I'm going to end up poor and starving to death

I'm so not spending any more of my $ on anything but drugs

and... necessities.

i am going to eat myself out of everything man this sucks I can't afford to eat like this WHAT AM I DOING

*binge eats everything* ok I had the cereal and whole milk I AM SUCH A POOR PLEBE I'm so going to do anything I can to eat for free this month it's going to be sicknasty
BORK BORK WHAT'S YOUR EMERGENCY
it's been at least 1.5-2 weeks without benzos and I really want one
BORK BORK HOLD STILL A SECOND
BORK BORK LOL NO DON'T why I'm already binge eating I can't stand this feeling
BORK BORK LOL ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh BORK HELP ME

I ate an apple too and some pretzels and I"m going to keep eating fuck this hurts, it's going to hurt. I don't want to be ALIVE and this BEING keeps feeding me food I WANNA WRITE A LOVE SONG... I WANNA BE UNCOOL

I wanna write a love song.... I am going to fucking DIEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee




i kept having "lucky" go off in my head last night as i was pretty fucking high and it made me chuckle
that feel when you're so high you have a 3rd party perspective on how fucked you are and get off on it
 
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I’m jealous. I love a good braai.
Yeah fuck. "BRAAI" is in my blood. Have to have one atleast once a week. S9me marinated t-bones and lion lamd chops with proper cederberg boerewors. As for side dishes that the womans part. We do the meat and they the rest. Will think of you tho lol
 
oh god I'm so.... I'm so coming down this isn't funny

I need an anorectant so I don't eat myself out of house and home

I want benzos to calm/chill but I can't eat any more it's so gross

I'm already cooking more food and sipping whole milk like this is sick

CDUGGLES DOPEM COFFEE ANYONE please send FUDGE
 
cpt why are so vapid and shallow
because all homosexuals are
why are you so rude to people like a pit bull
because most ppl are not worth it
can you be more positive
yeah but ya'll aren't commanding it yet except cduggy mal and madness love mah peeps
can you stop posting politically charged memes
NEVER
can you try being more productive
yeah I'm trying it's hard ok
why are you so fucked up on drugs
why are you so SOBER ewww
what are you doing
in 2 and a half minutes... binge eating.
have you considered taking some benzos to chill out
yeah don't you tHINK IHAVE THOUGHT OF THAT HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPPPPPP i am stuck in a totally indifferent world and want OUT OF IT
 
i listened to my record which is like 80 minutes long
and i tried to watch the news but the senate is flopping on impeachment so i hope someone shoots the republican congressman again I really do I need a good laugh
and all i want is more drugs but have to twerk for it
my job is twerking in the club iirc
and I'm only good for 2 things: sex and drugs
i hope ted cruz dies of a stroke and mcconnel of a heart attack pls i need a laugh
[there is no god]
my real question is how many dead republicans does it take to get some freaking benzos my god
put all us bois into war give us guns have us kill ppl no benzos
ya that's a recipe for disaster LEGALIZE XANAX AHHHHHHHHHHHH even if it's like not hypnotics I NEED SOMETHING i can't stand the fucking disgusting world I live in
i am having depression waves and small flashbacks, like the intensity is dying down
i think i'm starting to feel full......... ffs I hope this is the end, maybe i'll just pile in some ice cream
i'm like having some brain chemistry changes
oh god this is baddd
HELP i need benzos but will not take BORKBORK so should I just take an antihistamine and really hope that works again, but I don't like PLEASE SEND FUDGE
I'm going to fucking cry my eyes out soon enough, I need like, I NEED like a benzo and my brain is screaming for it. I'm crying thinking about a hypnotic, like a good one. I HAVE A FULL BOTTLE and it just taunts me [DON'T YOU KNOW YOU NEED ME] no
ok fuck this this shit's done I'm so over life
 
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