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Woke up in pure anxiety and torture. Hopefully today will be my last day.

This pressure in my head in combination of akathisia and anhedonia I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy. It’s literal hell on earth.

I want to die.

I see. So you didn’t have PSSD from Invega?

I doubt one pill would cause you pssd, it’s possibly from the Invega.

Not just dopamine is blocked, but I don’t feel endorphins, oxytocin, serotonin everything is blocked and what’s remaining is a stressed nervous system in overdrive, stuck in an anxious state in combination of feeling neutral because emotions are blocked. It’s the weirdest feeling ever.

We have to try and make it to 8 months. Month 8 is where things may start getting better. I think the first 6 months is just survival. Improvements are rare the first six months I think, but I could be wrong. I will be waiting at least 8 months before I make any plans to finish my self off. I...

But you’re off it now right? When did you get off it

I fell for that trap in the beginning because my akathisia was so bad and I needed a solution. Living with it is unbearable, you can’t just soldier on with it. I was an idiot and started olanzapine with Invega. Now I’m quite sure the reason I haven’t noticed any improvements at six months off...

Hey do you remember how you felt in the sixth month?

How is the Bupropion working for you?

I would take it if I I could get it. It’s requires a prescription where I live man and you can’t just get it over the counter. Have you noticed any signs of improvement?

Could Invega still be releasing muscle just over 6 months in ? I feel like it is still.

I’m not sure how much more I can endure this. I’m weak in comparison to you I think

How do you deal with it? The pressure in my head is causing me so much trouble.

Do you feel a pressure in your head that doesn’t go away?

Just over 6 months here man and no changes. I think month 8 is where change happens.

My doctor won’t prescribe me a benzo. I’m pretty much stuck like this. Besides last thing I need now on top of everything is a benzo addiction. I think I’d be finished for good

I’ve officially had akathisia for over 11 months now, as I started getting it after my second of six total injections. I still have it now although a little over six months off my injection. I’m aware that most of you didn’t get akathisia and mainly suffer from anhedonia- but let me say it is...

What is this nightmare. Rest in peace raw banana (Vamsi) Bojana, broken self, Merick and there is a few others on this forum that have passed.